I don't know if this post will break containment, but will you like/reblog if you are or know a man who is asexual? All of the people in my life seem convinced that being Ace is a 'girl thing' and that Ace men don't exist!
I met a new friend today. Her name was Loneliness. Well, I guess I met her years ago and shoved her away when I didn't need her anymore.
I shoved, and I shoved, and I shoved just to make sure I could leave her behind while I started soaring. I saw an old friend today. Her name was Loneliness.
She cried when she saw me. I don't blame her, I hurt her when we were younger and I don't have a good explanation as to why.
Now I see how bad it hurt. And I'm feeling lonely while I'm still hanging out with Popular because Popular made me feel like someone wanted me there.
And it sounds pretentious but I do, I do hang out with Popular more than everyone else because I left everyone else behind. I shoved and I shoved and I shoved them all away so the little girl in me could get her dream.
To be popular one day.
But now my friends hate me and I don't know what I did. Now Popular really is just a label that fits the stereotypes. And I'm feeling lonely again and I wish I wasn't.
I'm confilctedddd, I've been waiting for the TATWD movie since John Green announced it and I just finally watched the trailer and idk, i don't know if it's as good looking so far as the book's whole writing was.
Wait, where was Mychal in that whole trailer though?
Like, I don't remember the whole thing being so focused on Davis? Like I really hope that's just a trailer thing but if it really is just focusing on Aza crushing on Davis I'm going to be so disappointedddd