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The most excruciating part of unrequited love is having to break your own heart constantly. Especially when you've been hurt before and so the next time onward you keep preventing the eventual heartache by spending every waking moment slowly ruining and breaking your own heart.

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the way I loved you wasn’t normal and the way you broke me wasn’t either

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I really just want to be enough for someone

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i’m the fool for thinking someone could love me

i’m sorry

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Hrishi

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if I think about you long enough or hard enough will I cross your mind?

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I think we are soulmates in the sense that I was made to be yours but you weren’t made to be mine.

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He didn't speak to me then, but a month later, we became lovers, of a kind. I chased him for eight months, and he was hot and cold for the duration, never sure whether he wanted me or not.

Siri Hustvedt, from The Blindfold

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day 610 of wondering how i can get back the pieces of me that i gave to you... of wondering if i would really ever want to...

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"Loving someone you can't have is akin to rolling a critical failure in a Dungeons and Dragons campaign, where despite your best efforts and countless quests, the dice of fate seem determined to thwart your desires. You find yourself spellbound by a character beyond your grasp, trapped in a labyrinth of unfulfilled longing, while the dungeon master's narrative unfolds around you, a cruel reminder that sometimes even the mightiest heroes must face the agony of unrequited affection."

-- Kit Wilde

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My heart really needs to accept what my mind really knows

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I just wanna know why im not enough for you to just keep your eye's on just me

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“Listen, if you’re going to leave, that’s fine. and I know you promised you wouldn’t seven months ago while I was crying into your neck but I also know that sometimes it rains even when it’s not supposed to and sometimes boys kiss girls they shouldn’t and we tear flowers out of the ground just to watch them die and things change, so I understand if you’re done, but please, when you’re packing all your old sweaters and books, don’t forget to take all your three AM phone calls, and photographs where we’re smiling so wide it looks like we’ve never known that feeling in the pit of your stomach when someone screams “I don’t love you anymore.” Take back every kiss, every night you fell asleep next to me, every poem I wrote you, every song you sang to me, every “I love you more fight,” every shock I felt in my skin when you brushed against me. I was never scared of ghosts until you left but now I see you everywhere and god if you’re going to kill me please just do it quickly because I see you in everything and it’s making it hard to breathe”

— (via donteven-bullshit)

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“You don’t know how hard it is not to touch you. To see you, talk to you, and to have to hold back my twitching fingers from wrapping myself around you. It’s so hard, but I need it so bad.”

— Touch / Unrequited Love

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“I dreamed that we were together. We were doubling over, laughing at something you had said, and you straightened up, looked at me with that smile and twinkling eyes. You kissed my forehead tenderly and I could feel love radiating from every inch of you… I cried when I woke up.”

— Dream / Unrequited Love

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“Is it strange that the concept of heaven is more like my own personal hell? To be honest, I’m hoping for reincarnation. Because if heaven exists and we’re all the same souls with the same petty emotions up there together, then I’d have to look on and watch you with her for another eternity. But if it’s reincarnation then maybe, just maybe…. we’ll get another shot at it.”

— Ranata Suzuki