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[baenxietydad]

when john darnielle said "it's a sort of defiance. suffering is seldom joyful, but expressing one's capacity for survival almost always is" he was so right for that

#insp #the mountain goats

[baenxietydad]

Ah, galbi-jjim.

Mu-yeol had never had but a couple tastes of it because fairies didn't eat meat, but. Well, he had to taste it when he cooked it before at a restaurant in Korea he briefly worked at.

It was...fine. If you liked meat.

He'd stick to seafood and veggies, but like, you do you.

"That makes sense. And it might be nice talking to fewer people." Mu-yeol said. "It'll be nice for me at least. To not have to be 'on.' Bartending is like...like being on stage. Except it isn't even very fun."

@plutothe-pup

How Do You Do Fellow Employee || Dogfish Shark

#milo

[baenxietydad]

"Yes, yes, show him!" Mu-yeol encouraged him, waving him to hurry and do it. "Jun-ha would love to see you dance. Right, Jun-ha-yah?"

Jun-ha didn't need goading. He actually did really want to see Nemo's dances! It made him quite sad that he didn't get to before. And that Nemo didn't get to see Su-mi tell stories in their home hollow, or hear Won-shik sing, or know that Won-shik's love of music and the arts in general really came from Nemo's own father.

Nemo and his father were more similar than Nemo probably knew, but Jun-ha did.

"I'd love to see them, Nam-minnie." Jun-ha said, hoping his smile was wide enough for Nemo to believe he wasn't just being polite.

"He's amazing, Jun-ha!" Mu-yeol hyped him up.

Somaek Bonding || The Baes (feat. Bae Jun-ha)

#nemo #jun-ha

[baenxietydad]

It matters because I gave it meaning bitch

#insp #the mountain goats

[baenxietydad]

the mountain goats will record a miserable, devastating, beautiful song and call it Outer Scorpion Squadron

#insp #the mountain goats

[baenxietydad]

@davidhatter

Okaaaaaay, right. Yeah, he wasn't that oblivious, he could gather what the amount of effort plus the timing meant. Part of him twisted uncomfortably only because he knew how much time David must have spent preparing everything.

He didn't have to do all of that just for him!

Most of him though felt warm and fuzzy. Because he knew that David had wanted to and had been happy to do it.

This sort of acknowledgement of his birthday was the kind he could get on board with.

Mu-yeol pressed a kiss to Hatter's cheek before giving him a knowing look, a silent 'you're caught.' "You thought of everything. It sounds great. I love pesto, basil has to be one of the top ten plants."

Happy Unbirthday || Hatfish

#hatter

[baenxietydad]

requested by fifthdarkdevaofdestruction

#insp

[baenxietydad]

I saw you shaking in the cold Korean air There but for the grace of the lord of song I would be this very second and I'm coming right along You had your cardigan on I looked toward the sky and the white bird was gone I remember your eyelids I remember your body now

#birthday spam #r: so yeon

[baenxietydad]

#me

#insp #birthday spam

[baenxietydad]

siblings

Erica E. Goode // boygenius // the mountain goats dawes // heartattackkidd // the mountain goats (again) // the avett brothers

#r: bae siblings #i have so many feelings about mu-yeol and his siblings #birthday spam

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#fc #birthday spam

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#insp #birthday spam!!

[baenxietydad]

I am healthy, I am whole But I have poor impulse control And I want to go home But I am home

Riches and Wonders / All Hail West Texas

#all hail west texas #the mountain goats #birthday spam

[baenxietydad]

JENNY JENNY JENNY JENNY JENNY JENNY JENNY JENNY JENNY JENNY JENNY JENNY JENNY JENNY JENNY

#the mountain goats #jenny from thebes #all hail west texas #birthday spam

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get to know me → (1/5) favourite musicians: the mountain goats

“I wish they’d conduct a national poll to find out who feels out of place and who doesn’t. Just to get the numbers, you know? To get a feel for how many of us there are.”

#the mountain goats #insp #birthday spam lol #also happy birthday the sunset tree

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@davidhatter

Mu-yeol still didn’t suspect anything. Why would he? It was dinner time!

Maybe Hatter craved something sweet after, he wouldn’t know. All he knew was that he trusted that it was going to be good. That’s the thing about your partner being a kitchen witch— you never had to wonder if you’d like what he made.

“I figured that much,” Mu-yeol teased him. “What’d you make for dinner?”

Happy Unbirthday || Hatfish

#hatter

[baenxietydad]

I am the sun-filled god of love. Or at least an optimistic under-secretary. There should be a word for it. - Gabrielle Calvocoressi

[full opening part under the cut]

The days I don’t want to kill myself are extraordinary. Deep bass. All the people in the streets waiting for their high fives and leaping, I mean leaping, when they see me. I am the sun-filled god of love. Or at least an optimistic under-secretary. There should be a word for it.

#cw: suicide mention #this poem is about the joy you feel on good days but discusses suicide so like listen if you're in a good place #but this poem is...literally mu-yeol #Youtube