angshel

[angshel]

      𝐈𝐟 𝐎𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐊𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐒𝐞𝐞𝐧

‎‎ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐃                                     ɪɴᴅ ᴘʀɪ ꜱᴇʟ                  ᴏʀɪɢɪɴᴀʟ ʜᴏʀʀᴏʀ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏʀɪɢɪɴᴀʟ ʟᴏʀᴇ                                              ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʏᴇʟᴇɴᴀ

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#✩‧₊˚ ೃ gen. self promos #im on my bbg for the moment

[angshel]

I know I constantly keep saying I'll be back but a few updates about being mia

First, foremost work has been incredibly stressful. To the point I come home and literally just sit down and zone out a little. It's overwhelming because it's grocery stores busy season for real so that's a huge part of it

Second, I'm in a process of grief atm. It's nearly the 2 year anniversary of my chosen brothers passing and I thought I'd come a lot farther in that journey than I had. It's taken quiet a toll this year since my fiancé and I moved back to my hometown

Thirs, I'm not gonna lie I've got a leauge addiction. The things I do for my girlie pop Jinx. But also a lot of cozy games have taken priority.

HOWEVER, I'm going to try and run this blog on a low activity queue because honestly, being away is killing me. I miss you all a lot. I understand if you want to soft block or unfollow me due to lack of IC stuff but please bear with me as it shifts to a queue ran blog.

I AM EASY TO REACH ON DISCORD AND WRITE THERE A BIT MORE FREQUENTLY. I'm a big fan of having personal servers for ships and content. Sometimes I'm shy to post in them just chat with me !!! ourmayqueen is my discord please add me !!!

#✩‧₊˚ ೃ gen. yelena's out of character posts #death mentions #tw death mention

[angshel]

I know I constantly keep saying I'll be back but a few updates about being mia

First, foremost work has been incredibly stressful. To the point I come home and literally just sit down and zone out a little. It's overwhelming because it's grocery stores busy season for real so that's a huge part of it

Second, I'm in a process of grief atm. It's nearly the 2 year anniversary of my chosen brothers passing and I thought I'd come a lot farther in that journey than I had. It's taken quiet a toll this year since my fiancé and I moved back to my hometown

Thirs, I'm not gonna lie I've got a leauge addiction. The things I do for my girlie pop Jinx. But also a lot of cozy games have taken priority.

HOWEVER, I'm going to try and run this blog on a low activity queue because honestly, being away is killing me. I miss you all a lot. I understand if you want to soft block or unfollow me due to lack of IC stuff but please bear with me as it shifts to a queue ran blog.

I AM EASY TO REACH ON DISCORD AND WRITE THERE A BIT MORE FREQUENTLY. I'm a big fan of having personal servers for ships and content. Sometimes I'm shy to post in them just chat with me !!! ourmayqueen is my discord please add me !!!

#✩‧₊˚ ೃ gen. yelena's out of character posts #death mentions #tw death mention

[angshel]

ONCE YOU'RE STRIPPED CLEAN ― what's at your core?

spun gossamer

the easiest thing to do is stay quiet when something’s up. you’re not bothered, and you know what? you shouldn’t be! it’s none of your business, even when it’s entirely your business. it’s difficult (read: impossible) to tell if your cheery demeanor is a cover-up for something sadder, or if it’s simply your natural state of mind. you see a lot of things: people coming through town, people leaving the house and never coming back, lies and deceit of the highest degree. what happened to you? will you ever be that kid again? your presence smells like cotton candy, and your fingertips sparkle like stars. whatever white rabbit you’re chasing isn’t going to lead you to wonderland if you don’t start reaching out when you’re not feeling okay.

tagged by: @celestieu thank u bb ily tagging: steal from me and tag me

#✩‧₊˚ ೃ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴅᴇꜱᴇʀᴠᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ. ɪ ᴅɪᴅ. ɪ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ᴅᴏ. | character study

[angshel]

ok so i got really sick after we got home from vacation and overwhelmed with a few things but were back and im KICKING it now

#✩‧₊˚ ೃ gen. yelena's out of character posts

[angshel]

KISS ME .. an assortment of kissing prompts .

sharing a kiss while sitting by a campfire.

a kiss that leaves behind lipstick marks.

a kiss given between ocean waves.

kissing your lover because you believe you're going to die.

kissing the tears that roll down your lover's cheeks.

a kiss while being held bridal style.

a playful kiss given between laughter.

finally kissing the friend you've been yearning for.

kissing your enemy while holding them at knife point.

a kiss in the aftermath of a fight.

forbidden lovers sharing a kiss in the shadows.

kissing down your lover's body.

kissing at a crowded party.

a kiss shared against a tree.

a kiss to end sexual tension.

kissing to pretend that you are in a relationship together.

a kiss to prove you no longer have feelings for your lover.

a kiss shared to make someone else jealous.

a kiss that leads to undressing each other.

a kiss to say goodbye.

kisses against a wound.

a kiss to the forehead, meant to soothe.

a kiss to the neck from behind.

an 'i love you but i can't be with you' kiss.

an 'i'm in love with someone else, but you're here' kiss.

passionate kisses that end in ripped clothing.

an 'i forgive you' kiss.

a kiss shared at a masquerade ball.

your lover going to walk away, but you grab them and pull them back in for a kiss before they go.

a kiss shared underneath fireworks.

#✩‧₊˚ ೃ gen. prompts

[angshel]

mitski lyrics, The Land Is Inhospitable And So Are We edition

❛ as i got older, i learned i'm a drinker. sometimes a drink feels like family. ❜

❛ did you go and make promises you can't keep? ❜

❛ amateur mistake, you can take it from me. ❜

❛ i try to remember the wrath of the devil was also given to him by god. ❜

❛ i have a hope and though she's blind with no name, she shits where she's supposed to and feeds herself while i'm away. ❜

❛ sometimes i think it would be easier without [them] but i know nothing can hurt me when i see [their] sleeping face. ❜

❛ all of our love is filling all of our room. ❜

❛ now i bend like a willow, thinking of [you/them]. ❜

❛ i sip on the rest of the coffee [you/they] left like it's a kiss left of [you/them]. ❜

❛ something set free is running through the night and the dark awaits us all around the corner. ❜

❛ here in our place we have for the day, can we stay a while and listen for heaven? ❜

❛ i don't like my mind, i don't like being left alone in a room with all its opinions about the things that i've done. ❜

❛ so, yeah, i blast music loud and i work myself to the bone and on an inconvenient christmas, i eat a cake. a whole cake, all for me. ❜

❛ there's another memory that gets stuck inside the walls of my skull waiting for its turn to talk. and it may be a few years but you can bet it's there, waiting still for me to be left alone in a room full of things that i've done. ❜

❛ i want someone to take this soul, i can't bear to keep it. ❜

❛ i'd give it just to give and all i will take are the consequences. ❜

❛ your pain is eased but you'll never be free. ❜

❛ there's a deal that i made. ❜

❛ when memories snow and cover up the driveway, i shovel all those memories and clear the path to drive to the store. ❜

❛ and if i break, could i go on break? ❜

❛ i'll be back in my room, writing speeches in my head. ❜

❛ my love is mine, all mine. ❜

❛ nothing in the world belongs to me but my love is mine, all mine. ❜

❛ nothing in the world is mine for free but my love. ❜

❛ after everyone's long been gone but me, i was hiding or forgotten. the only one left. ❜

❛ now the world is mine alone with no one to share the memory. ❜

❛ you're my best friend. now i've no one to tell how i lost my best friend. ❜

❛ remember when we met, we acted like two fools. we were so glad to have found it. ❜

❛ that love is like a star. it's gone, we just see it shining. it's traveled very far. i'll keep a leftover light burning so you can keep looking up. isn't that worth holding on? ❜

❛ you know i'd always been alone till you taught me to live for somebody. ❜

❛ you believe me like a god. i destroy you like i am. ❜

❛ i'm sorry i'm the one you love. ❜

❛ no one will ever love me like you again. ❜

❛ so, when you leave me, i should die. i deserve it, don't i? ❜

❛ one day, you'll figure me out and i'll meet judgement by the hounds. ❜

❛ people always gave me love. others were never to blame after all. ❜

❛ you believe me like a god. i betray you like a man. ❜

❛ stride through the house naked. don't even care that the curtains are open. ❜

❛ let the darkness see me. ❜

❛ streets are mine, the night is mine. all my own. ❜

❛ oh, how i love me after you. i'm king of all the land. ❜

#✩‧₊˚ ೃ gen. prompts

[angshel]

mitski lyrics, The Land Is Inhospitable And So Are We edition

❛ as i got older, i learned i'm a drinker. sometimes a drink feels like family. ❜

❛ did you go and make promises you can't keep? ❜

❛ amateur mistake, you can take it from me. ❜

❛ i try to remember the wrath of the devil was also given to him by god. ❜

❛ i have a hope and though she's blind with no name, she shits where she's supposed to and feeds herself while i'm away. ❜

❛ sometimes i think it would be easier without [them] but i know nothing can hurt me when i see [their] sleeping face. ❜

❛ all of our love is filling all of our room. ❜

❛ now i bend like a willow, thinking of [you/them]. ❜

❛ i sip on the rest of the coffee [you/they] left like it's a kiss left of [you/them]. ❜

❛ something set free is running through the night and the dark awaits us all around the corner. ❜

❛ here in our place we have for the day, can we stay a while and listen for heaven? ❜

❛ i don't like my mind, i don't like being left alone in a room with all its opinions about the things that i've done. ❜

❛ so, yeah, i blast music loud and i work myself to the bone and on an inconvenient christmas, i eat a cake. a whole cake, all for me. ❜

❛ there's another memory that gets stuck inside the walls of my skull waiting for its turn to talk. and it may be a few years but you can bet it's there, waiting still for me to be left alone in a room full of things that i've done. ❜

❛ i want someone to take this soul, i can't bear to keep it. ❜

❛ i'd give it just to give and all i will take are the consequences. ❜

❛ your pain is eased but you'll never be free. ❜

❛ there's a deal that i made. ❜

❛ when memories snow and cover up the driveway, i shovel all those memories and clear the path to drive to the store. ❜

❛ and if i break, could i go on break? ❜

❛ i'll be back in my room, writing speeches in my head. ❜

❛ my love is mine, all mine. ❜

❛ nothing in the world belongs to me but my love is mine, all mine. ❜

❛ nothing in the world is mine for free but my love. ❜

❛ after everyone's long been gone but me, i was hiding or forgotten. the only one left. ❜

❛ now the world is mine alone with no one to share the memory. ❜

❛ you're my best friend. now i've no one to tell how i lost my best friend. ❜

❛ remember when we met, we acted like two fools. we were so glad to have found it. ❜

❛ that love is like a star. it's gone, we just see it shining. it's traveled very far. i'll keep a leftover light burning so you can keep looking up. isn't that worth holding on? ❜

❛ you know i'd always been alone till you taught me to live for somebody. ❜

❛ you believe me like a god. i destroy you like i am. ❜

❛ i'm sorry i'm the one you love. ❜

❛ no one will ever love me like you again. ❜

❛ so, when you leave me, i should die. i deserve it, don't i? ❜

❛ one day, you'll figure me out and i'll meet judgement by the hounds. ❜

❛ people always gave me love. others were never to blame after all. ❜

❛ you believe me like a god. i betray you like a man. ❜

❛ stride through the house naked. don't even care that the curtains are open. ❜

❛ let the darkness see me. ❜

❛ streets are mine, the night is mine. all my own. ❜

❛ oh, how i love me after you. i'm king of all the land. ❜

[angshel]

&&. Starter Call

[angshel]

kicks my feet, like this for some asks

[angshel]

—— do each of us, soldier or no, reach a point when all that we’ve seen, survived, changes us inside ?

++ ind. & prv. dnd / bg3 based oc. tav & companion verses. half wood-elf oath of vengeance paladin. protected by rowan.

#✩‧₊˚ ೃ gen. promos #stan stan stan #rowan is so so good!!!

[angshel]

kicks my feet, like this for some asks

[angshel]

kicks my feet, like this for some asks

#✩‧₊˚ ೃ gen. yelena's out of character posts #ive been incredibly ill outside of work with some headaches and stomach issues #but im doing better now!!!

[angshel]

ok i made a thread tracker there are 4 threads on it that I know I have if we have a thread and I have not replied to it please, please, please check the list and if it is not there dm me a link!!!!

#✩‧₊˚ ೃ gen. yelena's out of character posts

[angshel]

It is a weight to carry a crown of braids for victories that marked her journey in life and yet known somewhere inside herself it was a tragedy for all others involved in those fights. She had worked towards the ideal daughter, the ideal angel, the ideal being she was born to be and it was never enough. She had failed, lost good people and it haunted her each time a strand of hair was woven with another. Today, they were smaller braids, two wrapped around her crown and the others spaced evenly throughout her hair, hiding her sins in the name of her father. Delicate fingers touched a flower here and there as bare feet carried her through the garden carefully.

❝Of course, you called for me.❞

A warm smile as she approached him her hands lifted as a notion for him to take them as she tilted her head softly. She could not help but feel this was different than before, than all their other meetings. But, the optimism, the hope she seeming bore like her armor existed still.

❝ What is it? You seem unsteady.❞

this wasn’t a social call. at least , it wasn’t the good kind. the garden is as beautiful as ever , it’s one of arkham’s favourite places to meet her. its a tragically beautiful masterpiece , much like her. it is like a knife to the gut once more ; all the lies he has told her up & til now. if only it was more easy , nothing holding him back. there is a great heavinesses in the demons appearance today. she has to go , before she gets hurt. if lucifer gets her , mackenzie will never forgive himself. raelyeria is everything he is not , & that’s why she has to go. tyras long lost memory keeps the thought burning in his mind. the rustle has arkham turning his head …. there she is. hands shake , body tenses & throat closes. how can someone so …. beautiful ever be here for him. ❝ you came. ❞ voice thick , cracking. he hopes she doesn’t notice.

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#minutes1 #✩‧₊˚ ೃ ᴀʀᴄ. ɪ ᴜꜱᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ꜰʟᴏᴀᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ɪ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ꜰᴀʟʟ ᴅᴏᴡɴ | act i

[angshel]

ROYAL, FANTASY ROMANCE AND SPICE. all these quotes and sentences are taken from different sources as well some made by myself. change pronouns and places and names as you see fit. some of these are heavy with tension or sexual intention, though nothing too graphic, but you are warned some of these are full of spice and forbidden romance. if you have more suggestions, send them to me and i will add them to this post.

ACTIONS AND SCENARIOS. add +reverse to change the roles.

(royal ball): our muses dance at a royal ball. 

(captive in the tower): sender is held captive and receiver helps save them.

(arranged marriage): our muses are thrown together into an arranged marriage.

(childhood betrothal): arranged to wed since being children, our muses finally meet days before the wedding.

(ward): send is a ward at the receiver's house/home. 

(stolen kiss): sender kisses receiver before a battle, away from prying eyes.

(mystery knight): sender is unknown at court and receiver wants to know them further.

(secrets): our muses are together in a secret relationship as their families wouldn’t approve. 

(brother’s keeper): sender is receiver’s brother's best friend. Sender has been harboring a crush since they met.

(taken): sender is taken prisoner by receiver on their ship at sea after a shipwreck.

(horse ride): there is only one horse trope, our muses have to ride together.

(guard): sender is made receiver’s guard and they have to travel/spend time together.

(no one is here to help): receiver is taken to sender as their captive.

(aftermath): after a battle/war, sender and receiver reunite thinking the other was dead. 

(my prince): sender falls for receiver, who is the realm’s prince/princess.

(tourney): sender gives the receiver their favor during a tournament.

(piece of me): sender ties a piece of cloth on receiver’s hand to wrap around a wound.

(you left): sender left receiver years ago, now reunited, receiver is upset.

(last kiss): unsure if they will see each other again, sender kisses the receiver before distracting enemies so receiver can escape.

(under my protection): sender proclaims himself receiver’s protector while receiver is traveling/captive.

(starcrossed): our muses find out they have to marry other people and they reunite at night.

(we were in love once): our muses were together in a relationship in their youth and now see each other after years.

(my castle is yours): sender pledges their castle as a fortress to keep the receiver safe.

(gentle touch): sender heals the receiver of their wounds and inevitably grows close.

(magic): receiver is a being of magical properties and sender finds themselves enthralled by them.

(my paramour): receiver becomes sender’s mistress.

(the bane of my existence): our muses never got along and yet, they harbor feelings for one another after a heated argument.

(maze): our muses lose their guards in a maze and they find each other alone.

(it was always you): our muses are childhood friends about to get married.

(to make peace): from opposite houses, our muses are now married to bring peace.

(corner): behind a corner of the great hall, sender corners receiver after seeing them dance with someone else.

(advisor): receiver works as an advisor for sender, despite objection around court.

(rags to riches): receiver is a bastard now made legitimate and people around the realm came to meet them. Sender is one of them.

(at your service): receiver is a lady in waiting/personal guard to sender’s sibling and a romance develops.

(saved): sender is saved by receiver, who is a healer/witch.

SENTENCES AND QUOTES:

“You are enough to drive a saint to madness or a king to his knees.”

“He didn't marry you to become king. He became king because he wanted to marry you.”

“Little by little, the old world crumbled, and not once did the king imagine that some of the pieces might fall on him.”

“I want you—but I don’t want this."

“Rule with the heart of a servant. Serve with the heart of a king.”

“There’s a fine line between gossip and history, when one is talking about kings.”

“I will not share you."

“Well, princess, let’s see what you’re made of.”

“She added the flowers and incense to help mask your own scent.”

“Your eyes betray you. Your body even responds to mine no matter that you’re angry. You want me.”

“He is my ruin. My complete and utter devastation.”

“Just how long have you been sticking it to the girl who’s like a little sister to us?”

“There’s a certain sort of beauty in submission.”

“My story hasn’t been written yet, but I know it begins with you.”

“You will love this man. Do you understand? You will love him, serve him, and obey him in all things. This is your duty to me and to France. Am I clear?’

“She didn’t need a man. She wanted one.”

“Your wish is my command, my queen.”

“It is legal because I wish it.”

“Rejection is an opportunity for your selection.”

“She's magic, Cassandra. A single flower blooming in an endless desert.”

“Do you really want to put yourself through this? Is loving me really enough to endure everything you have to just to be with me?"

“Make no mistake.You are under my protection now, and I protect what is mine.”

“But perhaps, when you sleep, you will dream of me."

“I cannot come with you, my prince.”

“This woman was consuming him, bit by bit.”

“Call him. Claim him. Speak his Name. Make him thine before all others.”

“You are the harbor of my soul’s journeying.”

“We love what we love. We don’t need to justify it to anyone… not even to ourselves.”

“To love something despite. To know the flaws and love them too. That is rare and pure and perfect.”

“The heart is neither given nor stolen. The heart surrenders.”

“Give yourself to me.”

“I ask for so little. Just fear me, love me, do as I say and I will be your man to serve.”

“I married you to stop the bloodshed, and you keep killing. When will it be enough- when?”

“Marriage is a marriage- love or arranged. Both require the same level of commitment.”

“We are trapped by convention and must marry another.”

“We had both accepted the unwritten rule of arranged marriage: love, if it arrived at all, would bloom with time.”

“Be with me. Want me. Stay with me.I don’t know how to be without you.”

“We were doomed from the start. A lost cause. A losing battle.”

“Mr. Larsen, if you make me cry at my own coronation ball, I’ll never forgive you.”

“You are my very own forbidden fruit.”

���I’m scared, but I’d rather have one real day with you than a lifetime of misguided security.”

“And you, are mine.”

“You think a courtship and a hunt are two separate things. They are not.”

“I will share him with you, I cannot lose him.”

“Why must you resist me so dearly? When you tremble under my touch?”

“You must be made of magic itself. Your touch is warm.”

“One day, I will be able to leave you.”

“Did he touch you? Did you enjoy the way he held you across the room?”

"I will be your husband. I will take a solemn vow to protect you until death do us part. Do you understand what that means?"

“And why, pray tell, should I make it easy?'

"You are the bane of my existence--and the object of all of my desires. Night and day I dream of you."

"I did not ask for this--to be plagued by these feelings."

“I have loved you at every dance, on every walk, and every time we've been together. You must feel it in your heart, because I do."

“Because,by the time I’m done, prayer is the only thing that is going to save you.”

“Suppose I told everyone that I had seduced you.”

“You’re not planning to refuse me, are you?”

'Tell me if I do anything you don't like.”

“Say you do not care for me. Tell me you feel nothing and I will walk away.”

“I am a gentleman. My father raised me to act with honor, but that honor is hanging by a thread that grows more precarious with every moment I spend in your presence.”

“If I wed your sister, it will bind me and you together for eternity, and I will spend every day of my marriage wanting you, dreaming of you, dreading the day when my last thread of honor finally snaps.”

“I have never met anyone like you. It is maddening, how much you consume my very being.”

“That scent. It has remained imprinted on my mind ever since that night of the conservatory ball on that terrace. Lilies.”

“I desire you. I burn for you. I can't sleep at night because I want you."

“You’re the center of a star, and the force of gravity keeps pulling me closer, and I don’t give a damn that I’m about to be incinerated.“

“Whatever bad thing happened to you, it hasn’t made you less beautiful. There’s beauty in darkness, too.”

“I belong to you. Only you…I’ll always be yours. No matter what.”

#✩‧₊˚ ೃ gen. prompts

[angshel]

Send me "§" if you'd ever consider shipping our muses

#✩‧₊˚ ೃ gen. prompts