beige-w0rld

[beige-w0rld]

[beige-w0rld]

[beige-w0rld]

[beige-w0rld]

Look player what do you want to do?

Ok five to ten random things in my notes. Lots of these are just partials of a whole text block. One of these are the lyrics for cuidate. The last one is a part of an interlude joint. Dream logs. Car sessions.

1) Filthy hands pray to a quiet god

Gimme some bands gimme some bands gimme some bands

I haven’t seen the love just gimme the bands

Ring finger bloody, the nail polish almost completely chipped off.

2)

Beigeworld Beigeworld Beigeworld

do u think there is an after

asking this fucked up at afters

only silence thats what ive heard

guess ill run it up while im here

3) She took me back to her spot, I kept asking where even am i? Im supposed to wake up early for work and I dont have my car so how did i even get here?

She laughed and showed me her room

I saw a clock and said oh we must be in the same time zone at least

I saw 6 other clocks all different times and knew I didn’t actually know what time it was

She told me that I was in ontario Canada

I accepted that I wasn’t going to make it to work and proceeded to look around her room more

4) Ps2 graphics of grand house

5)

Tengo a mis padres mis hermanos y sobrinos

Pero de ahí yo no reclamo nada mas

Lo material solo se usa no lo tienes

En un hogar donde te quieren

Nunca vas a poder fallar

6)

Who am i?

Theres a winding road and it coils like the diamondback i saw in mexico

In a dream

I have been in love

I have been in love

I do not have a face

I don’t

Seeing myself through a silhouette in my minds eye

I’ll go through loops

I’ll etch my name on this earth

This little space for us

Everything I have is ours

I have been in love

Youuuuu taught me about me

Who am I I am love

My name is not my name

I am love

7)

filthy hands pray to a quiet god

Half a year since i seen ur face

colder now but the kindness that you give still remains

Hope is kernel small but i still wait here all the same

8)

Cuidate

Cada mañana me levanto y doy gracias por un nuevo día

Cada noche yo le ruego al universo que te cuide en mi ausencia de tu vida

Y Cada vez que te vas

Cada vez que te vas

Yo Me rompo y me quedo bien quieto solo yo y la luna

Le pido que me diga que todo está bien en tú vida

Que me cuente que llegaste a tu casa y que tengas tu comida

Me haces falta como el agua

De ti cargo una sed

Y cada vez que te vas

Cada vez que te vas

Yo me pierdo en mis dudas

De verdad no me quieres

Y yo que puedo hacer

Y yo que puedo

Y yo que puedo hacer

Ya hace tiempo que no lloro

Yo aquí sigo puesto pa cuando tú quieras volver

Ya no te vayas me vida cuando estamos juntos siento alegría en los huesos y en el ser

Como no te voy a querer?

Y cada vez que te vas

Cada vez que te vas

Yo me rompo y me quedo quietito solo yo y la luna

Cuídate linda no tardes en volver

9)

what is a dream? can i will things into existence through a plane of thought.

ten pm and im sleeping cause i just want to get back to the job.

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las cosas cambian no hay porque negar. solo accepto y intento recordar

las cimas

que es un sueño? quieres hablar?

hablame. pero déjame dormir en paz.

10) Nalgene Story (interlude)

I roll over and grab her nalgene bottle and proceed to drain it

the feeling’s nice so i refilled it, killed a quarter of it, then passed it to her.

Tonight I ignore my phones tinder notifications while she ignores her ex’s text

don't worry dude she’ll text you back

the feeling's nice so I’ll feel bad when she does.

#first draft #partial #secretive #beigeworld #poem #apolopierre