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This is totally canon.

A meme I saw on instagram that I felt was so fitting for these two. 😂

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These guys...

Bonus:

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Chapter 4 of Modern AU

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In lights of @depressedhatakekakashi recent poll about "who would plan the most romantic date" and since I've only ever seen Kakashi's part posted, this is all the sensei's canon personality traits from the first databook page 160 written by Kishimoto XD

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OH MY GOODNESS... THE BORUTAGE GAME HAS BLESSED US WITH ANOTHER NH/UZUMAKI FAMILY CONTENT 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

Such a wonderful way to end 2023 and welcome 2024!!! 🧡💜

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“Nothing on earth could come between them.”

For day 30; Movie Crossover: Titanic

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"Miyori’s art really really sparkling ✨ ✨✨✨ really love how Miyori draws naruhina (especially the spicy one 😆🫣🤭) I wish she keep continue making arts 🥰🥰🥰🥰"

LINKS: TWITTER: MAIN | ALT || INSTAGRAM: MAIN | ALT

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based off that one text post

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NaruHina is ranked 2nd in two separate "Ideal Couple" surveys for Good Couple's day! 🧡💜

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Uzumaki family -Sekibeing 🤧

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OH MY STARS 🌟⭐🌟⭐

SHE IS SO PRETTY!!! 💖💖💖

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We all know @sekibeing piece of art, right?? RIGHT???? And I KNOW it’s kind of “old” but I will never ever get tired of it! I mean!!

LOOK AT THE DETAILS!!

LOOK AT THEM!!

I love them for loving each other so much!!!

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Day 14: Gaming

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Saying it here, too!!

Congratulations on your engagement!!!!!!!

💖💖💖

Thank you so much my dear ♥️

I love you 🥹

#personal #dayseternal-blog #thank you so much my dear friend #🥹💕

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hello, sorry to bother but do you know what happened to @szajnie? :')

Szajnie deactivated her account in September. I noticed a couple days after, and it seems like she didn't let anyone know. I can try to email her or reach out through her AO3 fics, but I'm semi-upset with her still at the fact that she didn't give (me) a forewarning, but also I know why she deactivated...so she didn't need to say anything.

Basically, though, Szajnie is "fine" as far as I know. She was using her Tumblr account less and less and already had half-a-mind to deactivate. Her Tumblr was pretty much abandoned for the last year. I emailed her when Katarina passed when it became evident that she wasn't checking her tumblr notifs, and so she came back for a bit, and after that, she apparently decided to deactivate for good. Understandable, right? They were fandom besties.

Someone else took up that username about a month or so later, and so that's junk. Because now whatever old posts I tagged her in, once in awhile, I think sometimes it links to this new person instead :/ pretty weird because like, well, yeah.

This is just my selfish opinion, but can content creators please not deactivate. Can you please just abandon your blog, delete your app, block the website or whatever, but you're seriously erasing your presence from the fandom community if you deactivate, which makes it really hard to track down your contributions, especially if it's fanfiction. What was even the point of sharing your work if you're going to delete it all? If it's fanfiction that has "Read more under the cut" function, your fanfiction gets totally erased. Even if people shared it and reblogged it, because the post traces back to the whole work on YOUR blog, no one can read the rest if you deactivate. I'm especially salty about Szajnie deactivating because she gifted me THREE pieces of art AND a fanfic, and basically, it feels like they're all gone now, and the pieces I had of her were taken back. Yes, I could look for reblogs, but it's not the same. Yes, I could email her but I'm still upset and sad (throw this feeling on top of mourning Kat, I was really moody in September and October). And that sounds really selfish of me to say, but that's my honest feeling. I thought I was done throwing tantrums about Szajnie deactivating because I've done it two or three times already, but I guess I wasn't.

It's not the new year, yet, so let me leave this sentiment in the old year.

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In Memory, Katarinahime. Part 12.

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you.

A year without you.

I miss you.

It's different without you. It's worse without you. The space you occupied doesn't get refilled, doesn't get replaced, doesn't heal.

I can answer that question I asked in "White Lilies" with a year's worth of experience. How does time heal?

Tragedy like this doesn't heal. It's a gaping wound that hardens up as is. It'll always be there, like an impact crater.

Maybe life goes on, new things happen, I might be in a better place than last year, but things would be better if you were here.

"It’s not fair that my soul is too heavy for me to carry and everyone just views that in how it would inconvenience themselves" - 2021.5.7

I remember when I first saw your post. I couldn't say anything. You wrote it, conveying the weight of your illness, and ---

This impact crater is just an inconvenience compared to how you felt.

A year without you.

"I know that you been through a lot lately / And that it hurts sometimes / You should know that I love you deeply / And my love is your love all the time" - The Green, "My Friend (Don't Give Up)"

I don't let myself forget you.

When I listen to this song as the CD loops in the car, I wish I could've told you their words. I wish I could tell you to not give up. I wish I could tell you that I don't understand. I wish I could tell you that you are enough and that I will never walk away. I wish I could tell you that I should know what you are going through. I wish I could tell you to not give up.

But I know I was afraid to care too much.

A year without you.

"But the heart has its own memory / and I have forgotten nothing." - Albert Camus, The Fall

Writing this, and the stages of grief come fresh with the memory. I reread the past year, I see how I couldn't remember if I had ever spoken with her. I couldn't remember what she ever said to me, yet all I knew was that she was important to me.

From tumblr, to discord, to ao3, we communicated so much more than I remembered. There was so much to remember!

So much to smile at, so bittersweet, a pain to bear my grief with better understanding. To stitch together a story I could tell myself, to translate the memory of the heart into words I had written and read before, to repeat and rewrite and reword and retell

How I had known her since we started writing.

And now, it's already been a year without her.

This is the ending where you finally find your way home and the ancient terror inside of you is stomped out for good. - Jonny Bolduc, Ending

A prayer for your peace. A prayer that all the lives you touched and all the lives you will continue to reach through your writing returns to you in love. A prayer that everything we couldn't say and everything we wish we did say returns to you in love. A prayer that everything I've written and continue to write returns to you in love.

I miss you everyday. I think of you everyday. This grief is Ongoing, so I'll never call your work Incomplete.

Here's a prayer that this past year's worth of love returns to you.