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Throwback to when I took painkillers and woke up with Photoshop open on my computer to this image I had made

#if this brings me money or potatos im happy #doesnt even have to be both

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just outta curiosity…

#not voting bc i actually dont care! #i might seek different lengths depending on my mood at the time #but also i care more about premise style and quality than word count

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So glad I'm off tomorrow. Had some annoying customers at the end of my shift AND I got my period at work today so I've been grumpy all night and just generally feeling mentally crummy. I hope I feel better after sleeping, but at least I know tomorrow can be a self-care day regardless

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wait is that mando staring longingly in the background 💀

Yes 😭 He's been replaced by another bisexual blorbo with two boyfriends but I couldn't cover him up altogether

#cap your pfp has more layers than an onion

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Hmm might have an underactive thyroid hope it's not so bad the dr gives me meds because I cannot stress how much I do not want to take two meds every day and I especially do not want to take meds in the morning since I have shift work and it is impossible for me to have the same schedule every day and be able to have a life

#and tbh? im not fat #my weight might be 'high' but im muscular and im a size 6 its fine #almost everyone gains weight from hs to adulthood thats just being a person #and i kinda eat a lot tbh #but it fluctuates with activity level so ive just been the same weight lately

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Yesterday I had a physical, saw my grandparents who were a pain in the butt, built two bookcases for them in their hot ass house, moved furniture around for them, waited while my dad set up their new tv, and then we finally got to leave. It was a long day yesterday.

Today I had therapy intake which went well and got my blood work results (everything seems normal so they'll probably just tell me it's normal) so a little bit of anxiety but nothing too bad. Do have to goto work soon which sucks though. My days off flew by and yesterday my regular life was so busy

Might buy myself a little treat or something

#yay for doing hard things #but man would i rather stay home and watch the yankee game

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#yes but rarely #if we host a holiday both sets of grandparents meet and to me it feels weird #oh and they both came for my hs graduation. my grandpas got into a political arguement about the pulse shooting which wasnt fun for me

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#i said character bc it's a bear but specifically a care bear #bedtime bear or as i called him goodnight bear #aka the best care bear #he has a moon and star on his tummy and i still love him dearly

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@thebibliosphere I had to repost this for both of us because OOF

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I have a physical tomorrow and I'm a little anxious about it

#i just hate drs appts #always worried theyll tell me im fat or sonething #i hope my bloodwork comes back normal

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Today was a truck day so I had to get up early which means I took a long nap when I came home from work which means I'm wide awake. At least I'm off tomorrow!

#well. technically it's already thursday #but tomorrow to me refers to after the sleep

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Management complains about there being lots of callouts lately but 1. allergies and illness can reasonably prevent people from working, and coming in sick only spreads it to more coworkers who then also call out 2. working conditions have been awful lately, of course people get fed up. Managers aren't even doing anything to make conditions better 3. this is mostly corporate's fault but payroll is so absurdly tight we're running on a skeleton crew most days and so if people call out and are not replaced the people who do work are overworked even more than they would already be, meaning some are burning out and then calling out, creating a vicious cycle

#the new sm is choosing to like the wrong people #she's fake nice too and then a bitch if you call out #and this one guy who does almost nothing still somehow ends up getting tons of hours

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would you trust your icon to babysit your children be honest

#i would hesitate bc she would have good intentions and yet there would still be power related mishaps i think #also rip little demon i wish you got s2

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I can understand a celebrity needing a private flight for long distances/tours. I do not understand the short trips for distances she could easily take a (also private!!!) car.

i’m going to kdxjdhdjhddjjdhs

#is her time really so much more precious than the rest of us normal people that she cant spend some extra time on the freeway

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GAME CHANGER 6.06 Deja Vu

#game changer #tag urself im siobhan

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What are we measuring here, bestie?

#pussy cup