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sorry i haven’t been around that much... i’ve been reading a lot, working, and writing fic; i haven’t had much inspo for rp. hopefully i’ll be back and motivated sometime soon but until then i hope you guys are all happy and healthy ❤️

#ooc posts

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Joy Ladin, from “Forgetting“

#insp:japril

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i lowk like the new dashboard yall are dramatic.... 

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xalittlebitbetterx​:

“Auggie is more of a boob ninja than Ceci is. God, he’s only this loud when he’s nursing, not when he eats actually food. I mean, they may not biologically be mine but I guess they learned from their mommy because I am the boob master ninja.” Indie grinned.

She moved to kiss her wife’s cheek.

April chuckled, one hand on each of the twins’ backs as they lazed against her, on their way to falling back to sleep. 

“Don’t even think about crawling under this shirt with them,” she grumbled in Indie’s direction, joking as her eyelids grew heavier.

“Can’t sleep?” (Verse 1)

April blinked at the ceiling from where she lay at the foot of the bed. “No,” she grumbled, sighing deeply. “You can thank your hungry children for that.” 

Under her shirt were Ceci and Auggie, who, at 16 months old, were in the habit of climbing from their cribs and finding their way to Indie and April’s bed. And since they still nursed for comfort and for sleep, they always managed to get under April’s shirt while she was sleeping and wake her right up. 

#ship:indpril #xalittlebitbetterx #verse 1

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indiemarkandlexie​:

“This doesn’t have anything to do with your belly,” Lexie said quietly, already feeling the tears pooling in her eyes. What were they going to do if she was right? What was she going to do if April was also pregnant? They couldn’t have two babies. That was insane. Lexie wasn’t even sure April wanted one baby.

She sat down on the bed and placed her hands over her small bump. Whatever happened, she knew she had to protect the baby. That had been the decision she had made in the ER a few weeks prior. No matter what, this was her baby, and what the rest of the world did or didn’t do wouldn’t enter in on her decisions.

Lexie glanced up feeling the energy in the room change. April’s face said everything she didn’t want to know. “Okay then,” she whispered.

“I... I...” April stammered, setting the test down on the dresser. She covered it with one hand, unable to look at the small ‘pregnant’ printed on the tiny screen anymore. “I don’t believe this.” 

She sat down on the bed and stared at her bare knees, then noticed they were trembling slightly. She capped a hand over both of them to try and stop it, but that only made her shoulders shake. 

When she worked up the courage to look at Lexie, a lump clogged her throat. 

“Lex... I...” she began, unsure of what to say. “I didn’t think I... I had no idea. I didn’t even...” She sighed. “We were careful. Jackson and me, we were careful...” 

[for lex] "Sorry I'm sick on Valentine's Day..."

“It’s okay. We can have a nice night in. I’ll order take out. And we can table all our other plans until you are feeling better.” Lexie assured her girlfriend and kissed the back of her head.

#ship:lexpril #indiemarkandlexie

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Send me ☏ for a terrified voicemail from my muse

#meme

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not to be dramatic but ship with me

#ooc posts #yes :)

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kissy sentence starters.

“ is it bad i really want to kiss you right now? ” “ do me a favor, kiss my ass. ” “ they can all just kiss my ass. ” “ i kissed someone today. ” “ i kissed a girl/boy and i liked it. ” “ kissing burns calories you know. ” “ my lips really want to meet yours. ” “ so are we going to kiss or not? ” “ i sent you a bunch of kiss emojis. ” “ don’t talk, just kiss me. ” “ i really enjoyed our kiss last night. ” “ you make me want to kiss you. ” “ you owe me a kiss. ” “ pucker up. ” “ read my lips, no. ” “ your eyes say no but your lips say yes. ” “ i just want to kiss you. ” “ i miss your lips. ” “ give me a kiss. ” “ blow a kiss my way for good luck. ” “ ever kiss in the rain? ” “ ever kiss under water? ” “ it was just a kiss, that’s all. ” “ a kiss doesn’t mean anything. ” “ i love when our lips meet. ” “ where do you want me to kiss you? ” “ i want to either kiss you or kill you right now. ” “ did you really just kiss him/her? ” “ friends aren’t allowed to kiss one another. ” “ kiss me one more time. ” “ want to make out? ” “ you’re a terrible kisser. ” “ teach me how to kiss? ” “ i remember our first kiss. ” “ your lips are calling my name. ” “ let’s just kiss already. ”

#meme

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mimosano:

Send “✆” for a MORNING text. Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT. Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text. Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text. Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text. Send “#” for a RANDOM text. Send “@” for a SCARED text. Send “&” for a LOVING text. Send “%” for a CURIOUS text. Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text. Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text. Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

#meme

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indiemarkandlexie​:

“I should have noticed three weeks ago. You got sick from ice cream when it was the only thing I could eat,” Lexie said her voice low. She couldn’t even look at April. The other woman had sworn she had been careful. Almost holding that over Lexie for what felt like weeks.

She kept her arms wrapped tightly around herself. Her heart was already broken because she was positive that this was the truth. She swallowed the lump forming in her throat before pushing herself up and heading into the bathroom, where she herself became sick.

Lexie wiped her face and brushed her teeth before looking under the bathroom counter, finding the last pregnancy test she had purchased. She took the package back into the bedroom. “Pee on it. Tell me I’m wrong. Prove me wrong Apes.”

“Oh, my god,” April said, pulling up the oversized t-shirt Lexie had just given her. “Do you seriously think I’m pregnant? Look. Seriously?” 

She glanced at her stomach and skimmed a hand over it. It was bloated, yes. It had been bloated for a few days now. She was contradicting her own point. 

“You used to say my belly was cute,” she said. “Now, you think I’m pregnant. I can’t believe you’re asking me to pee on a damn stick, Lex. This is so crossing a line.” 

But either way, she snatched the pregnancy test from Lexie’s hand and disappeared into the bathroom with it. When she came back out, she was pale and shocked - the look on her face should tell Lexie everything she needed to know. 

[for lex] "Sorry I'm sick on Valentine's Day..."

“It’s okay. We can have a nice night in. I’ll order take out. And we can table all our other plans until you are feeling better.” Lexie assured her girlfriend and kissed the back of her head.

#ship:lexpril #indiemarkandlexie

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“Well, these boob ninjas keep me up all night,” April grumbled, throwing her arms above her head. “Ever since they learned how to get out of the cribs...” She sighed. 

“But at the same time, I don’t want to stop them from nursing before they’re ready.” She covered her face with her hands. “I can’t win.” 

“Can’t sleep?” (Verse 1)

April blinked at the ceiling from where she lay at the foot of the bed. “No,” she grumbled, sighing deeply. “You can thank your hungry children for that.” 

Under her shirt were Ceci and Auggie, who, at 16 months old, were in the habit of climbing from their cribs and finding their way to Indie and April’s bed. And since they still nursed for comfort and for sleep, they always managed to get under April’s shirt while she was sleeping and wake her right up. 

#ship:indpril #xalittlebitbetterx #verse 1

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I know the gestures.

#insp:lexpril #insp:indpril

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i love dominant men but at the same time if a man tells me what to do i’ll bodyslam him

#insp:april

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indiemarkandlexie​:

Lexie shook her head and wrapped her arms tightly around herself when April asked her to lay down. Her heart was pounding. This was not happening. Not as they were starting to work through things. Not when April had finally referred to the baby as hers.

“You’re pregnant,” she whispered sitting down in the middle of the floor. How had she not noticed? Had she been so caught up in herself? But thinking back through the last few weeks, it was obvious.

April’s brow crinkled as she looked over her shoulder at Lexie, who was now sitting on the floor. “What’re you talking about?” she murmured, confused. 

When Lexie didn’t answer, April sat up and tied her hair into a loose bun. “I am not pregnant,” she said with an eyeroll. “Ha-ha. Very funny. Also, mean. You’re the one who made spaghetti tonight, of course I’m bloated.” 

She eyed Lexie again and saw her girlfriend was clearly not joking. “Lex,” she said, voice lowering. “Come on. I’m not pregnant.” 

[for lex] "Sorry I'm sick on Valentine's Day..."

“It’s okay. We can have a nice night in. I’ll order take out. And we can table all our other plans until you are feeling better.” Lexie assured her girlfriend and kissed the back of her head.

#ship:lexpril #indiemarkandlexie

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“Can’t sleep?” (Verse 1)

April blinked at the ceiling from where she lay at the foot of the bed. “No,” she grumbled, sighing deeply. “You can thank your hungry children for that.” 

Under her shirt were Ceci and Auggie, who, at 16 months old, were in the habit of climbing from their cribs and finding their way to Indie and April’s bed. And since they still nursed for comfort and for sleep, they always managed to get under April’s shirt while she was sleeping and wake her right up. 

#xalittlebitbetterx #ship:indpril #verse 1

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xalittlebitbetterx​:

“Mhm.” Indie made a noise of agreement, sinking in the hot water and pulling April to rest against her chest.

April pressed against her girlfriend, smiling contentedly as she felt Indie’s breasts against her shoulder blades. “I love you,” she murmured sweetly, resting the back of her head on Indie’s shoulder. 

She took Indie’s wrists and twined her girlfriend’s arms around her midsection, trailing her fingers over her skin under the water. “I especially love how you can’t say no to me.” 

“Are bubble baths romantic?” (verse 2)

“Yeah. I think so. Have some music, maybe some wine.” Indie said, eyebrow raised in question.

#ship:indpril #xalittlebitbetterx #verse 2

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indiemarkandlexie​:

Lexie returned to the bedroom with a glass of ginger ale and crackers. “Here you go. I’ll get you a shirt,” she offered highly doubting her girlfriend wanted to continue to sit there nearly naked.

“You aren’t dying. It could be a million things,” she said softly looking down. April’s nipples were darker and her breasts were larger. Lexie’s breath caught and she felt her own stomach turn. That’s how she had known she was pregnant. “No. No,” she whispered.

“Thanks, baby,” April said, slipping into the oversized t-shirt. She nibbled on the crackers and laid back down, turning onto her side while keeping an eye on Lexie, who had gone pale as a ghost. 

“What’s wrong, Lex?” she muttered, sleepy now. “Come lay down with me. I promise, I feel fine. I just got so sleepy all of a sudden.” She took a deep breath. “As long as you promise I don’t have some weird nipple disease, or something.” 

[for lex] "Sorry I'm sick on Valentine's Day..."

“It’s okay. We can have a nice night in. I’ll order take out. And we can table all our other plans until you are feeling better.” Lexie assured her girlfriend and kissed the back of her head.

#ship:lexpril #indiemarkandlexie