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I'm crying from laughing so hard

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Shout out to the five or so men I met here on the former porn side of Tumblr. They were some of the most kind, unapologetic, informative, alpha, safe, intelligent, and comforting people I've ever encountered, on and offline.

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Moving Forward.

In approximately ten days...TEN FUCKING DAYS, I will be saying goodbye to a lot of things in my life that made me who I am. I will also be saying hello to a whole new world, one that I worked so fucking hard to join. I leave Boston with my two trolleys, a backpack and a carryon, and board my Aer Lingus flight from Boston to Edinburgh Scotland by way of Dublin, Republic of Ireland. I will venture through three customs ports, showing my passport and visa wrapped up in my Kingdom of Wakanda passport cover along every gateway. I have done so much to arrive at this precipice, and I am just a few days away from taking my leap into uncharted territory. I am engulfed in a bevy of emotions ranging from abject terror, overwhelm, anxiety, anticipation, excitement, peace of Spirit, and nerves, and I’m feeling them all at the very same time. It’s basically a clusterfuck, but one that I’ve earned. 

As I look around this old bedroom, seeing my suitcases strewn about the floor, one being packed and the other one being empty, I battle my inner urge to procrastinate, knowing that to do so would only breed disaster. I suppose its a coping mechanism of some sort...you know, the only way to not be overwhelmed with all that you have to do is to not do a damn thing and pretend that my to-do list doesn't even exist. But I also know what it took to bring me to this moment. What I sacrificed, what I said NO to, what I’ve learned, and how I became more capable than I ever thought I’d be. 

And so...I go. I move forward. I take the next step, and I see where my next adventure takes me. Who knows: maybe I’ll end up bringing some of you along for the ride. 

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Watch "Rick Astley - Better Now - (Post Malone Cover)" on YouTube

Treat yo'self.

#Youtube

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I'm crying from laughing so hard

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I keep my word, damnit.

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Spiš Castle in eastern Slovakia

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My girl

Grey’s Anatomy, This Is How We Do It (S07E17)

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This

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I saw this coming

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Compartmented stamp seal, Metropolitan Museum of Art: Ancient Near Eastern Art

Gift of Sheldon Lewis Breitbart, 1983 Metropolitan Museum of Art, New York, NY Medium: Copper alloy

http://www.metmuseum.org/art/collection/search/326405

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I concur

Feels like a good night to reread the thoughtful and surprisingly sappy email my advisor sent me the night I was *supposed* to graduate