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hoa phong lan

the faint scent of cigarettes and the pitter patter of rainfall, brisk like the breeze. the uncut grass that's wet and the sweetness of fruit i recall, crisp like the sound of keys. even in downpours and high humidity the delicate reminder of you stays, never washing away. orchids were his favorite flower, "I love you now and always."

a poem i wrote in high school in memory of my grandpa

[binasthoughts]

hoa phong lan

the faint scent of cigarettes and the pitter patter of rainfall, brisk like the breeze. the uncut grass that's wet and the sweetness of fruit i recall, crisp like the sound of keys. even in downpours and high humidity the delicate reminder of you stays, never washing away. orchids were his favorite flower, "I love you now and always."

a poem i wrote in high school in memory of my grandpa

#poem

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roses are red,

and violets are fucking ugly, 

is what you’ve said for as long as i’ve known you. you’d buy them from the flower shop just to set them on fire, said there was something fitting about destroying the visibly unright. 

i suppose it must’ve been how they reminded you of blooming bruises and rotting corpses, how flesh turned cool was an unsightly sight. 

you’d fucking believe me if you’d read my thesis. 

you said that too, for as long as i’ve known you. 

i did, i did i did i did a million times over. but page after page, there was nothing more than your bright rose rage, your tears violet petals caging every phrase. 

if you gave a shit about me, you’d understand. 

but i do, i do i do i do. 

but how could i ever despise the violets that color your crystalline eyes?

roses are red,

violets are everything that remind me of you,

i wish you’d’ve warned me,

before you burned up too. 

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Thoughts on this fat squirrel that approached me the other day

VINAUR: It’s cute! That’s a nice picture!

I think that the squirrel is staring up at you in jealousy because of how great and amazing you are. I wish i were the fat squirrel, i had to skip dinner again today.

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This is a real slide that my cs professor put in our lesson

Vina got this right because she’s a cs major and thus built different from us commoners. Omg red one sus I’m also a cs major now.

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VINAUR and me joint blog post!

My face is itchy from all the oil paint fumes I’ve inhaled today. And the Gamsol our teacher disapproves of but I used anyway because I don’t believe in vegetable oil being an effective enough cleanser for my EXPENSVIE student grade brushes she also didn’t recommend. You’re so real for that. Today Owen forgot his charger in the Ginn Library (which he apparently actually forgot over night, he had no idea) and I had to go pick it up for him right after my class. Why does bro keep forgetting his stuff everywhere he goes. He’s lost his water bottle at least three times now. You know what, sometimes that’s what you need. You know, Alyssa shared an anecdote regarding Owen with me yesterday. Owen is Alyssa’s Number