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How to get 3k immediately???

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Every time you put yourself out there, despite the possibility of rejection, you validate your courage and willingness to take risks. Embrace rejection as a form of empowerment. Your journey is one of hope, not self-shame.

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I can't even 'be' at this moment. The chaos is engulfing me like how fire consumes everything. But I'm still here, feeling it all, that's the biggest problem.

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I really don't know what I'm persisting for anymore. Why live if I'm going to be miserable always?

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If I have to complain about the same thing over and over, I should just kill myself and end it all.

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About me: unsuitable for every fucking thing, rejected from every fucking thing.

How do I hold myself together? How?

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Vladimir Mayakovsky, from a letter featured in "Love in the Heart of Everything; The Correspondence between Vladimir Mayakovsky & Lili Brik, 1915-1930,"

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For the better I hope, otherwise I might not make it at all.

when you're 32 you will meet someone who will change your life forever

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If useless people don't deserve to live, when can I die?

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its like you dont even want to sell your life to a corporation

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“In front of my mother and my sisters, I pretend love is cheap and vulgar. I act like it’s a sin– I pretend that love is for women on a dark path. But at night i dream of a love so heavy it makes my spine throb.– I dream up a lover who makes love like he is separating salt from water.”

— Salma Deera, “salt”  

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i already have a job and it's called keeping myself alive. why do i have to be employed on top of that

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Public speaking is actually really easy if you don't respect a single soul in that room. I've had an incredibly easy time delivering speeches when I hated everybody I saw and they all thought I did amazing because my disdain was read as confidence. I don't have any tips for you I'm just telling you a fact

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Am I doing everything wrongly? I really can't stand living anymore.

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THEY KEEP ASKING ME IF I WOULD DIE FOR THEM AND I KEEP ASKING WHY THEY WANT ME DEAD