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I painted my sigal, just realized some people aren't in the discord and haven't seen it. This was pour paint and textured pasted, hence all the raised detail. The light doesn't really do it justice but looking at it reminds me how cool my brain can be and that I shouldn't hate it for being depressed sometimes.

#actually autistic #blackash speaks

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I like how we all collectively freak out a little bit when we can see his collar bone or his forearms. It's like the one thing that binds this fandom together.

#harvey specter

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May not be a new chapter until next weekend as I won't have an actual full day off until this friday because my company would rather pay us overtime than let us be fully staffed. 16 days straight isn't even close to breaking my record at this job.

And I'm not going to lie- alternating between swing, grave and day shifts is exhausting for someone who needs routine.

Sorry gang.

#it was always you #bleeding through #autistic author struggles #blackash speaks

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Okay, so, because of the scam they pulled, Mike went to prison. People could argue that it was a direct consequence of meeting Harvey and Mike might have been better off, never knowing him.

But let’s not forget what Mike was doing when they met. Chances are, with the stuff he let himself talk into, he would have ended up in prison anyway. But then without a person on his side who fought hell and high water to get him out again.

#marvey

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OK so I just started watching Suits to see what the big deal was. And then I started shipping these two. I came to tumblr and surprise, I wasn't the only one to ship them? It felt validating.

So anyways, I was just watching this scene and maybe someone might have said this already, but in this scene Mike does not tie his bowtie properly. And we kind of know he didn't use to own suits of his own or didn't wear them much. So it's safe to assume he didn't actually tie his own bowtie when he came out of the car.

And now I can't just stop imagining Harvey leaning across the seat, getting real close as he fiddles with Mike's bowtie. Tying it with practiced fingers, his knuckles brushing Mike's upturned neck.

It's just too much...help! These two have so much more chemistry than their potential love interest and it's crazy.

#marvey

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on the topic of fruity and pathetic baby girls

look at what happens to him when mike tells him he needs a little space

he's practically catatonic here????

#marvey

[blackashbluephoenix]

OK so I just started watching Suits to see what the big deal was. And then I started shipping these two. I came to tumblr and surprise, I wasn't the only one to ship them? It felt validating.

So anyways, I was just watching this scene and maybe someone might have said this already, but in this scene Mike does not tie his bowtie properly. And we kind of know he didn't use to own suits of his own or didn't wear them much. So it's safe to assume he didn't actually tie his own bowtie when he came out of the car.

And now I can't just stop imagining Harvey leaning across the seat, getting real close as he fiddles with Mike's bowtie. Tying it with practiced fingers, his knuckles brushing Mike's upturned neck.

It's just too much...help! These two have so much more chemistry than their potential love interest and it's crazy.

#marvey #suits usa #Check your sanity and most laws at the door #We have a discord it makes the problem better #Or worse #Depends on the day I think

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So I wasn't going to read this initially because Trevor has a tendency to trigger me, but I think this is a brilliant take on how users self-justify their actions. Author doesn't have to context for the rest of the series, but this piece definitely showcases how Trevor justifies betraying Mike to himself.

Also the smut is great so there's that. Great mix of kinky and sweet, with possessiveness on both sides. So often it's Harvey getting like that over Mike but Mike is actually pretty territorial too. And you just know Harvey is into it way more than he ever expected to be.

And I know a lot of people like the idea or Harvey knowing he's there and Mike either not knowing or being too lost in what Harvey's doing to care, but I also really like the idea of Harvey giving Mike his undivided attention to the point where he doesn't even notice Trevor.

hear me out- trevor being forced to watch Harvey fuck Mike. Realizing he will never have mike the way harvey does. will never be able to fuck mike as good as harvey can. hell- mike isn’t even looking at him, can’t keep his eyes off harvey moaning and begging for him. but harvey loves to brag and can’t help but look up and smirk at trevor.

or maybe trevor walks in on harvey and mike and they don’t hear him and so he watches from his little hiding spot - turned on and jealous

#nsfw #marvey #ficlet #in conclusion #fuck Trevor Evans #still #but I'm glad I read this

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Thinking... Thursday night for chapter 3? Friday?.Maybe? Depends on if I can get 4 finished tonight. Its a werid schedule but it makes sense to me.

#bleeding through #it was always you

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Big welcome to my new followers who I'm assuming are coming from my new fic. If you're new here be sure to read my teaser trailer before jumping into the first two chapters of the main fic. I know it's very angsty right now but I'll occasionally drop lighter bits here so you know it will be worth it in the end.

Next chapter will be up later this week.

#it was always you #bleeding through #mike x harvey #marvey

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Chapter 2 is up! This one is from Mike's POV.

Please review.

#marvey #mike x harvey #suits marvey

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Mike knew damn well that he wasn't the only one having nightmares. As close together as they slept at night, it was impossible not to feel how Harvey would start awake with a single gasp and lie there, breathing hard for a long moment, occassionally dragging his fingers through Mike's hair, trying to calm himself down.

He was also aware of the ritual that would come after- how Harvey would gently shift Mike onto his side, and adjust the pillows around him so that he wouldn't wake up uncomfortable and the blankets so he wouldn't wake up cold. Then he'd get out of bed, down what was left of his water and then get up to refill his glass before he double and tripple checked that every door in the apartment was locked. Only then would Harvey allow himself to lay back down, wrapping himself as tightly around Mike as possible reguardless of what the consequences would be for his back in the morning.

It was getting less and less unusual for Mike to wake up practically pinned to the mattress with Harvey's body curled defensively over him.

#marvey #mike x harvey #it was always you #fanfixtion #just a reminder that things WILL get better before I drag you all into my angsty hell brain. #bleeding through

[blackashbluephoenix]

I'm working on Chapter 4 and I've started and scrapped it like four times because I feel like I can't quite capture how much Harvey is struggling with knowing Mike is alone in a jail cell.

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Chapter 2 should be up tonight assuming I'm in the right headspace to publish. Kinda a mess rn, not gonna lie.

#marvey #mike x harvey #harvey specter #it was always you #bleeding through

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But those pleading pretty blue eyes *do* change Harvey's answer. Every. Single. Time.

#but the physical expression if Mike would #marvey #mike ross #harvey specter x mike ross #harvey specter

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#harvey specter x mike ross #harvey specter #mike ross #patrick j adams #gabriel macht #suits tv #marvey #marvey tweets

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I think one of the best fics I have ever read refers to Harvey as 'sweetly possessive' and I think that's accurate, even with all of the probabmatic implications that come along with it. If you're one of only the handful of people he lets in- Mike being the prime example- you can touch his stuff, since he knows you'll be careful. You can ask him for things. He'll look after you financially and physically, and he'll do his best emotionally even though he's not great in that department. He can't stand it when anyone or anything of his is hurt or under threat. He can't stop himself from stepping in, from trying to stop it. He doesn't mean to be controlling, but sometimes it can come off that way if the person he's devoted to doesn't want him to react that way or want him to take control of the situation.

#marvey #mike x harvey #harvey specter #mike ross #suits marvey #suits usa #harvey x mike