I wish to be liberated from this love.
It’s a bore but stay at home. Or call me.
Summer’s here; I wish you are, too.
Won’t you ask if I’m okay?
only I did.
Birthdays… I wonder if it’ll make a difference if I remembered yours.
Please fall in love with me. I’ll catch you.
I can feel that somewhere out there is the person who’ll love me for me forever.
I often find myself wondering when will my life be stable?
when will I be stable…
Timing is never on my side.
I deserve love that I won’t have to second guess. I deserve love that won’t shame me for loving. I deserve love that is kind and honest and patient and genuine.
Pagod ng maging marupok sa maling tao.
am done chasing love. if love arrives, then so be it; if not, then so be it.
It’s my expectations.
I have to manage them
so they won’t screw
Why do you have to break my heart like this? Just a simple “thank you” would have done it.
What is it with you that makes you unforgettable?
The problem here is that it was an unrequited love. You’ll fall in love with someone, while I’m here desperately hoping you’ll notice me.
It’s been months now and I still miss you.
For the remaining months of the year, I just plan on focusing on myself. I still have a lot of pending applications (looming for rejections, I presume) but this is enough.
I have tried putting myself out there, I have tried sending my intentions to the universe but still nada. I got nothing but pain and rejection for trying. So, I guess, the only option I have now is to go inwards.
I’ll retreat from the world now until next year comes. I’ll work on myself and challenge myself to keep up with this account. I’ll develop my writing skills and be smarter and wiser. I’ll master the Korean language and become an expert of English Linguistics, while perfecting my public speaking skills.
I have lots to do for myself and if others are going to judge me for being lazy. Then, who cares? I have suffered so much to care about what others think. I am going to make it, okay. This may not be my year but it doesn’t mean I won’t have my own time.