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#text #mever mind everything is fine and im not going to die

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#text #TODAY IS GOING TO SUCK SO BAD #OH MY FUCKING GOD

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you ever get surprised by your own recurring issues. like come on man. I thought we were past this.

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literally anything could happen to my body and if there were blood in my underwear later i would be like, "oh, that explains it". insomnia. manic episodes. stigmata. my period feels like a plausible explanation for any of these things.

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my days off love to start out as a psychological horror story

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this too shall pass

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oh! i should totally tell them about- *glances at my "am i being annoying" meter in the corner of my vision* ...i often find such peace in silent reflection 😌

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no matter how many times i reread my chapters i find new mistakes, i've read chapter 4 of washed up like 20 times since posting and i've had to edit three things Today im not even done rereading this time sobs

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i will not accidentally put myself in a bad mood. i will take a shower and then write and be so happy forever

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i truly believe that if i didn't have anxiety everything else in the world would be fine. depression bipolar whatever the fuck else if i was not an anxious mess about literally every decision or action i make i would be perfect

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made breakfast and made lunch im sort of the bravest person alive

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i already have a job and it's called keeping myself alive. why do i have to be employed on top of that

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u ever wish ur mind would just shut the fuck up