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911ficletsnotnovels · 7 months
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oh love (please have mercy on me)
By: @smilingbuckley
Rating: General Audiences
Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Bobby Nash, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz
Characters: Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley, Christopher Diaz
Additional Tags: Future Character Death, Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Bobby Nash is Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parent, Crying, Men Crying, Angst, Sad Ending, Grief/Mourning, Major Illness, Parent Death, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Cuddling & Snuggling, Hugs, Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs A Hug, Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, Christopher Diaz Loves Evan "Buck" Buckley, Sad Evan "Buck" Buckley
Summary: Eddie finds Buck crying after he got bad news.
TW: the mention of future death of a parent. There's no mcd in here, but it is obvious it will happen in this fic's future.
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911ficletsnotnovels · 7 months
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the last time (I won't hurt you anymore)
By: @monsterrae1
Rating: Explicit
Relationship: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz
Characters: Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley, Christopher Diaz, Bobby Nash, Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Howie "Chimney" Han, Maddie Buckley, Josephina "Pepa" Diaz
Additional Tags: Insecure Evan "Buck" Buckley, Evan "Buck" Buckley Being an Idiot, Miscommunication, Lack of Communication, They're both idiots tbh, idiotness amplified due to angst reasons, Pining Eddie Diaz, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hurt Eddie Diaz, mo one makes good decisions for a bit, Angst with a Happy Ending, Explicit Sexual Content, Getting Together, First Kiss, First Time
Summary: Eddie waited until he was sure that Chris was out of view before turning to Buck, wrapping his arms around him and leaning up for a kiss.
Instead of a smile and a kiss, like Eddie had expected, Buck tensed up and looked away from Eddie. Eddie frowned and let go, taking a step back and trying to tell himself that it was okay.
“Something wrong?” He asked, and Buck shook his head.
“Last night, Eddie, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have, I was a mess, you said something nice to me, and I shouldn’t have kissed you, or…”
Eddie swallowed down his broken heart, “It’s okay Buck, I wanted it, I did” I still do, he wanted to say but he was sure that Buck would run away. “But I understand, if you don’t… if it’s not what you want”
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Or, Eddie's in love with Buck and somehow finds himself in a weird friends with benefits arrangement with him, every time Eddie tells himself this is the last time they're doing this, but he can't deny himself having the man he loves, even if its just for a few hours.
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911ficletsnotnovels · 7 months
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You always was a ghost around me (I want to keep you in our memory)
By: @disasterbuckdiaz
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents, Daniel Buckley & Evan "Buck" Buckley
Characters: Evan "Buck" BuckleyEddie Diaz, mentioned buckley parents - Character, Mentioned Maddie Buckley - Character, Mentioned Daniel Buckley - Character
Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents, Maddie and Buck and Daniel deserve better, Grief/Mourning, Also cake might be involved in process of dealing with trauma, this fic is about Buck dealing with Danie's death and Eddie being supportive boyfriend, Supportive Eddie Diaz, i think i should use it cause Eddue supports Buck here, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, well maibe not cause it's after 6s au so, Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Future Fic, after 6s
Summary: Tears were streaming down his face without his control, and Buck let them. He allowed himself this moment to break like a year ago when he first realized why this day every year in his family was such a way it was. Why did Buck always feel empty and sad, why did he hear how Maddie and mother and even father cried. Why his parents were especially absent on that day.
The answer is: that day is forever recorded as Daniel's birthday, but he had too little of them.
He cried and cried until the candles were about half the size, then Buck blew them out, but before doing that, he looked up and said.
“I’m sorry. I'm so sorry. You should have more time. We should have more time. I wish I could help you, big brother.”
Or, for three years Buck deals with grief of loosing Daniel alone at Daniel's birthday, and fourth time he is not alone anymore.
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911ficletsnotnovels · 7 months
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If you leave, I'll be broken inside
By: @giddyupbuck
Rating: Mature
Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz, Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Josephina "Pepa" Diaz
Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz, Christopher Diaz, Josephina "Pepa" Diaz, Bobby Nash, Maddie Buckley, Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Howie "Chimney" Han, Athena Grant
Additional Tags: Major Illness, Angst with a Happy Ending, Angst and Feels, Future Fic, firefam is supportive, buck is trying to cope and not doing great with it, Sick Eddie Diaz, Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Getting Together, First Kiss, Hospitals, Talk of Death/Dying, discussion of the will, chris dealing with his feelings too, Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure, Christopher Diaz Has Two Dads, Evan "Buck" Buckley is Christopher Diaz's Parent, Non-Sexual Intimacy, Literal Sleeping Together, Love Confessions, Crying, I Made Myself Cry, those tags are related but the first one is about the characters, Feels, Idiots in Love, Sharing a Bed
Summary: Fine. Eddie is obviously intent on having this conversation. That doesn’t mean Buck has to be compliant with it. “I don’t want that.”
“Yes, you do.” Eddie pauses so he can shift up in the bed just the tiniest bit more. “Buck, you need a partner. You need someone who’s there for you as much as you are for them. And being a single dad is so different from co-parenting. Don’t try to say that isn’t what we’ve been doing, because it is. You’ve been co-parenting Chris for years. And I’m sorry I might not be there to do it with you anymore.”
“STOP.” Buck doesn’t yell very often, but he can’t contain his knee-jerk reaction to hearing Eddie admit defeat. He takes a deep breath and looks at Eddie’s face, full of understanding and sorrow. “Please, stop. I can’t. Eddie, I can’t listen to you talk like that.”
OR: Eddie comes down with an unknown illness. Buck tries his best to cope and take care of Chris, while also wondering if he might lose Eddie before he's told him how he feels.
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911ficletsnotnovels · 7 months
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you're a little too much for me (you're a liability)
By: @bimbobarbieusa
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Relationship: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz
Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz , Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Bobby Nash, mentioned other characters
Additional Tags: Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Emotional Shutdown, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Light Angst, Worried Eddie Diaz, Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley, I guess he's emotionally hurt, Firehouse 118 Crew as Family, Angst in Autumn, POV Eddie Diaz
Summary: Buck doesn’t just shut off his emotions, he can’t, it’s the whole reason he wasn’t in the SEALs. “It’s not like he can just shut off his emotions—”
“Well he did,” Hen hisses, staring back up at Eddie, “Figure this out, because with the way he’s acting, he’s gonna get himself killed.”
or
Eddie and the rest of the 118 find out just how much of a fit Buck was for the SEALs.
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911ficletsnotnovels · 7 months
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when was the last time you saw the sky?
By: @sebastienlelivre
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley/Natalia Dollenmeyer, minor Evan "Buck" Buckley/Lucy Donato - Relationship, past Eddie Diaz/Marisol
Additional Tags: Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz,Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Self-Worth Issues, Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Mental Health Issues, Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Worried Eddie Diaz Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley Evan "Buck" Buckley Loves Eddie Diaz Eddie Diaz Loves Evan "Buck" Buckley, First KissBuck/Natalia is only here for a break-up to happen, Christopher Diaz Has Two Dads, POV Evan "Buck" Buckley, Present Tense, Angst with a Happy Ending, Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Sex Instead of Going to Therapy, Two Grown Men Have an Actual Conversation, Idiots in Love, Post-Season/Series 06, Eddie Diaz Cooks, Food as a Metaphor for Love, Evan "Buck" Buckley Wants Kids, Love Confessions, The Couch Metaphor Is A Lingering Theme, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Sex Is Mentioned But Not Graphically Described
Summary: Buck has never had good coping skills, and they don't improve when what he's coping with are unrequited feelings for his best friend.
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911ficletsnotnovels · 7 months
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It Started Out With A Kiss
By: @matriaya
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Relationship: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz
Additional Tags: Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, eddie is getting married, Buck has a lot of feelings about it okay?, Love Confession, Friends to Lovers
Summary: There is a half hour until the ceremony is officially slated to start, but people are already milling around, chatting. Someone decided to play some upbeat classical music over the church’s loudspeakers, and it somehow makes everything in the room brighten up just a little.
Buck wants to throw up in the font of holy water.
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911ficletsnotnovels · 7 months
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this love isnt too holy (but i'm too far in)
By: @munchablemusic
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz, Eddie Diaz & Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz, Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz
Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz, Christopher Diaz, Firehouse 118 Crew
Additional Tags: Hanahaki Disease, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Love Confessions, Unrequited Love, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Terminal Illnesses, Eddie spends a lot of this just talking, no beta we die like shannon, Dialogue HeavyGrief/Mourning, is it really mourning if you're grieving what could have been, Tenderness
Summary: Of course he had thought about his death before–that was just normal. A person thinks about how they would die all the time. But the fantasy of dying in a way that nobody could be upset at him about–that was appealing in its own way. He would get to say goodbye. There would be no arguing with the diagnosis. He would be gone soon, and everyone would remember the good parts, not the screwed-up, angry, impatient parts of him, the parts that he most disliked about himself. After all, no one remembers the bad things about the dead.
or, how do you cope when you're dying of a broken heart?
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911ficletsnotnovels · 7 months
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The Price of Love (is high)
By: @spotsandsocks
Rating: Mature
Relationship: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz
Characters: Eddie Diaz, Evan "Buck" Buckley, Howie "Chimney" Han, Bobby Nash, Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
Additional Tags: Angst with a Happy Ending, Cannon consistent drama, Angst, Trapped, Trauma, past traumas, trauma throwbacks, Drowning, Water, Broken Bones, hurting someone, Hurting Someone to Save them, Guilt, Regret, Family Feels, Getting Together, First Kiss, First Date, Love Confessions, Not Actually Unrequited Love, possibility of amputations
Summary: Buck and Eddie get separated from the team, trapped in a basement with water rising fast. Except one of them is more trapped than the other. Past traumas rear their head again and this time there doesn’t seem to be a way out that won’t break everything.
Or Buck has a plan to get them out but Eddie is not keen. Not keen at all.
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911ficletsnotnovels · 10 months
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There is less than one week left of sign ups for @911angstinautumn and I will get annoying about it so - for transparency - the fest lasts for 30 days and there are 29 sign ups so far!!! Which means, yes, at least 1 more sign up is needed, but, to account for people maybe having to drop out (just in case) and it would be nice to have more than one work on some days, 4 or 5 more would be aaamazing.
If you have a friend who wants to sign up but hasn't yet, please apply gentle, friendly pressure 😌
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911ficletsnotnovels · 10 months
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Hello!
Sign Ups for the 911 Angst in Autumn fic (and other creations) fest are officially open! Please fill in the form here to get involved!
Sign ups close: 2nd July 2023, 4pm EST
I realise that signing up for these things can be daunting, but please know that dropping out is no big deal if you feel you can't see it through for any reason. You can send a message here or @brokenribsdiaz at any time just to say you are no longer able to participate!
You can post your fic(s) to the collection here at any time. If you require any help with this at all, please send a message, just like mentioned above. For other works, please reach out to me closer to submission date as there are a few options for posting and we'll see which one works best for you!
The last day for submission will be 22nd September 2023, however, this is just to give me a guideline of how many works have been collected and to give me time to put together and share a posting schedule. If you believe you can finish your work but you need more time, again, reach out as above and we'll work something out.
Finally; there is no limit on what you can create here! As much or as little as you want - anything goes!
In the meantime, i'm here to answer any questions and will be reblogging some angst resources here, in case anyone needs some ideas!
Thank you in advance for signing up and spreading the word!
Happy creating!
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911ficletsnotnovels · 11 months
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Hello!
Welcome to the 911 Angst in Autumn Fic Fest!
This is all things angst; all the fear, sadness and hurt you can inflict on your favorite blorbos who make up the 118! Here's hoping for some happy endings 🤞🏽
Bad News: Despite what the name may suggest, this fest will not run for a full 3 month season, but instead, 1 month, from the first day of autumn.
Good News: Despite what the name may suggest, this fest is not just for writers! Other works are more than welcome - in fact - encouraged!
What now? Now, start your engines! This is a fest (as voted for by you), so everything comes from you. What do you want to create? Or more importantly, who do you want to destroy?
Rules:
Your creations do not have to be autumn themed but they do need to contain one of the many facets of the angst trope. Interpretations of this will be different for everyone and so-
Tag your work, thoroughly! Whether on AO3 or here on Tumblr, please make others aware of anything potentially triggering.
Please create and consume age appropriately!
Of course, you can start brainstorming or creating right now if you want, no need to wait for sign ups!
More information regarding posting and such will arrive at a later date, but for now, I will leave you with some important dates and a humble request;
Sign Ups Open: Mon. 19th June 2023, 4pm EST.
Sign Ups Close: Sun. 2nd July 2023, 4pm EST.
Posting Begins: Sat. 23rd September 2023, 4pm EST.
Posting Ends: Sun. 22nd October 2023, 4pm EST.
Please reblog this post and spread the word! The aim is to have some content to be posted every day through the posting month - we could all use a few tears in our pumpkin spice lattes. (Sorry.)
Hope to see you back here on Monday, happy creating!
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911ficletsnotnovels · 11 months
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911 friends, I am considering running another fest/exchange, in the form of something this fandom does very well - Angst!!
Here is a link to a little interest form which asks what you want so I can make as many people as possible feel comfortable with getting involved.
If you could spread this far and wide, I would be very grateful!
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Ahhhh, okay, I was away for a bit and missed most of the @911ficletsnotnovels fun over the weekend, but my first 100-word gift to @gayhoediaz (inspired by "hands") is posted here.
And here is my second gift, inspired by "moonlight":
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Whenever Buck can’t sleep downstairs, he lies on the firehouse rooftop.
Whenever Eddie realizes he’s gone, he follows until they’re close enough to touch.
The first time, Eddie had wondered whether Buck was taunting the sky that once killed him.
The fourth time, Buck had told Eddie he bathes in the moonlight to remind himself he’s alive.
Eddie’s lost track of how many nights they’ve been up here now, fragile whispers passed back and forth while the moon doesn’t dare to interrupt, its light a silent witness to their confessions.
I’m so tired and I’m scared and I love you.
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but wait, there's more...
For the @911ficletsnotnovels drabble writing challenge, I received two prompts. Here is the fic I submitted, featuring the lovely Ravi.
And here is the other fic I wrote, for @meadowlioness second prompt, that I didn't submit.
Releasing it out into the world. Enjoy some in-peril fire husbands. With comfort.
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Buck x Eddie - Incalescence
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Dust swirls around them. Debris creaks. They’re trapped. Him and Eddie. Pressed against each other. Arms, hips, legs.
Eddie’s warmth calms him, settles Buck’s breathing. Even as it burns through his clothes, infusing his skin. Heating every part of him, from the outside in.
Eddie shifts. Hand fumbling for Buck’s. Fingers grasping, hard. Eddie’s shaking. Buck’s heart double times. Turning, he pulls Eddie to him, firmly against his chest. Sparks and heat and warmth flood him. Certainty.
‘Hey, Eds, it’s ok. We’re gonna be ok.’
‘Under three storeys of rubble, Buck!?’ Panicking.
‘I got you, Eddie.’ Holding him closer. Tighter.
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a bonus 100 word ficlet that i didn’t submit to the @911ficletsnotnovels exchange <3 the prompt was “high school”
“i can’t follow him, can i?” eddie lamented. he clung to buck, arms around his waist and chin hooked over his shoulder. they watched christopher drive away in his date’s mom’s car.
“nope.” buck turned to kiss eddie’s cheek, smiling. “first high school dance, how we feeling, dad?”
“bad,” eddie sighed. “you got enough photos?”
“about a thousand.”
“perfect.”
buck steered them off the porch, inside, keeping eddie’s arms locked around himself. they found carla tearfully folding throw blankets on the couch. “our little boy,” she said, “is growing up.”
“we’ll be okay,” buck promised. “he still loves us.”
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priceless (maddie x chimney)
@comfortbuddie, here's a ficlet i wrote based off your second prompt for the @911ficletsnotnovels exchange. your madney prompt: priceless. (this one while still short got a little beyond the 100 words) hope you enjoy!
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Giggles float in from the other room as Maddie grabs her camera off the table.
The photography is a recent passion. She’s long since forgiven herself for the months with Jee that she missed. But it’s made her want to hold onto the priceless moments as long as she can. To snatch these ephemeral joys out of the air and make sure they stick. Look. Look at this. This is my family, this is the life we’ve made.
She pauses in the doorway, aching with fondness and a smile she’s sure could be seen from space. She lifts the camera to snap some shots of Buck making silly faces at Jee as they draw.
She hears footsteps behind her and then Chim’s familiar arms sliding around her waist, his chin on her shoulder. Maddie weaves their fingers together.
He’s hushed, awed when he says, “We sure are lucky.”
“No, it wasn’t luck.” She surprises herself with the fierceness in her voice. “We made this. We did this. It wasn’t luck.”
Made out of blood in the snow, on the pavement, in their veins coursing with love for each other. Made out of fresh paint and new tile and butterflies stenciled on Jee’s wall in this home they’ve built together.
Chim squeezes her tight, brushes a gentle kiss along her neck.  Buck looks over at them and smiles. Jee proudly holds up her drawing of abstract lines and squiggles. “Mama, look.”
“Oh, I’m looking, baby.”
Look at this. This is my family, this is the life we’ve made. Isn’t it beautiful?
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