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And that kind of confidence, you know, like I was finally - I was good at something, that was so new, and that was so exciting and I just wanted him to know that and, fuck, I just wanted him to be like, “Good job!” And the more he wouldn’t respond, and the more our relationship kinda strained, the deeper into this I went and the better I got. And the more people I cut out, the quieter my life got. And the routine of the kitchen was so consistent and exacting and busy and hard and alive, and I lost track of time and he died. And he left me his restaurant. And over the last couple months I-I’ve been trying to fix it ‘cause it was in rough shape, and I think it’s very clear that me trying to fix the restaurant was me trying to fix whatever was happening with my brother. And I don’t know, maybe fix the whole family because that restaurant, it has and it, it does mean a lot to people. It means a lot to me. I just don’t know if it ever meant anything to him.

THE BEAR (2022-)

#he so damaged fr..

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very high concentration of good dialogue in this 30 sec clip

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spider kidz :P

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an incomplete collection of tweets i consider to be short poems

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Ted Lasso Finale + parallels

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Thought I’d illustrate a piece inspired by The Last of Us.

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JAMES MCAVOY Atonement (2007)

#moments before disaster

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ATONEMENT (2007) dir. Joe Wright

#just watched this film.. #will never recover btw #goodnight

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a very quick poem i just wrote, made from excerpts of texts my mum has sent me this year.

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Frankenstein by Mary Shelley

Text ID:

I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe. If I cannot satisfy the one, I will indulge the other.

#sirius black core

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this is my takeaway from Everything Everywhere All At Once

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Magestic Light, James Coleman

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beach boys… city girls… mountain goats…

#PLEASE

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time smells bad.

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Tumblr PLEEASE give me the blaze update i will pay to put hobbit love on everyones dash

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If y'all didn't realise it by now i am fucking obsessed with this movie