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Are you mad at me? Did I do something wrong? Are you really just tired?

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I just cant do anything right

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Y’know, I had a chance of inhaling some strong poisonous gas that could have killed me yesterday, but I realized very quick, disposed of it and ventilated the area properly…

Really wish I’d just have let it kill me

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I feel such a strong urge to just disappear

I feel like I don’t deserve to be alive, but killing myself is too extreme, I wanna go home and hide there, but everyone knows where I live

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Its funny how fast life can be going so smoothly one second, and falling apart the next

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Update: texted my dad to bring me along whenever he decides to visit grandpa next time, that’s a good start, I think?

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Lately I’ve been struggling with some thoughts and feelings…

My grandpa is getting old, he’s the very last of my grandparents that I have left, I wanna spend more time with him before it’s too late, and I’ve been having an eerie feeling lately…

But, I’m no longer his happy silly little grandchild and I just wouldn’t know how to act around him

my depression started at such a young age and completely ruined me and my relations, I’m still working on opening more up to my parents, which is easier because I see them somewhat often, but grandpa? I haven’t seen him in what feels like ages now, and last time we spoke was just a short awkward moment

I don’t want him to think I don’t like him?? Because I think he’s absolutely great, he’s been nothing but supportive to me through my whole life, and I’m so afraid that he thinks I don’t love and appreciate him

I just want to have a good relationship with him while he’s still around, otherwise I know I’ll regret it for the rest of my life, and feeling incredibly guilty that I might have made him feel unloved by me…

I truly curse my mental illnesses for making me the way I am today.

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I woke up feeling perfectly fine, now i’m too depressed to move and idk what happened

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Just stop thinking

Please

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My phone really deleted this app off my phone for idk how long 💀 fun

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I keep forgetting to take my meds and I’ve barely gotten out of bed for the past 2 weeks…. SIGH

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This may be sent either too early or too late, but happy birthday <:) I know you're having a rough time but I hope you're OK. <3

Thank you so much 💕💕 my birthday ended up being fairly nice, despite me having cried about it all day before hahah

I spent the afternoon with one of my best friends, and then ate some good dinner with another friend, so everything worked out ok in the end!

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Me: I’m kinda sad about my birthday, since my mom and my close friends have all moved away and my dad is busy with work, and I’m not even going to school I’m gonna be all alone for my birthday

Friend: aww how about I treat you to dinner that day then?

Me: omg you would?? Thank you so much, that means a lot!

Friend, a few days later: I’m gonna have to cut our dinner short, I have a raid in WoW I gotta get home to

… Cool. Awesome. Great.

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My birthday is in 5 days and i cry whenever I think about how alone I’m gonna be :’))

#all my friends have moved far away #even my parents have moved far away #I don���t even have school or any meetings on my birthday #I’m gonna be all alone..

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My mom: “so what do you want for your birthday? Anything you wanna do?”

Me, who has been severely financially struggling for the past 9 months: “,,, please just give me money,, “

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hi I just found your blog and I too am angry about the abuse I’ve had to deal with (and still do). also just angry in general. Angry Solidarity 🤜🤛

Angry Solidarity!!! 🤜🤛

Lately I’ve been really trying to deal with my anger issues actually, mostly I’ve just sorta kept the anger locked inside and let it explode later, but now I’m slowly learning to handle it.

..Although my friend has recommended that I get a wooden block, since I stabbed a butter knife halfway through my desk, and immediately regretted it when I calmed down again because I really like my desk :((

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Experiencing sexual harassment is bad enough by itself, but when your friends don’t take you seriously, when you try and explain to them how uncomfortable it made you feel, it just makes it so much worse :))

#I hate it here #vent #i wanna throw up