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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

#moth rebagel #felt this way too hard.....oughhh...

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babe, wake up, new roblox dragon game

#moth rebagel #YOOOOO DRAGON ADVENTURES SPOTTED hello op hi. hi. i am obsessed with this game 👁👁

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My one friend group can't stop saying, "See you in hell!" in a cheerful voice instead of, "Talk to you later!" and my other friend group can't stop calling things "penis" instead of "cool" or "good", so I just unironically uttered the phrase, "Sounds penis, see you in hell," as I got off the phone.

#moth rebagel

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Wait… Isn’t Ed Balls day coming up? ED BALLS DAY, I HAVE TO GET READY TO CELEBRATE 

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gender + species euphoria emotes !!

#YAYAYAYAYAYYY i love these #moth rebagel

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I will open the fucking TikTok app just to watch this video multiple times

#moth rebagel #dude people who dont speak another language would never understand the pain holy shit #right ok im literally learning another language bc i violently despise the idea of being monolingual and this still fucking happens! #sometimes!!! sometimes you gotta adapt words!!!!!! for god sake!!!!! #do you know how jarring it would be if in ENGLISH we started pronouncing words with their original accents? #do you wanna start fucking doing that? #IT. FUCKS. THE. FLOW. #LIVE WITH IT ADAPT WORDS DONT BREAK THE FLOW JUST CUZ THE WORD IS FROM A DIFFERENT DAMN LANGUAGE #i am so full of genuine rage today im sorry but anyway i understand this guy man

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Reblog if you think a woman can be complete without children

Y’ALL HAVE TIME TO REBLOG THIS. IT TAKES LESS THAN FIVE SECONDS.

#moth rebagel #i dont see how people think children determine a whole human being's worth #reblog you fucking cowards women are more than spawn points ffs

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saw a poll about dry/humid heat and like OBVIOUSLY everyone preferred dry heat but. would love to know what everyone considers to be “too hot”

me personally it’s a hard cutoff at 75°F. don’t need anything more than that thank you 🫶🫶🫶

#clicked the wrong option but my cut off is 100% 35°C (i accidentally read the numbers the wrong way around lol) #but thats my absolute limit lmao #im comfy til about 25°C and after that i progressively get worse but i dont mind until above 35°C then im GONE #moth rebagel #moth answers polls

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The purpose of this survey is to collect data about the experiences of people who feel sensations of nonhuman body parts, for example, wings or a tail. Some call these supernumerary phantom limbs, phantom shifts, otherlimbs, or astral limbs, though you may have other preferences for the words you use for your own experiences. If you haven't had those experiences, you can participate in this survey too. This survey was made for people who call themselves otherkin, therianthrope, furry, or any other potentially alterhuman or nonhuman identity. If you don't describe yourself with any of those words, you can participate in this survey too.

The survey will take you about 6 to 15 minutes. Everyone age 18 and up is welcome to fill out the survey at the below link, until it closes on July 6, 2024:

Survey Link

Who is running this survey and why: The person running this survey is Orion Scribner (they/them), an otherkin/therianthrope who has been making projects about these communities since 2005. I will use the results in my panel at an Internet-based convention later this year (OtherCon 2024), and in other future research projects.

#moth rebagel #this is a pretty good survey honestly #for those who want to take it im reblogging it

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Im gonna be so real i wanted to do more but i was not in a good mood so expect some other edits eventually but this weird freak is mine now, thanks op

ᴵ ᵈᵒ ᵉᵛᵉⁿᵗᵘᵃˡˡʸ ᶦⁿᵗᵉⁿᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵍᶦᵛᵉ ʰᶦᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ᵃʳᵐ ᵗᵃᵗᵗᵒᵒ ᵒʳ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰᶦⁿᵍ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ˡᶦᵏᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ˢᵗᵘᶠᶠ ᶦⁿᶜˡᵘᵈᶦⁿᵍ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᶠᵘᶜᵏᶦⁿᵍ ᶜˡᵒᵗʰᵉˢ ᵇᵘᵗ ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ⁿᵒʷ ᶦ ʷᶦˡˡ ᵉˣᵖˡᵒᵈᵉ ᶦᶠ ᶦ ᵗʳʸ ʷᵒʳᵏ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᶦˢ ᶠᵘʳᵗʰᵉʳ,,,

Anyway twunkboy rat cat demon hes awful i enjoy him a lot

P.s. Thats not hair dont try brush it

this submitted design was ai-generated and posted on deviantart with the purpose of sale, but ai-generated images aren’t intellectual property, so now it’s yours! free-to-use.

#moth rebagel #moth makes the arts #yeah i have made so many biological facts about him that explains why he looks so plain here #why? because im a fucking freak and prefer simpler designs with overcomplex outfits sometimes also biology fits into that because erm #fuck you thats why!! #ai art is art theft #fuck ai art

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#moth rebagel

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original

salmon and bonito flakes

roller skates

floral perfume

rawr

busted up converse sneakers

grape cherry cola in the evening

dead bouquet

at the fair at dusk with candyfloss

messing around with colour pallettes for the tramsgener flag, reblogs appreciated ((: free to use for whatever, i'd love to see what you do with them!!

gonna do uhhhhhghffdhvbh non binary flag next or maybe bi or pan idk

#moth rebagel #i fw this a lot actually #inspired.../pos

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SURPRISE ATTACK! SCARVIO MEME DUMP PART 9!!

#moth rebagel

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Harvest him

DRAW YOUR FURSONA LIKE THIS.

#moth makes the arts #moth rebagel #op i dont know you but i really had to do this #for the ghits and shiggles #this isnt even my fursona i dont have one i just drew myself

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#GIRLBOSSES ASSEMBLE #moth rebagel

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big mud baby

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Say hi to Aloisa the Leavanny! She came all the way from Pokémon Go to Paldea, and she's so happy to see you she's doing a little twirl! 💚

#op holy shit i love her oh my god :((((( #moth rebagel