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you remember when we met? Dean texted Cas one night. Cas flopped down on his bed, smiling up at his phone.

Yes. At the dance, he texted back. Immediately, the dot dot dots of a return message being written popped up.

first high school dance!! i was freaking out so much before. just randomly thought of it today, Dean’s text read.

It was definitely an experience, Cas replied. It had been a couple of years since that dance, and he and Dean had become firm friends. Best friends, even. Cas bit his lip, watching those dot dot dots reappear as Dean began to write back. It still made his stomach flip when Dean texted him. It still made his heart thud when Dean paid him attention. It always had, right from the moment they’d first met.

Sometimes, he could have sworn Dean felt the same way -

But he couldn’t be sure, and he couldn’t risk losing their friendship by confessing how he felt. It was just too much to lose.

i had no one to dance with. it was so embarrassing. i was so not popular back then, god, Dean said. Cas smiled at his phone. It was hard to imagine handsome, gorgeous, charming Dean as anything less than king of the school these days - but Cas remembered dorky little freckled freshman Dean with a good kind of pinch in his chest. At that first high school dance, he’d looked so lost and crushed when everyone had paired up and he’d had no one; Cas had seen him from across the hall, and gone to talk to him.

He’d been too shy to ask Dean to dance, though, obviously.

why’d you even come talk to me? we were there for like 2 hours and you could’ve probably danced with anyone in that room, Dean said, double-texting without shame, as he tended to do.

I felt for you, Cas typed out. Or at least, that’s what he intended to type out - and it was only after he hit send that he realised what he’d actually said.

I fell for you, read the message, in stark black letters. Oh, no. Cas felt a wave of panic rush over him as Dean’s dot dot dots appeared. He swallowed hard and began to type, too, thumbs slipping in his haste. Sorry, typo, he wrote. I meant -

wait what. you did? said Dean. Cas deleted what he’d written, his heart in his throat. His thumbs hovered over the keyboard, with no idea what to type. Yes, said his honesty. No, just joking, said the easy way out. I’m moving to Peru, said the only possible permanent solution to the entire mess.

Dean’s dot dot dots appeared before he could settle on a reply, and Cas felt his usual stomach flip - only a thousand times worse. His hands were actually shaking a little bit.

because… you wouldn’t have been the only one, said Dean’s message.

Cas’ phone slipped out of his hands and hit him in the face.

The next day, Dean kissed the little bruise it left on his nose. And then he kissed Cas’ cheek. And then he kissed his lips.

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Dean’s everything is Cas y’all

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ok but can we talk about how they made it very clear that dean is upset the most about cas dying out of kelly, mary and crowley?

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SPN hiatus creations | Week Eighteen | Always Keep Fighting

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Cockles in s12 gag reel

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Me When People Argue Over Brallon And Ryden:

*curls up into a ball in the corner of a room clutching my brallon fics with my ryden ones splayed out in front of me as I quietly sob to both Pretty. Odd. and Vices and Virtues playing at the same time at a high velocity while scrolling through both tags on tumblr*

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Can we all just take a minute and look at this reply halsey made?

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JUST MAKE-OUT ALREADY

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Ryan Ross singing "Well I'm afraid that I" in Karma Police reblog if you agree

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What she says: I'm fine.

What she means: Brendon Boyd Urie has literally kissed Dallon James Weekes on stage and said "and I'd do it again" and the stage gay was the best thing that ever graced this shit hole of a planet and stupid ass fans kept bringing it up to the band members and drove a wedge between The Forehead Man and The Stilts Man and got the stage gay taken away from the rest of us good fans simply aching for a gay fix of gayness

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favourite albums moodboards vol. II

vices & virtues moodboard

(stitched together bc it’s finicky otherwise)

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Brendon: Dallon is too tall for me to kiss him on the lips. What should I do?

Ian: Punch him in the stomach. Then, when he doubles over in pain, kiss him.

Spencer: Tackle him.

Zack: Kick him in the shin.

Dallon: NO TO ALL OF THOSE!! JUST ASK ME TO LEAN DOWN!!

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That time Dallon kissed Brendon’s lip better on stage

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everything about you is so overwhelming 💌