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Everlasting- Chp. 1

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When was the last time i went outside? I thought. It was a cold Autumn Morning here in Daegu, Possibly Monday, Whenever My Aunt Jihyo brought my two cousins over. Yujin, Daesoo. Her kids were outside playing tag. Her daughter , Yujin, looked like a little princess with her hair in pig-tails and Dae-soo with his messy hair flying everywhere. 

Well, They look nothing other than perfect, Unlike me.

Meanwhile I was looking up at them through my upstairs bedroom Window. I was trying to hide from my mom and my aunt jihyo because they were always fighting over me.I was always caught in the middle and It just pisses me off. My mom ( who’s american) and my aunt jihyo ( who’s korean. I have a korean american family btw ), both have different ways of parenting. My mom’s not really a very good mom at all, and Jihyo has a very amazing way of parenting. I’d have to say my Aunt is more of a mother than my very own mother.

My mother left my cheating father for an abusive drunk when i was only 2. I dont remember much from my ‘ Baby days ‘ but i do remember most of the times. An example would be from whenever i was only eight years old.

Without reason, My stepdad was always rude. Most of it was aimed towards mother , who was exactly like my step,father. The rest of it, However, was aimed towards me and my little brothers.

Seokjin: 10

Daehyun:8

Woojin:7

Sandae: 4

I was always threatned with a belt if i didnt get the laundry done whenever they wanted it done. I had to be an adult from the time i was little until the age of 12 because my parents were to lasy to get off of their butts and be parents like they should be. Sure I had TV, computer and many other things. They werent used though. I still have that computer in its container.Everything i got, it was broken by my brothers , Who were treated like saints and still are. I was the mistake, the probelem, the cause of everything. Everything was my fault even when it wasnt.

#bts #fanfictio #damn i lost my chicken nuggget