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𝐥𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠   𝐨𝐧   𝐭𝐡𝐞   𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐚   𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡   𝐦𝐲   𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬   𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝,   𝐈   𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭   𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭   𝐭𝐨   𝐬𝐞𝐞   𝐢𝐭   𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬   𝐰𝐚𝐲,   𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠   𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠   𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠   𝐢𝐧   𝐭𝐡𝐞   𝐞𝐧𝐝.          #lovetoretm:  an  independent  &  selective  multimuse  by  emery.         est.  12.19.20.

#sp.

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𝐥𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠   𝐨𝐧   𝐭𝐡𝐞   𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐚   𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡   𝐦𝐲   𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬   𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝,   𝐈   𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭   𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭   𝐭𝐨   𝐬𝐞𝐞   𝐢𝐭   𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬   𝐰𝐚𝐲,   𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠   𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠   𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠   𝐢𝐧   𝐭𝐡𝐞   𝐞𝐧𝐝.          #lovetoretm:  an  independent  &  selective  multimuse  by  emery.         est.  12.19.20.

#sp.

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Please help me move

I’m so sorry, I hate having to ask for help and I know its a challenging time for everyone right now, but I’m now living on borrowed time. 

My name is Chris, I’m a 24 year old queer person. I’ve been my mothers caretaker since I was 16 years old. For the past four years I’ve been trying to save up to move us out of a very dangerous situation and nearer to my mothers family so both of us can receive the support we need. Unfortunately, between the pandemic limiting work, my dogs medical problems (and one of their deaths), and the car breaking down – I’ve lost every penny.

My house is quite literally falling down around us; weak floors, sagging roof, cracks in the walls that let the winter air in, and a roach infestation thats left me with a phobia for life. We’ve also been living without a fridge, a proper stove, or electrical in half the house for 3 of these 4 years. The landlord will not do anything about any of these problems.

I’m terrified of this house and my mental health, as well as my mothers, is degrading to the point of self harm. I desperately need to move away from here. If you’re able to help I would forever be in your debt and forever thankful. 

My goal is to raise $5000; it is an out of state move which is why I need so much.

Paypay: paypal.me/CUnderwood1996 Cash app: $Sassicide

If you can’t donate, could you please reblog this so that others may see it? 

Thank you so much, friends, this means the world to me.

#ooc.

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𝐥𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠   𝐨𝐧   𝐭𝐡𝐞   𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐚   𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡   𝐦𝐲   𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬   𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝,   𝐈   𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭   𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭   𝐭𝐨   𝐬𝐞𝐞   𝐢𝐭   𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬   𝐰𝐚𝐲,   𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠   𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠   𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠   𝐢𝐧   𝐭𝐡𝐞   𝐞𝐧𝐝.          #lovetoretm:  an  independent  &  selective  multimuse  by  emery.         est.  12.19.20.

#sp.

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n e ways. go follow me on @lovetoretm

#as soon as I get the majority of dossiers linked on the muse list; I'll be officially archiving this blog #but that's the new blog #and hopefully the last one. for at least a while ashdhdjk

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what if. what if i fucked around & picked up an angel muse

#ik I'm posting ooc a lot on here but my excuse #is that I'm actually writing on the new blog #n e ways .... angel muse

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I’m starting a google doc for bad synopses of my wips.

#trying to convince you to like them w the same energy as that 'I KNOW A LOOOOOOT ABOUT MONKEYS. I KNOW A LÖT ABOUT MONKEYS-' tiktok #out.

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ᵗʰᵉ  ʷᶤᵗᶜʰ  ʰᵉ  ˡᵒᵛᵉᵈ  ᵇᵉᶠᵒʳᵉ  ᵗʰᵉ  ᵍᶤᶠᵗ  ᵒᶠ  ᵉᵛᵉˑ        /       ᶤᶰᵈᶤᵉ  ˡᶤˡᶤᵗʰ  ᵒᶠ  ᵇᶤᵇˡᶤᶜᵃˡ  ˡᵒʳᵉ˒  ʰᵉᵃᵈᶜᵃᶰᵒᶰ  ᵇᵃˢᵉᵈ˒  ᵃˢ  ᶤᶰᵗᵉʳᵖʳᵉᵗᵉᵈ  ᵇʸ  ᵛᵉᶰᵘˢˑ

#venus ... ily #your take on lilith? beautiful. writing? it's stunning. #graphics?? beautiful. naturally. as always #and you’re also just !! super nice to talk to & a pleasure to see on the dash #promo.

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question for the night is, how many wips are too many.

#like. how many wips will elevate me to the point of receiving anon hate on a writeblr for having too many #i got all these fucking ideas and they bounce around like ping pong balls in a comically dented garbage can

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nvm the fact he looks goofy as fuck in the last panel. it's peak character development

#crypto professor. is now a werewolf #out. #mobile.

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their vibes exactly ( bonus, but food tw )

ik ik I'm supposed to be on my other blog but

#I'm gonna add em #even if it's only for Gemini

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is your leg ever just so dead asleep that when you try to stand on it, it just fucking. slides out from under you

#i tried to stand up from my desk and fucking. fell over as soon as i put weight on it #my leg is dead weight rn. he's gone. not here #probably fucking around in another dimension

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writing an essay is. exhausting

#currently in the mindset of wanting to both read & write but if i read another piece of any academic media I will fucking combust #anyways i have to finish up a few things #and then i might get some writing done on the new multi #and/or work on docs

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new  icons  babey

#ft. bastian with a new fc #bc i finally got around to revamping him #anyways !! i'm headin to bed bc. it's almost one am #so gn!

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concept: i write tony stank, but. w timothy olyphant as his fc.

#out.

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i was brainstorming in my notes app and

#I'm gonna cry. I'm gonna fucking cry #the thought popped into my head and my brain ceased to function #no context just me losing my mind #actually a lil bit of context: vampire school nurse

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Camp counselor aus are easily the most powerful ones

#in other words; once i get my new blog set up & running: please give me camp counselor aus #out.