beanyfart2

[beanyfart2]

[beanyfart2]

Dude for real though your worth as a human being is not dependent on how productive or “useful” you are. You could do nothing but lay in bed all today and you’d still be worthy of respect and care. Bro you are a living breathing human being and your life has inherent value. Like straight up you don’t have to do something impossible or world changing with your time on earth in order for you to matter. We are all specks of dust in the cosmos and the fact that you exist at all means you are important. Dude you don’t have to earn the right to live bro, like I swear bro, like no cap.

[beanyfart2]

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#you're not really a very good friend lol #not very reliable #not very responsive #seem to forget about others if you're fixated on someone or something else #i can be like that too i guess #I'm not a very good friend at times #but at what point does it go from you suck rn to you just kinda suck?

[beanyfart2]

Escape screen time, rearrange furniture, open all the windows even if it’s cold, drop the baggage, drop the stuff piled up in the closet, drop the clothes I haven’t worn since 2019, go outside every day, breathe fresh air, stay out until it gets dark, feel the sun on my face

[beanyfart2]

oh this is nothing that chewing my leg off like an animal stuck in a trap cant solve

[beanyfart2]

How do I learn how to make a home within myself

#I've learned that I can't make homes out of people #or places #so how do i make myself feel at home within myself and wherever I am

[beanyfart2]

to put it simply, the right people will get you. you will not have to fight for breadcrumbs of love. you will not have to beg for attention. the right people will love you freely and easily, and will carve out space in their life for you. the right people will check up on you on your bad days & laugh with you on your good. you will find friends who embrace every part of you, and who will push you to grow. someday, any trace of those who hurt you will be filled with warmth from those who never will.

[beanyfart2]

Be the reason people still believe in good intentions, genuine energy, and gorgeous hearts of gold.

[beanyfart2]

On Love and Community

@princes-heels // ? // @inkskinned // mitski, my love mine all mine//@littlespoonsokka // @boymiffy // @2aminhouston // ? // @theviralwitch // @noodle // @criterioncollectiongirl // @fatsoupy // ? // @mjalti // george saunders, congratulations, by the way// @jb-blunk // @ponchopeligroso // @headspace-hotel // everything, everywhere, all at once(2022) //@cheruib // ? // ? // @tordenvejr

[beanyfart2]

Grumpydoodleprincess

[beanyfart2]

I think about you less and less every day. It's kinda sad and also kind of a relief

#still thinking about you a lot though #more than I'd care to honestly

[beanyfart2]

*minces onion and garlic for you with romantic intentions*

[beanyfart2]

You need to be more accepting. Let things into your heart. If you were a better, open-minded person, this bullet I just put through your chest would not be affecting you this much.

[beanyfart2]

all i wanna do is lie in the sun!!!! read my books!!!! daydream about fictional scenarios!!!!! love without fear of abandonment!!!!!! smell like vanilla!!!!!!! cry over great poetry!!!!! sit on the grass for hours on end!!!!! not care about how others perceive me!!!!!! find god in the smallest of things!!!!! be free of guilt and shame!!!!

[beanyfart2]

*hugs myself* thank you for trying every day

[beanyfart2]

“She demands a great deal from life; she reads, dreams of love —always of love.”

— Ivan Turgenev, A Correspondence (1855)

[beanyfart2]

me and Clifford Prince King for his series “Let me know when you get home” shot in Syracuse, New York