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#realising how she looks way too much like maia but thats okay eh #it was funyn to draw while mid was guessing what i was tryna do HELEODNFHEKFN IM SORRY MIDM #okay but anyways yeah back to doing. sch work #its due tmr abd i haven't everb started #❁.artstuff! #♡.side ocs

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when i say i. write too much angst im not even kididng. THEY DONT TRUST ME ANYMORHE RJF

#i go by kira on disc KWNDHEKJD #oOAKY BUT LOOK ANGST IS FUN OKAY. #. #well for me not my ocs HELP IMSORYYDYRNFKF #❁.sukie speaks!

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𝙊𝙉𝙀 𝙈𝙊𝙍𝙀 𝘾𝙃𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀.

warning: ringing sound in the second half

#so uh. yeah. #. REALLY LIEKD THIS I HTOUGHT ID PUT IT HERE YKK #anywyas this au is filed to the brim with angst and I am not responsible this time #IT WASDNT ME #🌟.iniko dahlia #❁.artstuff!

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today i give. one of my side ocs

iniko dahlia!

she is an umbrella academy oc that i made with my friends!!

i give this because i also wanted to post smth that i made a while ago with this au

#i say side ocs like. a side chick kinda situation HELPWHRNDRU #IDK WHAT TO CALL THEMM #but yes here is. here is iniko #❁.artstuff! #🌟.iniko dahlia

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i have. i have an idea but i actually dont know if itll work HELPP

sigh opens ae

#this is it. #returning to my editor arc #i was drawing then i had an idea like what if. i can bring drawings to life again #if i even remember how #WE WILL SEE. #mid if u see this sos #❁.sukie speaks!

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𝙆𝙄𝙍𝘼 𝙃𝙊𝙎𝙃𝙄𝙆𝙊

KIRA is kind and respectful, always giving love and affection to the ones she's most close to. She is courteous, polite, and soothing to be around. although, she can be overly kind, allowing people to step all over her. constantly needs to be reminded that not everyone is as trusting as they may seem, by her cousin and sisters.

#we ignore the favt that i forgot to do one for kira. #we overlook that tyvm. #I JUST IDK. IDL HOW I FOGROT HOW DID I MOT NOTICE THIS IS UPSETTINF #abywyss this is not. my best that ive drawn of her i swear i promise #she looks. kinda sad bc i was listebinf to tuyu god helpme #kira hoshiko ⋆ #❁.artstuff!

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ITS OKAY DW!! aw yeah, aka will probably have to make sure mirai doesn't squeeze the lil bunny too hard! and for sure she'll teach the younger girl how to garden, maybe even bake mirai some sweets with sugared petals on them- aka had a notion that kira was older, she has a bit of a knack for that kind of thing hehe. as for maia, i hope she doesn't mind when aka becomes excitable over cute animals! ~🌹rosie

NAOO THATS SONCUTEEEE i am in love. maia adopting aka real. proceeds to add more to her younger sibling list

mirai definitely clinging to aka now too

she is never letting her go unless shula has to like. pull her away KWNDUEKFNF

#mirai: i giev u a flowe.r #mirai: i plucked it out and its kinda dying but thats okay. #aka im sorry but mirais gonan follow you around like a baby duck now #❄️.mirai hoshiko #🌹.visitor!

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they like dresses

#if maia and rei met all theyd talk about is their younger siblinsg #or even argue at who has the better younger sibling #mirai: that's not my sister. #drawign dress hard how do people do it. #❁.artstuff!

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I believe part 3 of ch 3 is in march? and i do know azul's birthday is today so youll be getting a free 10-keys!!

also hehe if you dont mind,, share your twst oc pls 👀 - 🐬

MARCHH we thank god that February only has 28 days. tyvm.

i will also use the keys kater i am very scared to use them now does dog side eye

as for. my twst oc. wlel. you see. she is just a silly littke character at the moment ;; because i don't actually...know a lot about twst yet which is why i am so desperate to read the stories rn (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩) maybe when ive gotten a proper grasp of the twst world ill give her a backstory or two, but for now she is just. a menace. yes.

i chose all the options that make her a menace. HELOEJFFN she's sarcastic and loves to tease people. and half (actually most) the time she's.... pretty much done with deuce, ace and grims shenanigans. pls save her

i will give this bc i completely gave up on rendering and its all i have of her at the moment 👍

#one day I'll finish this. #one day. #all i will ever have of mitsuki is sketches i apologize HELPP #i chose to not apologize when she stepped on leonas tail #as she should. /j #☔.mitsuki #🐬.visitor! #❁.artstuff!

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IN CONCLUSION- PRECIOUS BEANS THEY’RE ALL SO CUTE!!! being the second youngest before mirai (so aka’s a first year!) she’s like the inbetween of sorts, she’d love to bring mirai out to have a picnic or a botanical garden and her snow white instincts kick in and will bring a lil bunny for the younger girl to hold. aka will def see the three older girls as big sisters for sure! also they should be prepared for aka’s bubbly cinnamon roll energy when it comes to fairy tales and mythology :3 ~🌹rosie

heLP NAOO I FORGOR KIRAS OLDER I AM SORRU

okay but kira probably thought that aka was older at first because she seems pretty tall in kiras eyes! eitehr that or. kiras just that short. (spoiler she is very short.)

mirai being mirai would definitely be hesitant at the thought of a picnic...but once you mention its at a botanical garden she will do a 180. mirai actually really likes gardening! well. she doesn't know how to but she'd like to learn! maybe even things like flowers and their meanings!

give mirai a bunny and she just. has to fight the biggest urge to not squeeze it ( lovingly of course)

#pls make sure mirai does not squeeze the bunny to death #kira would freak out as well #❄️.mirai hoshiko #kira hoshiko ⋆ #🌹.visitor!

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i have not. opened twst in a while zamn! i am just waitinf for new stories to come out

#is the part 3 coming in march i forgor #i jjst opened it today after a few days of not. opening #i also forgor about log in rewards #i am forgoring too much. #❁.sukie speaks!

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okie so uh..how do you think your ocs would react to aka? ~🌹rosie

oOO isee i see

i actually feel like kira would like aka a whole lottt its like. having another older sister!! and alos i feel like aka probably reminds kira of snow white OENDUFKFJ kira likes fairytales 👍 if a bird lands on akas finger shes like omg. omg its true. ITS TR-

mirai.....well. mirai does not do well with people she's doesn't know. but! if she interacts with aka more than once then after a while, she'll start to grow very fond of her!! mirai would definitely be on the look out for aka if she ever follows shula around ensemble square again. though aka has to be careful mirai has. quite the sharp tongue (・–・;)ゞ

maia. let's see... well, maia react the same way as kira, except in this case it's like having a younger sister. she's probably heard about aka before from shula though!! (since maia is out of town most of the time they probably video call or smth...) so she's already had a very good impression of her before or if they ever met 👍

do i add shula I will just add shula.

they r the best of besties. HELPDJD

#this is like. hoshikos meeting shulas friends #maia: you have friends?2??33 #shula: i will throw you in a canal. #❄️.mirai hoshiko #maia hoshiko ☾ #kira hoshiko ⋆ #🌹.visitor!

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hi this is stinky sunny. I Am In Love. With This. politely asks for the song post—🔮

omg. prepare yourself sunny. for the very long rant i am about to go on. prepare for a lot. of angst i apologize KSNDHDKD

before i start btw im sorry if this doesn't make sense i am not very good at explain but i tried- my best- do ask anything if you need ＼(^o^)／ im might've missed a few things for these to make sense i am sorry-

first off is kira!!

the song used for kira is compared child.

for context, kira is a people pleaser, especially towards her mother. she has always wanted her mother to just take a second and notice her achievements, from exams to even helping an elderly cross the road or saving a kitten from the rain. though, due to the high standard that her older sister had unintentionally for her and mirai, their mother pays little to no attention to them. so whatever she does was pretty much based around wanting her moms attention.

from the song it says, "i failed much more than i succeeded, and i only got hurt some more."

kira is always staying up late to make sure she's doing well academically and that she'd be able to do any surprise test that she'll be given in school. although, when being put under pressure to do as well as your naturally smart older sister, it backfires and she ends up not being able to focus which turns into bad grades.

the next line, "its just fate that people will mock what i love most."

kira loves animals, she's an animal fanatic but when you're so used to being belittled and mocked by almost everything you do, she feels the need to hide what she loves so that it won't be ruined for her like everything else is. even if someone doesn't show any ill intention towards her, she'll still hide her likes snd hobbies away because she's so used to believing that there's a chance they might ridicule her for it. she never thought her parents would do such a thing, so who's to say others won't?

next is maia!!

for maia i used what if this isn't a slave.

maia is her family's golden child. growing up, her parents signed her up for all sorts of activities so that she'd be able to find out what she likes and doesn't like. though, cliche-ish, she seems to excell at everything, which caused her parents to give her even more responsibilities to see if they potentially have a genius in thier hands. slowly, she starts to realise that her parents are giving her more roles just so they'd be able to show her off like a trophy daughter (is that a thing?)

the line, "something i don't want to do, the adults are forcing it onto us."

pretty self explanatory, maia doesn't want to do the things that shes being forced into anymore. even if its not fun and they're not even taking her own interests to heart, she can't say anything because she doesn't want to disappoint. speaking of interests..

"Then what do you want to do? I don't know, i said I don't know."

maia has done a lot of things. so much that she doesn't even know what she likes anymore. even if she does, she starts to overthink and starts asking herself if she actually likes this or if its because her parents had forced her into it, so she feels obliged to like it. she doesn't feel in control of herself anymore, feeling like nothing but a puppet to her parents.

next is shula!!

for shula is I'm saying farewell to that rock-and-roll you.

i wasnt actually sure for shula until i saw a comment theorizing what the music video was about then i was like. omg. so true. so credits to that person u r a godsend.

being born in a family that's well-known in the entertainment industry, obviously you're gonna be expected of a lot of things. when shula's brother passes away, she's now carrying the expectations of what her brother once had on his shoulders. she's always felt obliged to carry out all these which made her own standards skyrocket.

"i was a worn out inferior student playing at being an honour student."

There is a perfect version of herself that she's envisioned and is now appearing in every situation that she's in, solving every problem without a sweat when she can't even get by herself. she's jealous of how talented that version of herself is and she's getting pretty irritated by it.

"i always dreamt to be special, even though i wasn't a decent person."

and

"all i'm doing is showing off my lame self no matter how much time passes."

further shows how she wants to be that perfect version of her and how she doesn't like how she is at the moment. almost feeling trapped in some way (?)

near the end, the lines, "i was always trapped by you," and "i understand now."

shula (slowly but surely) starts to realise that she doesn't need that perfect vision of herself to be able to carry out these expectations the way people want her to. she can do things her own way, the way she wants it and she doesn't have to pretend to be someone else in order to make things work. she knows katsuo wouldn't want her to either.

finally is mirai!

mirai's is hide and seek alone.

mirai finds herself at a point in her life where adults are always asking, what do you wanna be when you grow up? when they do, she finds herself thinking back at her sisters.

from the song it says, "you, a worldly-wise figure. You, a worldly-wise figure are glorious." and "you, an excellent risk-taker. you an excellent risk-taker are strong."

that 'figure' she's referring to is both of her sisters, maia and kira. it may not show, but mirai loves and looks up to her sisters. her entire life she's been protected and raised by them, so she obviously thinks highly of them. though, while she looks up to them, she can't help but feel like she won't be able to reach them. in her eyes, they seem to know what they want to do and they're working so hard to achieve their dreams, but she can't seem find one of her own.

another line, "im sick of hearing any words of salvation, so i just cover my ears." and "don't find me, leave things as it is."

her sisters are always telling her, "you'll find your dream someday," and "we'll help you get there!"

but she feels as though shes only wasting their time. she doesn't know what she wants to do, she doesn't think she ever will. she doesn't want them to sit there and wait for her to reach them when they could be doing so much more. they already have a lot on their plate and mirai doesn't want them to worry about her over the littlest things.

she acts as though she doesn't need them, that she's completely fine on her own and that they should worry about themselves instead. though mirai does it in a way where it seems like shes being mean to them, she doesn't intend to.

thank you for readinf if u have made it this far in my rambling ♪ヽ(･ˇ∀ˇ･ゞ)

#i am sorry if these dont make sense KENDHRKJFFN #u have asked and i shall give!!! sort of!!! ?? #i am sorry for the angst so much angst phew pushes all the angst clouds away. #okay it is 2am i. will sleep now HELPRFN #🔮.visitor! #shula kamiyama 💫 #❄️.mirai hoshiko #maia hoshiko ☾ #kira hoshiko ⋆ #edit: THSI MAKES NO SENSE NOW THSTS IM READINF IT AGAIN I WROTE THIS AT 1-2 AM IM SORYDBRGFNF #edit(2): oksy i edited it i hope its a little better now i am not. very good at this usually i just imagine it all in my head

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going INSANE i am associating tuyu songs with ocs and the more i listen to them the more im like omg. omg dude omg its them ITS TNEM

#was talking to my friend about this now i am going crazy #mid if u see this hi mid #HELPERNUFKFJFF I CANTTT PUTS EHAD IN AH DS #imagine i make a whole post about it #haha....imagine.... #❁.sukie speaks!

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I will kiseth your ocs and i will pamper all of them with all of my heart ,, i will give them my life - 🐬

they r the very flattered HELPKRJF

#they appreciate it very much #kira is cryinf in happiness yas #dont mind mirai. shes lesrning. #HELP #🐬.visitor!

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thinkinf if shula would bring mirai to ensemble square one day if kira cant take care of her for the day and now theres just an 11 year old child running around and everyone's just??1!2?2?1? shula not being able to take her eyes off of mirai cause once she does she's gone for the 294629373 time

#mirai meets the units that shula produces i am still thinkinf #im sorry but mirai would see eichi and be like you. you're the one thats taking up most of her time. #shula being grateful shes the youngest 👍 #❄️.mirai hoshiko #shula kamiyama 💫

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mitsuki in the making i am tryinf to. render i haven't rendered anything in so long i might jsjt think procreate hates me.

#procreate pls stop kickinf me out i beg #MITSUKI I MIGTH NOT FINISH YOU I AM SORYR #PUTS HEAD IN AHNDS #i really need to. learn how to solour theory 101 i am just winging ut god help me #❁.sukie speaks!