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@narcissablackasnightmalfoy

Narcissa

❛ do you think it’ll be a boy or a girl? ❜

"I'm carrying like I did with... Eris." Elowyn rested her hand on her now giant bump, she only had a few more weeks left and if it was an other boy then this would be her last pregnancy. But if the baby was a girl like she thinks it will be, in an other three months she would probably be carrying again. "And some of my cravings have been the same, and the morning sickness. Merlin its almost as bad as with her. I can't see this baby being a boy at all."

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THE CHAOS OF STARS : SENTENCE STARTERS.

taken from kierstan white’s 2013 standalone young adult novel. (  as always, feel free to tweak things such as pronouns, names, and titles as needed for context. ) tw : toxic / emotionally abusive parents, death, thanatophobia and severe self deprecation.

❝ i’m going to die ? ❞

❝ still, she uses it as an excuse for everything. ❞

❝ my mother’s efforts to domesticate me foiled yet again. ❞

❝ my parents brought me into the world to die. ❞

❝ my entire childhood of warmth and love was a drawing in the sand—impermanent and fragile and gone in a breath of wind. ❞

❝ can you decipher her handwriting ? ❞

❝ you seem unhappy. ❞

❝ i don’t think your mother understand you very well. ❞

❝ yeah, cool. well you know where to find my father. ❞

❝ we are defined by what we do for others. ❞

❝ i’m replaceable. utterly, completely, replaceable. ❞

❝ i think i’m pretty safe. who would care enough to hurt me ? ❞

❝ in the grand scheme of things, i don’t matter. at all. ❞

❝ i don’t want to be any sort of burden on you. i’ll do the stupid job. ❞

❝ but seriously ? i am going to burn this table. ❞

❝ now, if you’ll excuse me, i need to get some air. ❞

❝ trust me, not homesick. sick of home. ❞

❝ so, i’m not strange anymore ? ❞

❝ actually, the more i’m around you, the stranger you get. ❞

❝  it’s okay, we know the owners. ❞

❝ do you know the architects ? because they should be shot. ❞

❝ we must always have order in this house. everything has a time and a purpose. ❞

❝ it’s a tomb ! i’m going to die ! they’ve known it this whole time. ❞

❝ we’re not children. we’re power sources. ❞

❝ this is the most straightforwardly named restaurant i’ve ever seen. ❞

❝ if i make a noise, the darkness will come for me too. ❞

❝ i would rather loose _____ before i ever have him. ❞

❝ butterflies are stupid, fragile things that have beautiful and tragically short lives. ❞

❝ those feelings have no place in my life, and i will not be a fool in love- or let it take over and destroy me. ❞

❝ volunteering, looks great on college applications. ❞

❝ i can’t do that. i can’t set myself myself up for loss. i can’t want something that can never be lasting or real. ❞

❝ but this room is real, and chaos take me, i need him. ❞

❝ go get food for everyone, because we’re all going to be here for a long time tonight. take my card and take your time. ❞

❝ i love it when you get bossy. it’s kind of adorable. ❞

❝ ah ! boring ! no wonder you’re willing to be friends with us. you don’t know any better. ❞

❝ why are you freaking out ? ❞

❝ i’ll be back in an hour with ____. ❞

❝ when i was a little girl, i believed i was still apart of the world’s secret magic. ❞

❝ i don’t know, i thought maybe you were homesick ? ❞

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KATHRYN NEWTON via instagram stories

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Her hands were shaking as she grabbed the newspaper, even if she told herself she could care less about what happened to Sirius he was still her daughters father- her only current caregiver, and her godparents were now dead.. "If it were for the Potter's, or Remus I think he would have no problem killing." Elowyn had seen the way they protected their own first hand, Lily and Peter being the only two to offer her some sort of kindness after she laid down her rules about leaving.

"No, he would never. I told him shortly before she was born he could either take her, or I'd give her to Walburga." Which Elowyn would never do to begin with, the woman was horrid. Her eyes snapped back up to Narcissa at the mention of her sister, she herself had met her a few times. Andromeda was even there when she had the baby. "Hopefully your aunt won't be too interested in her, Eris thankfully was born a girl."

"For how much Rita Skeeter likes to gossip, all I see is her asking the question of 'Where is young Miss Eris Black?'."

Narcissa

@narcissablackasnightmalfoy didn't ask for this but her and Elowyn need to interact

The Potter's were dead. The news rang loud and clear within the young woman's ears, her expression grim. Her and Lily Potter had discussed their pregnancies together, how their children would grow up together ( even if Elowyn wouldn't be around to see it ). Elowyn had been the one to tell Sirius, regardless of what name he had picked for their daughter, to put some form of Lily within her name. The redhead had earned that right.

She stayed seated on the cushioned armchair across from Narcissa, their husbands leaving them to go discuss the rest of their.. predicament. And truthfully, Elowyn was glad to be rid of the men. Her hand resting on her swollen abdomen, green eyes turned onto the blonde across from her. "Do you.. Do you think Sirius went to them?" Peter was secret keeper, she knew that much. Her shock seeing her daughters ' Uncle ' lurking around had been hard to hide, though his knowledge of Eris being Elowyn's child had prevent her from saying anything, the only other person within their... Cult, to know she was the girls mother had been Narcissa. "If he did, and he's dead... What of Eris?" The name. Her daughter's name, was still so foreign on her tongue from how little she said it.

#narcissablackasnightmalfoy #mom verse ; tag tba #look at these girls #i love to see it

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Narcissa

@narcissablackasnightmalfoy didn't ask for this but her and Elowyn need to interact

The Potter's were dead. The news rang loud and clear within the young woman's ears, her expression grim. Her and Lily Potter had discussed their pregnancies together, how their children would grow up together ( even if Elowyn wouldn't be around to see it ). Elowyn had been the one to tell Sirius, regardless of what name he had picked for their daughter, to put some form of Lily within her name. The redhead had earned that right.

She stayed seated on the cushioned armchair across from Narcissa, their husbands leaving them to go discuss the rest of their.. predicament. And truthfully, Elowyn was glad to be rid of the men. Her hand resting on her swollen abdomen, green eyes turned onto the blonde across from her. "Do you.. Do you think Sirius went to them?" Peter was secret keeper, she knew that much. Her shock seeing her daughters ' Uncle ' lurking around had been hard to hide, though his knowledge of Eris being Elowyn's child had prevent her from saying anything, the only other person within their... Cult, to know she was the girls mother had been Narcissa. "If he did, and he's dead... What of Eris?" The name. Her daughter's name, was still so foreign on her tongue from how little she said it.

#narcissablackasnightmalfoy #mom verse ; tag tba #i needed something with eris involved kinda

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𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒 ; a collection of enemies to lovers sentence starters . change the pronouns if needed .

i know that you are my enemy , but you have intoxicated me into falling in love with you .

you're the first person who is vulnerable enough to make me impossibly weak .

will i ever regret my own choice for loving you instead of killing you ?

forget who we are , let's make our new life together .

at first you were the hell that you gave me , until you become my heaven .

I'll try my best to deserve you .

i seek for peace , until i found you .

tell me , why does my own enemy could make feel safe ?

though you are dangerous , you are also capable of love .

my hands have stained with bloods and violence , yet you choose to hold them like a precious thing .

i've hurt you , why would you seek love and warmth in me ?

i'd rather die in your arms than being stabbed by you .

curse me with your love , darling .

what did you do to me to make me fall in love with you ?

you're so pure and innocent , and i am scared to hold you and break you into pieces .

losing you is my worst nightmare .

i'm sorry for hurting you .

be in my dreams to replace the nightmares you have given me .

why do you want me of all people ?

i can't help myself from falling in love with you .

let's have a peaceful life , shall we ?

i shouldn't have given you the scar , i hate it so much .

be happy with me .

i've always hated your smile , but as i keep seeing you smile , i begin to admire them .

god really gives me a soulmate in a possible way , doesn't he ?

i'm grateful to have you as my enemy .

i feel calm when i am with you .

teach me how to love , so i won't hurt you .

all i knew in my life: love is a weakness . then you came into my life , making me stronger not to lose you .

every second i have spent with you , i'll treasure them to remember you .

you don't have any idea how much i love you .

there are many reasons why i hate about you , but those reasons turn into something why i love you .

we were destined to be enemies , so we could fight against each other until we tire ourselves and find many reasons why we should stop and forgive each other .

i forgive you , despite the hell you have put me through .

let us move forward into something new .

i should've let you die , but i chose to protect you .

sit , and let me tell you the reasons why am i falling in with you .

it's impossible , isn't it ? how two enemies can have feelings for each other ?

let me protect you instead of fighting against you .

each day i am always worried something dangerous might happen to you , but i am the danger , aren't i ?

#meme tag ; tba

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send in " nodding off... " for the exhausted sender to fall asleep against the receiver's shoulder, and for the receiver's response to this.

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I don't want a boyfriend,I want a hot academic rival who secretly loves my triumphant smile everytime I get a higher grade than him.

#pleASE #its all she wants

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Ada Limón, from The Carrying: Poems; “Cargo”

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pregnancy starters

- announcing  ❛ so… i have some news. ❜  ❛ you look at it, i’m too nervous. ❜  ❛ it came back positive. ❜  ❛ so… hypothetically, if we were to have a baby, how would you react?❜  ❛ okay i just want to say that, yes, i have gained some weight… but it’s because i’m pregnant.❜  ❛ better get your dad jokes ready. ❜  ❛ you’re going to be a parent! ❜ 

- questions / hopes / concerns ❛ what names do you like? ❜ ❛ i wonder if they’ll like _____. ❜ ❛ do you think it’ll be a boy or a girl? ❜ ❛ what if i’m a bad mom/dad? ❜ ❛ i hope they like me. ❜ ❛ so… do you know… what breast milk tastes like? ❜ ❛ if my kid turns out like __insert person__ i’ll be pretty pleased. ❜ ❛ do you think they’ll have your eyes? ❜ ❛ who should we make the god parents? ❜ ❛ i haven’t told __insert person__ yet… how should i tell them?❜

- belly feeling / watching / interactions ❛ right here! right here’s a foot!❜ ❛ the little one is quite active today.❜ ❛ is that a hand?! ❜ ❛ maybe you should try reading a book to them? ❜ ❛ come watch my belly, it’s frickin crazy! ❜ ❛ the top of the baby’s head is about… here. and a foot is right this way. ❜ 

-  cravings  ❛ do you think the baby would be down if i ate some chipotle? ❜ ❛ coffee isn’t good for you while you’re pregnant or breast feeding, but damn i need some caffeine. ❜ ❛ watermelon with peanut butter sounds so great right now. ❜

- other ( reactions, complaints, etc. ) ❛ my feet are so swollen…! ❜ ❛ ew, my stretch marks are so gross… ❜ ❛ the baby will not stop kicking my bladder, so that is why i refuse to leave the toilet. ❜ ❛ i’m… going to be a dad/mom?! ❜ ❛ well how far along are you?!❜ ❛ you’re kidding! ❜

#meme tag ; tba #this will be exclusively abt eris atm #since theres no ships here yet #pregnancy tw

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@allegxry

Hades

[ LIFT ]  for taller muse to lift up the smaller one and sit them on a surface where they can be eye level. - hades

She wasn't a child, though from the way Elowyn was hitting the God's man's arms you would think she were. Her assault didn't stop his actions, instead she was ignored until her ass was firmly planted on the counter and she let out a huff of air, glaring at Hades.

"You," Elowyn ran a hand through her hair harshly. "Are an ass."

#allegxry #awe #look at them

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                             "Elowyn, darling, what do you want to do when you grow up?“ The voice was hard, void of any of the familiar emotion from her childhood- lacking any kind of love. There was no room for mistakes within her response, no idiotic dreams. Only one answer would do. Swallowing hard, the girl responded. 

                                                       "Serve the Dark Lord, father.”

                                 Indi Harry Potter Original Character, Penned by Emily

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Kathryn Newton

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KATHRYN NEWTON via instagram stories

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‘TOL AND SMOL’ PROMPTS

feel free to combine these with dialogue whether it’s something you make up or from other memes your partner has reblogged. 

[ BEND ]  for the shorter muse to tug the taller muse down so they can kiss their forehead. 

[ LEAN ]  for the taller muse to lean down to kiss the shorter muse’s forehead. 

[ LIFT ]  for taller muse to lift up the smaller one and sit them on a surface where they can be eye level. 

[ CLIMB ]  for the shorter muse to find somewhere to perch so they can be eye level with taller muse. 

[ INTERRUPT ]  for shorter muse to stop during the middle of a conversation and stand on a chair/sit on a table so they can be eye level with the taller one. 

[ GIVE ]  for the taller muse to place their jacket around the shorter muse’s shoulders,  the garment essentially ‘swallowing them whole.’

[ TAKE ]  for the taller muse to find the shorter one has ‘borrowed’ a shirt/sweater/jacket etc.  which is oversized on them.  

[ GO ]  for the taller muse to pick up the shorter one and carry them away from a potential/just started fight. 

[ RIDE ]  for the taller muse to give the shorter one a piggyback ride so they don’t have to keep up. 

[ SEE ]  for shorter muse to insist on getting to ride on the taller one’s shoulders.  

[ FIND ]  for the taller muse to lift the shorter one by the waist so they can reach something. 

[ EMBRACE ]  for the taller muse to lift the shorter muse off the ground when they hug. 

[ CATCH ]  for the shorter muse to run and jump into the taller muse’s arms. 

[ CARESS ]  for the taller muse to pick up the shorter one to kiss them. 

[ GIVE ]  for the shorter muse to stand or climb to sit on a higher surface to demand a kiss from the taller one. 

[  PULL  ]  for the shorter muse to tug the taller one down by the collar to kiss them. 

[ URGE ]  for the taller muse to tilt the shorter one’s chin up so they can look at their face. 

[ LOWER ]  for the taller muse to kneel in front of the shorter one so they’re less intimidating. 

[ HELP ]  for the taller muse to use the advantage of their stature to shield the shorter one from something. 

[ AID ]  for the taller muse to pick up the shorter one to lift them over something  (  stairs,  while hiking, a large puddle etc.  ). 

[ INSIST ]  for the shorter muse to guide the taller one to sit so they don’t have to keep looking up. 

[ COMFORT ]  for the taller muse to tuck their chin atop the shorter one’s head while they hug. 

[ MELT ]  for the taller muse to lean down so they can bury their face into the shorter one’s shoulder. 

[ GENTLE ]  for the smaller muse to hug the taller one while they are seated so the taller one can hide their face against them. 

[ BLOCK ]  for the taller muse to stand in front of the shorter one to prevent them from having to see something. 

[ CUDDLE ]  for the taller muse to the big spoon. 

[ HELD ]  for the shorter muse to be the big spoon. 

[ TENDER ]  for the taller muse to kiss the shorter one’s head while they embrace. 

[ GENTLE ]  for the shorter muse to kiss the taller one’s chest while they hug. 

[ REST ]  for the shorter muse to lean forward and press their forehead against the tall one’s chest/shoulder while they stand in front of each other. 

[ TOUCH ]  for the taller muse to lean down and press their forehead to the shorter one’s. 

[ PRESS ]  for the shorter muse to take hold of the taller one’s face to pull them down so they can press their foreheads together. 

[ GAZE ]  taller muse is sitting and the shorter one who is standing in front of them takes their face into their hands while they talk. 

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Send my muse “👀 + a question” and they’ll have to answer with 100% honesty.

No deleting questions, either!

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"You're almost as annoying as Black." Almost. But Sirius and James together? Merlin help their target. "Besides isn't towing the family line his job anyways? I'd hate to steal his thunder."

@thewrongsorts​ 

James

❛  am i going mad, or did the word ‘think’ escape your lips ?  ❜ 

“Surprisingly, I tend to do that sometimes.” Elowyn narrowed her eyes at the other for a moment before remembering all the Potter boy seemed to live for was get under peoples skin. “Did you really think I was just a pretty face? Under estimating people may yet be your downfall, James.”

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