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[plainthoughtsmkv126]

Maybe you'll get the thought, but chose to ignored it.

[plainthoughtsmkv126]

This is my response.

Hi do you know what time is it? It's 6am and I am just about to sleep. You know why I am not responding to you? Do you know why it took me sometime to respond to any of your msgs? Well let me explain this to you "AGAIN" I don't want to talk to you now, because I have a problem and I needed my time alone, and when I am talking to someone that I don't feel talking to it drains my energy... I have so much in my mind for you to add it up, my problem doesn't have a fucking solution, and my feeling is not some sort of depression that I can somehow take some med then voila I am fine...

"I AM GRIEVING" not alcohol, no medicine, no parties and no jokes can really take away this pain that I am carrying! You see???? I am not good with myself, how much more with you? How I can took care of you or mind your problem when I can't really help myself? You told me that you can help me. You told me that you are the only one who cares so deeply... Good Gracious the only person who cares, respect and loved me deeply is my "SISTER" no one else not even you.. So please give me my damn space and peace. I told you already that I am not ok and I needed my time.. Don't you even notice that I am a loner? Don't you even notice that I can't really handle too much company? It drains me, it really drains me... Understanding and helping someone when I know deep down all they wanted is to have someone they can call they own. I am not some sort of a trophy or what..... I am a good person and a good friend, but I know who's really sincere and who is not, I know who's good and bad, I know who's draining or not.

This is me I am a loner, I am not the type of a person who will be there for you 24/7! But I am the kind of friend that will be there when needed the most. Just because I not responding, that doesn't mean that i hate you or I am ignoring you.. Just so you know I have so many unopened msgs more than you thought you know.. Yes I talk to some people who I think who can help me heal or who can at least understand me, because I needed it and I know their intentions are good.

[plainthoughtsmkv126]

Beast of all Beasts.

The Greed that we plead.

The Fear that we feel.

The Pain that we carry.

The lies that we said.

Are just a few glimpses, of our very own beast.

-Mkv126

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Sa Kabila ng Lahat.

Sa kabila ng aking mga ngiti ay maraming luha ang pumatak sa aking mga pisngi.

Sa kabila ng aking mga hagikhik ay ilang hagulhol ang aking ginawa sa tuwing gabi.

Sa kabila ng aking mga pag-aaliw ay ikaw parin ang aking ninanais.

Sa kabila ng pagtulog ko ng mahimbing ay ilang araw aking nanatiling gising.

Sa kabila ng mga saya na iyong nakikita ay siyang ganoong kalungkot ang aking nadarama.

Sa kabila ng lahat ng mga magagandang bagay sa mundong ibabaw ay ikaw ang bukod tanging nangingibabaw.

-mkv126

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Grief is the one that creeps you out when you're asleep, and punishes you when you're awake.

Mkv1206

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Puno ng alaala mo.

Alam ko aking mahal kung ano ang yung paboritong pagkain. Alam ko kung ano ang iyong paboritong laruan. Alam kong mahilig kang yumakap at mang amoy sa lahat ng nakakatabi mo. Alam ko kung ayaw mo sa isang tao. Alam ko na kung ano ang gusto mong unan. Alam ko na nahihirapan kang matulog pag hindi mo ako nakakatabi. Alam ko na ayaw mo ang prosesso ng pagpapaligo ko sayo, pero gustong-gusto mo yung pakiramdam pagkatapos mo maligo. Alam kong gustong-gusto mo na maraming tao ang naglalambing sayo. Alam ko na pag si mama ang katabi mo ay ayaw mo ng magpahawak sakin. Alam ko na gustong-gusto mo pag tayo ay gumagala. Alam ko gusto mong dinadamitan kita ng maganda. Alam ko na ayaw mong sinusuklayan ka at tinatali ang buhok mo. Alam ko na lagi kang masaya. Alam ko na sobrang hirap mo gisingin pag ikaw ay natutulog, pero sobrang hirap mong patulugin pag ikaw ay magdamag na gising. Alam ko na gusto mo na palaging may kumakausap sayo kahit na di ka nakakapag salita. Alam ko na gustong-gusto mo pag tinatawag kita "an baby ni ate". Alam kong natutuwa ka sa tuwing sinasabihan kita na pinaka magandang baby ni ate. Alam kong gustong gusto mong laruin at kurutin ang malalambot na mga bagay at balat. Alam kong ayaw mo umuwi agad pag galing tayo sa galaan. Alam kong gustong-gusto mo ding makipag harutan. Alam ko kung bakit lagi kang nanabunot ng buhok (inaamoy nya ang ulo lahat ng taong lumalapit skanya, pag gusto ka niya yayakapin ka niya pag ayaw niya bibitawan nya ulo mo). Alam kong gustong-gusto mo pag naglalaro tayo palakasan ng grip ng daliri. Alam ko gustong gusto mo na binubulungan nga kasi may kiliti ka dun. Alam ko na minsan pinipilit mong hindi matulig para makipag laro. Alam kong pinipilit mong maging malakas at masigla kasi alam mong ikaw ang aming kasiyahan. Alam kong tinitiis mo lahat ng sakit, kasi ayaw mong makita kaming nasasaktan at nalulungkot. Alam kong pinilit mong mabuhay ng ganun, kasi mahal mo kami.. Pero alam mo kung ano ang hindi ko alam? Hindi ko alam na mawawala ka ng biglaan.

[plainthoughtsmkv126]

There's no beauty in perfection.

How would appreciate beauty if you seek for perfection? We get to appreciate beauty if there’s imperfection that sorrounds it.

-mkv126

#qouteoftheday #life qoute #my qoute #qoutes #book qoute

[plainthoughtsmkv126]

How would appreciate beauty if you seek for perfection? We get to appreciate beauty if there's imperfection that sorrounds it.

-mkv126

[plainthoughtsmkv126]

It struck my heart.

“But the heart has its own memory and I have forgotten nothing.”

— Albert Camus, The Fall (via the-book-diaries)

[plainthoughtsmkv126]

The stranger you are.

I know your name, but not your games.

I have seen your face, but not your soul.

I have read your thoughts, but not your heart.

I know you're happy, but not when you're sad.

I have been with you, but not with the real you.

I have been telling you tales, but you never cared.

I know you're thinking about me once in a while, but it's just an illusion of mine.

You are.. Yes, you will always be the stranger I never had.

-mkv126

[plainthoughtsmkv126]

In every tragedy lies an interesting story.

@plainthoughtsmkv126

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In every tragedy lies an interesting story.

@plainthoughtsmkv126

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"YOU"

They know a part of your story, but never felt your pain.

They know your name, and they judged you by your face.

They saw you smile, and they said you're insane.

They realized you're sane, and now they tamed you.

Even you give them a piece of YOU they wont recognize YOU.

And every story they know is not the Reality and Totally not the Definition of YOU.

-mkv126

#poems #thoughts #poetry #writing

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Candle

You gave me light in my darkest days, you stayed by me for a quite sometime, you gave me a bit of warmth.. But I guess you're literally like a candle you wont last forever.

-mkv126

[plainthoughtsmkv126]

Beast of all Beasts.

The Greed that we plead.

The Fear that we feel.

The Pain that we carry.

The lies that we said.

Are just a few glimpses, of our very own beast.

-Mkv126

#poems #poetry #thoughts

[plainthoughtsmkv126]

Well... Anyone???