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I decided to treat myself and bought a ticket to the movie Challengers by myself in a week, and the struggle part is whether or not I should get popcorn 😩 I'm already craving it.

At this rate, I will reach my first goal weight on that day, so idk if it should be a reward after 12 days of liquid fasting. I'm going insane over this tiny little decision, so help me out 🥺

#thinspø

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It’s gotten to the point where I’m excited to wake up and weigh myself. Like it’s literally just the thought of stepping on a scale, and seeing a lower number than the day before that gets me out of bed recently

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It's been 5 days since I started my liquid fast and I've lost 8.8 pounds. I should be satisfied with the progress but I still wish it would go faster. I'm 7.4 pounds away from my first goal weight. Let's fucking go.

#thinspø #ed but not ed sheeran #pro for me not for thee #thin$po #alpacasonpluto

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Black Girl Thin$p0 ✨️

#thinspø #ed but not ed sheeran #pro for me not for thee #thin$po #black girl #alpacasonpluto

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I can't wait til the day I can confidently post my sw and cw so I can show off how far I've come. Until then it's hush 🤫

#thinspø #ed but not ed sheeran #pro for me not for thee #thin$po #alpacasonpluto

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bitches will be like "i'm fighting demons" and the demon is their own appetite.

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oh im not hungry, i ate a giant bowl of pasta in my dreams 😌

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You know it's getting bad when you have nightmares of binging

#all the fucking time

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One of the things I hate about seeing friends or even going to appointments is the "fuck, what am I going to wear?" Getting dressed is so stressful for me because none of my clothes fit me right. My tummy bulges out so much no matter what I wear 😔 I'm losing this fucking weight.

#thinspø #ed but not ed sheeran #pro for me not for thee #thin$po #alpacasonpluto

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I keep puking up water after going to the gym the last two days and I hate it 😭 I'm not even working out that hard

#thinspø

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POC workout sp○

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the pleasure I'm getting from seeing the numbers drop is fucking scary. No man ever made me feel this way lmao.

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Black Girl Thin$p0 ✨️

#ed but not ed sheeran #thinspø #pro for me not for thee #alpacasonpluto #thin$po #black girl

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Purple🔮

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i can't kill myself bc i can't die fat 😌

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Reached 72 hours of liquid fasting. I went to the gym again today, only did the treadmill for half an hour, but I feel accomplished. I've lost 5.6 pounds in the last 3 days, a total of 22.2 pounds from my SW. I NEED to keep going.

#thinspø #ed but not ed sheeran #pro for me not for thee #thin$po