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for oysters

between two hands

a coiled nerve

clasped to encase

and not to crush

a nacreous, enviable thing

neither breathing nor dying

it shrinks beneath a salted dust

pulling itself closer

over again

and especially when

all eyes are away

it regurgitates absence

each time more precious

though the disguise stays the same

dusklike

and so still

beneath a calcified veil

pitch quiet

you say

a secret is a social thing

because it exists between two

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she is a finger-painted angel on a mirror (blue rimmed). and when i carried her home, a pigeon flew into her.

every angel is terror.

#painting

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camille clair, pre-shatter

#thus marking my return

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we disappear simultaneously and i would say beautifully

ceremoniously

a mutual understanding that we are both feeling immaterial in this moment

we slip on our coats

its been raining for 8 weeks

or maybe 9 or maybe 10

anyway

it doesnt matter

i’ll let

or

i am letting my sense of time dissolve

i think you want that for me

i think i want that for you

to lose everything but in a gift giving way

meaning giving it all away

to you or to this scenario

which defines everything

but is not infinite

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everywhere i go i can hear church bells

and so i constantly feel i am being alerted to something

or that the day is chaptered:

9:00 - 12:00

12:00 - 15:00

15:00 - 18:00

18:00 - 21:00

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today i will perform shatter in front of a small audience. tomorrow i will turn 24 and perform shatter again. and maybe even with my eyes closed. i am insisting on an end but i am also always re-realizing nothing ever ends. 

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fear love truth the present presence him and and and and and