The fun thing about long term depression is that, when I’m particularly struggling, I don’t see it that way; I just think I’m a flaky, lazy, asshole. But then I get my energy back and I realize that I was just depressed and too hard on myself. And then it happens again and it becomes evident..that I’ve learned nothing.
Words cannot explain how depressed and disappointed i am about this tumblr issue. I met so many wonderful people and it is all coming to an end very soon. Of everything i have done since i started my blog, i met a very incredible girl that motivated me to go to Germany. I have since lost contact with her and i am desperate to regain contact with her if to just say goodbye. Once tumblr deletes us, all methods of contact will end. Please help me find Andrea @andrealein-2punkt0. I have 75,000 followers and i am begging you to spread the word and help me find her. Thank you.
but wow when you get to kiss someone you have feelings for and you’ve wanted to kiss them for the longest time and you get to stroke their face and you’re so aware of their body and how nice their lips feel