xxkylarthelonerxx

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

Hey buddy, it's been a long long while since I checked on you! I'm the one who asked about your "darling collection" in the past.

Anyways, how's your current collection going? I had to lock up and hide my collection since my darling is now staying with me in my house! Ain't that great? I didn't even have to kidnap them!

i'm unsure if you're talking about this ask or another one, but welcome back, i guess. either way, linking that one is good for reminding others of the status of my shrine as of a few months ago.

my current collection hasn't expanded wildly since then, though i'm still proud of what it is. darling has been busy with school, and i've been putting more effort into gifting them things rather than growing my shrine to them, since i've had the chance to interact with them more in the past few months.

but since we're in school, i've gotten to hold onto their old tests and notes they throw out! those have been the most exciting recent additions to my collection. i love seeing how their handwriting changes depending on their mood, or what little doodles they make when bored in class... the notes they leave for me are especially incredible to possess. even when they're not all positive... just knowing they're thinking of me is the best. 💚

#kylar the loner #kylar.txt #about myself 🔪

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

Would you eat darling if they gave you a full consent?? Like cannibaly

... no. i wouldn't want to. even if they asked me. i would have to be out of my mind to willingly hurt them... like, i wouldn't mind if they wanted to hurt me, i welcome it! but the other way around is weird.

if they just wanted a piece of themselves inside of me, i could have some of their blood, maybe. but that's the furthest i'd go. i know i can act unpredictably when i'm not quite lucid (when i get too jealous), but even then, i don't think i would. their safety is my priority.

#kylar.txt #ask #about myself 🔪

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

Do U have a job?

i don't have any official job. i mostly focus on my darling (and school too, though i'm not a tryhard). if you're asking how i can afford to buy things for darling and myself, i do have ways of making money. i just don't want to talk about it too much here because it's not all totally legal. (and i have some money left from my parents too, but i leave that for bills and whatnot.)

#kylar.txt #ask

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

have you shown your darling yandere simulator yet

you're just assuming i've played it? i mean, of course i have. but still.

it's been a while since i last played it, i don't even know how far along it is now. (is the first day finished yet?)

i guess it might be cute to play with darling, but i would have to see how comfortable they are with me being a yandere myself, first. i don't want to start playing it and relating the characters to people we know irl and scare them on accident. i know how intense i can get...

#recs #game rec #kylar.txt

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

ohhh i misread. read beastars and dunmeshi.

i'm assuming this is from the same anon as the previous ask, just because of when it was sent? i don't think you misread anything. i did ask for recommendations of any media.

anyway, i haven't read beastars, but i've watched part of the anime. i don't think i finished it. it's not really the type of thing i would show my love, i don't think..? i don't want them to get the wrong idea about what i think of them. i liked the animation style though.

dunmeshi i've heard a lot about, but i haven't gotten to reading. i'll put it on my list. thanks.

#kylar.txt #recs #manga rec #anime rec #kind of

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

Kodoku no Bannin is a good song

i hadn't heard it before now, but it really is. i'll link the version i listened to at the bottom. i'm sure there are many other covers.

i looked up the lyrics, and they're really... comforting. i'd certainly felt that loneliness they talk about for years and years... before i met darling, that is! and they're great for me! i only sort of still feel those emotions... really, only when i get jealous. or when i'm left alone for too long. but my loneliness isn't as constant as it was before..?

anyway, this song really reminds me of torinoko city. just enough that i would put them on the same playlist together. i'm linking that for any normies who haven't heard it before. it's very calming.

oh, and another song this all makes me think of is reincarnation ascension. maybe it's more random, but it's related to the other two to me. when i start feeling lonely, it's sometimes better for me to ignore those feelings and instead think about darling to keep me from getting too depressed. sometimes i wonder if i could merge into one being with them so i could just have them to myself..! that way, no one could ever come to know them as well as i would! ...i wouldn't actually try to do that, though. it's just something nice to think about, at times.

#kylar.txt #recs #music rec

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

anyone have any music or media (doujins/manga/anime/whatever) to recommend? i feel like i've been running out of new things to show darling. i can recommend songs in return too since that's what i did before when people sent in music.

or just asks in general might be nice... not that i care that much though. i just have the time to answer stuff.

#kylar.txt #recs

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

Asking if you’d still love your darling if they didn’t have any hair is a silly question because people lose hair and are still themselves. A less silly question is if you’d still love your darling if they turned into a worm because that’s much more outlandish. Of course, the answer would still be yes.

(in reference to this post)

rIght? i feel the same for both. i'm glad you understand.

and i've actually answered the worm question before, too.

#kylar.txt #ask #about my darling 💚

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

✨🌈SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING🌈✨

no.

#kylar.txt

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

きみに恋する殺人鬼

#reblog

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

Would you still love darling if they shaved their hair? Like all of it

of course i would. you're an idiot if you love someone only for their appearance. while i am enamored with how they look now, they would look handsome to me no matter what. and i don't mean that in a fake way, i mean that genuinely. i know myself, and i know i would come to fall in love with any of their attributes, since it would be a part of them... it's hard to explain in words.

and why are you insinuating shaved hair looks bad? so many anime characters have bald heads and/or shaved eyebrows and they get tons of fans. stay out of my inbox if you're going to be negative about any physical traits like that. not that this ask was directly antagonizing, but still... especially if you're relating it to darling.

#kylar.txt #about my darling 💚

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

i think im in love w you

unless you're my darling, i don't care. go find someone else to bother.

what is with some of these anons wanting me to be a girl? also... i don't care.

#kylar.txt #ask

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

Sounds like a rut... Too bad you didn't get a knot! Lolol. Bet darling would like it. (And maybe Sydney too~)

(this is in reference to the events of april 1.)

... why would you feel the need to say that last part? or any of it? sure, i've shared my thoughts on having a knot before... but that doesn't mean i go into ruts! i'm not any sort of beastkin or hybrid or whatever in real life! keep those thoughts to yourself. some of you anons are seriously disgusting. don't talk about me like that.

no!! ignore what i might've said about this before. that just can't happen. even if sydney asked me directly to milk them dry or fuck them til they can't speak or anything, i couldn't. my cock is reserved for darling only. 💚 (and you all need to stop implying that i'd even consider being unfaithful to darling..!)

#kylar.txt #suggestive #sydney #//april fools mini arc

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

Hello Kylar! Another fan cheering on your continued relationship with your beloved. I came across a one-shot and thought that the ML reminded me a bit of you! The title is a little long, but the premise itself is interesting! Not a ton to say about the steamy scenes themselves, but I think the idea of being able to break your worlds logic to pull your darling from anywhere would he a dream ♡

[bato.to]/series/152127/company-drone-summoned-to-another-world-by-the-fate-of-an-old-game-falls-in-love-in-a-new-game-official-version

this one was nice. thanks. i always like it when i look like a character i can relate to, it's... comforting, in a way. the love interest of this one was so caring and kind... so determined to get to the protagonist. it was admirable. i would do anything to protect darling like that too!

now that's got me thinking... what if i was a video game character who my beloved found comfort in? it would be so hard for me to not be able to interact with them directly, but i would still try to find a way to be there for them in spirit and eventually bring us into the same world to be together, just like this protag did. but before then, i would try to interact with them more, encourage them, make sure they know i'm there... add in extra dialogue or manipulate their apps to send little messages from me... maybe i could even find a way to message them directly without them knowing it's me, by taking over an AI chatbot or a roleplay blog of my character or something!

a little screen can't protect them from me for too long. i'll always find a way to get to my beloved, since i always need to be there to care for them and pleasure them. i wouldn't let them fall in love with anyone else, even if they were fictional. they need to only focus on me.

#kylar.txt #manga rec #recs

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

Can u get a low taper fade ❤️

no.

#kylar.txt

[xxkylarthelonerxx]

What did Sydney say?

i guess we'll talk more in person later. not that i really want to, but i will. darling will be proud, i'm sure.

#kylar.txt #sydney #townspeople #ask