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Tomorrow is the weekend.

23 days until my bf and I go away for the weekend

113 days until my vacation/get to see my dad

123 days until my 24th birthday

All I ever do is count down until I can turn my brain off and relax.

I time how long until I can get home, from the minute I wake up in the morning my brain goes : 12 hours and 45 minutes until it’s acceptable to get back into bed.

When will I have a life that I enjoy enough to not mentally calculate how long until it’s over?

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droplets

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A faerie introduces himself. Then, holding out a hand, asks, “And your name, please?”

And, like a fool, you give it to him.

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“The best thing about the bedroom was the bed. I liked to stay in bed for hours, even during the day with covers pulled up to my chin. It was good in there, nothing ever occurred in there, no people, nothing.”

— Charles Bukowski

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:)

(via)

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you can start learning anything you always wanted at any point in your life. & how nice it is to remember that

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my favorite childhood memory is having energy

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“you’re so quiet” bro it's literally so loud in my brain.

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i’ll probably never see that face again but life goes on

“It’s all about the one face you look for in a room full of people.”

— Penqwen

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*15yo me, 18yo me, 24yo me all nodding*

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if you can’t handle me at my worst that’s understandable cause i can’t either

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unless you follow me on tumblr

y’all get to see shit no one else does

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