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listen. i know it's not 2014 anymore and i know it's just a throwaway line and that the russo brothers didnt intend for marvel action blockbuster captain america the winter soldier to become the tragic gay love story that never was but man. having steve say "it's kind of hard to find someone with shared life experience" in a conversation about romantic relationships right before the bucky reveal is so cruel. it's not just about steve and bucky obviously having the shared experience of being "out of time," it's the fact that they've both been stripped of their humanity in opposite directions. steve is a legend, he is an american hero and a national icon before he is a human being the same way that bucky is a weapon and a killing machine before he is a human being. steve knows that anyone who falls in love with him in the 21st century fell in love with captain america first, and that's just not him. but then the one person who knew him first and knew him best and loved him (not captain america, that little guy from brooklyn) so much he died for it is alive, impossibly. and it's a miracle because he's back and it's horrific because he's back under the worst possible circumstances. but to steve, the winter soldier is worth tearing the world apart for because he's always been bucky first. they find each other and suddenly they're human again. and maybe, despite it all, being "out of time" becomes a blessing, because in this century they'd finally be allowed to love each other the way they've always wanted to. like real people do.

like. no. the captain america trilogy isn't about two queer men traumatized and alienated by war and modern life rediscovering and reclaiming their humanity through their love for each other. but. i mean. it couldve been

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spent st. mark’s eve smoking a cigarette alone on the balcony and listening to bloodbuzz ohio while watching the remnants of a sunset, can everything start today

#everything starts #everything is starting #it's starting

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david foster wallace / @sloppjockey / clarice lispector / soccer mommy - cool / ginger snaps (2000) / @sweatermuppet / @sin-eater / @werewolfest / boygenius - bite the hand / mitski - cop car

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Get a little closer, let fold

Cut open my sternum and pull

My little ribs around you

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oh fuck this is a really good hill i gotta die on this

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Whatever else you may feel about the story or the series or anything

The X-Men '97 team, in the first ten minutes of the first episode, put Gambit in a slutty crop top, showing us that above anything else, they understood the assignment

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tumblr in 2067

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Happy St Mark's Eve to all who celebrate.

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Christian Dior Haute Couture Spring/Summer 1998 Designed By: John Galliano

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the most annoying person you know is about to start their annual re-reading of the raven cycle

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tv shows with time travel organizations/bureaus/police/agencies/whatever should have a department with instead of a tech genius eating candy, it’s a harried seamstress or fashion designer who is like

“1450 italy? does it look like I have the time to dye you wool? nO. YOU’RE GOING TO THE 1980s”

and throws shoulder pads at the hapless time agent

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me reading the bunker's terminal in fallout 4

#AWFUL

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odin is like “when thor was born the sun shone bright upon his beautiful face. i found loki on the sidewalk outside a taco bell”

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Sorry for being such a slow writer, it's because I [remembers that self-deprecating jokes are harmful to my mental health and make everyone else uncomfortable] was attacked by dark spirits and washed up on the shore of a mysterious island with no recollection of who I was

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Thinking of Eddie Munson at the sidewalk with a megaphone doing the ‘polite catcalling’ thing with his hellfire boys. And firefighter Steve Harrington on the other side of the road responding to a fender bender. And Eddie’s like, ‘none of these thoughts are in the Bible, Jeffrey help me.’

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The test episode for my upcoming webcomic's finally done, still have a lot of different things I need to get better at but I've got a clearer idea of what needs to be improved after making this :P anyway here it is

#going a little bit crazy

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Caves are weirder and more varied than you think