Maybe the reason showering is so hard for me now is because I never feel truly clean anymore, not after what you did. Why bother if I’ll still feel you touching me every time I get undressed, every time I have to see myself? I’ll never be able to wash away what you did, so why bother being clean at all?
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i want to cut all of it off
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I am sitting down in the shower
It is this dirty type of clean
That keeps me trapped in here for hours
Still, I scrub and scrub until my body bleeds
Convince myself I am coming clean
Forget and ignore who I used to be
That kid is never coming back
Bathtub - The Front Bottoms.
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