blackhairedjjun

[blackhairedjjun]

home from a long trip for work and im tired asf 🤪 anon hasn't responded to me so i guess i'll write their original prompt for 300 followers event and then i'll be done!

#bhj rambles

[blackhairedjjun]

OMG 😭😭😭 these are soooo angsty but i love this kind of angst, where it's tragic and intertwined with fate. prince kai's reminds of a mix of greek tragedy and fairy tale 💔

Three Cursed Princes *these won't be actual fics, this is just conceptual - I only wrote the synopses

Prince Yeonjun has known almost his entire life of the prophecy with his name. Written mere months after his birth, bringing shadow to cloud his parents' joy, the royal couple's most trusted advisor and skilled seer proclaimed that when the prince found his truest love, it would be at the price of a great sorrow. Whose sorrow, the seer could not determine, nor did she see a name of the one who completed the other half of the fate - the truest love. The tale of the prince's destiny was well known throughout the kingdom, with many parents from respected families discouraged from their aspirations of merging with the royal family through marriage by the warnings of the seers. Despite Yeonjun being the only child of the king and queen due to unfortunate circumstances, they pardoned him from his duty of carrying on the family line, wholeheartedly believing the fate they were sold. As a young man, Yeonjun himself only half believes the fate that has been attached to his name, following him even in his years of childhood. But when he begins to fall for a girl from a neighbouring kingdom, breaking all the rules to sneak out at night to see her and quickly form a connection, he can't stop hearing the cursed story in his mind. 

Though they know they should stay away from each other, though they know the predicted doom hanging over their heads if they give in to their attraction, they just can't bear to be apart. Will they be able to live with the cost of their love?

Prince Beomgyu is about to marry the love of his life. A happy future lies ahead and the couple are excited to begin it. But when the prince is woken in the middle of the night by his distressed council, informing him of a horrible curse has been placed, threatening to plunge the kingdom into eternal, impenetrable darkness, Beomgyu must choose between his own happiness and the safety of his people. He’s horrified to learn that he must sacrifice all memory of the love he holds so dear in order to break the curse that looms over their heads, growing ever closer; he will not recognise her face, her name, all feelings he has ever held for her erased. Her memory, however, will remain untarnished. Feeling he has no choice, the prince agrees, bolting to the other side of the castle where his fiance is staying to see her one last time before the spell takes effect.

Can love break a curse, even if the one you love has no recollection of it?

One should never anger the gods—but the gods like to hide in plain sight. Prince Kai hates hunting, but his uncle, his sole guardian, makes him join the hunting party as it's a long standing royal tradition. While he doesn't enjoy hunting animals, he has been trained in archery since he was young and is very skilled in the sport. On the trip he is pressured into shooting a deer, which it turns out is truly the god of the woods. As penance, the prince is cursed. Kai knows not what the curse entails, and lives in fear of the day he finds out. His uncle scours the land for someone who could divine the details of the magic placed that day, but to no avail; all they can do is wait to see it play out. But I can tell you, reader, the nature of the curse: when the prince finds his true love – and he will — the first kiss they share will draw her into the magic that binds their fate, and she will be forced to spend her days changing between human and doe, with the prince compelled to chase and hunt her against his own will, his own heart, for the rest of their time on earth.

Can Prince Kai find a way to break the spell before it drives him to lose the one he loves?

#i know you'll never write these but they're lovely as ideas too #rec:yeonjun #rec:beomgyu #rec:hueningkai

[blackhairedjjun]

Happy one year to foec! 🌷

There are currently flowers in a vase in the kitchen, and this morning I noticed that one of the buds that was closed opened! It's so cool they can do that even after they've been picked. Seeing your post reminded me about it, and since we don't usually have flowers in the house but somebody gave us a bouquet and this flower bloomed today, I've decided it was for this reason 🤗💕

thank you cee!! what a beautiful flower 😍 and that's so cool that it still opened even in the vase!

i looked up pink lilies to see what your flower means and they mean many things, but one of the meanings i saw is infatuation and admiration - aka you give them to someone you're attracted to 🥰 i can see prince yeonjun giving pink lilies to foec!yn in that context, maybe he asked yn's dad for the perfect flower to show how he feels...

#mapofthemazeinthemirror #bhj's inbox #fic:flowers of every color

[blackhairedjjun]

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY FIRST FIC ON THIS BLOG ヽ(*⌒▽⌒*)ﾉ

thank you to everyone who has shown foec so much love over the past year!! looking back on it there are some things i would change about this just because i've learned more as a writer, but on the other hand it really doesn't matter anymore. i'm proud of this fic and i'm glad i was able to complete it.

i also met so many lovely people on moablr because of this fic and i'm so glad <3 thank you for taking the time to talk to me as the author!!

(if you haven't read foec yet btw, please do!)

flowers of every color

a series

pairing: choi yeonjun x gender neutral reader

summary: when your father is assigned as the new head gardener to the royal family, you are also tasked with helping him maintain the castle's many gardens and extensive floral arrangements. by chance you find yourself crossing paths with the "ice-cold" crown prince, choi yeonjun... who turns out to be not as ice-cold as everyone says he is.

genre: royalty au, prince!yeonjun, gardener!reader, strangers to friends to lovers, fluff, angst, the language of flowers, multiple endings (1 good and 1 bad)

featuring: choi soobin, choi beomgyu (the choi line are all distant relatives here)

warnings: see chapters for specific warnings

status: complete!

author's notes:

do not expect historical or botanical accuracy here! the flowers chosen in each chapter are mainly for aesthetics and symbolism, and might not accurately reflect their cultivation or growing seasons. the language of flowers used here is based on western victorian floriography (rather than other countries' systems) since the royalty au here is already heavily based on european aesthetics.

the first half of the story or so will be fluff, while the next will be angst with a bit of hurt/comfort towards the end. after that there will be both a good and a bad ending.

the first chapter was written in one sitting as a "let's get this idea out of the system" kind of thing, so the quality might be a different from later chapters. i may go back and make an edited version of the first chapter if it have the time and energy to do so!

taglist (CLOSED) @seosalad @lilplilplilp @yeonboy @pyuae @hyuneyeon @strawbrinkofdeath @yushiu @mazeinthemoon @banggyu0308 @shytubatu @kyaneosprincess @agustdiv1ne @whippedforbeomgyu @justineasian @skywithf1 @wrongbathroom @choizzn @bangchansbae @huskyhunny @catsyoon @flowerbe0m

masterlist

chapter 1: irises

chapter 2: yellow roses

chapter 3: lilies of the valley

chapter 4: pink roses

chapter 5: sunflowers

chapter 6: red and purple zinnias

chapter 7: striped carnations

chapter 8: sweet peas

chapter 9: purple hyacinths

chapter 10: red roses

good ending: daffodils

bad ending: white lilies

this fic has also been crossposted to ao3 here

disclaimers:

all depictions of real persons in this work are purely fictional and may not accurately reflect how they are in real life.

this work is by me (blackhairedjjun). the only other version of this story that i allow is on ao3 as linked above. DO NOT REPOST.

#bhj rambles #fic:flowers of every color #scheduled post

[blackhairedjjun]

basketballers taehyun and yeonjun at a varsity / quick thoughts sfw

going to watch the varsity game for your bsf taehyun but little did you know the opposing team had an incredibly hot player, and he was team captain too.

while you’re watching the game you concentrate on taehyun, cheering for him and his team until the ball goes to captain of the opposing team and you’re there watching him with heart eyes. before he shoots a three pointer he quickly looks in your direction, smirking and almost looked like he scoffed to himself and he really shoot his shot. you find yourself applauding for that three pointer and taehyun’s looking at you with an incredulous expression wiped all over his face.

as each quarter passed, so does team captain of the opposing team. he huddles with his team before looking back. you were unsure if you were being delusional but it seemed plausible. as the game continues on you realise your bsf’s team’s score is way past the opposing, with a good 12 point difference. the buzzer indicates the end of the game and the crowd cheers for the home team.

taehyun’s teammates gather around each other, even their friends from the crowd join in the huddle as you make your way down the seats. you tip-toe, searching for your best friend, the one who you came to support. and you did. until you felt a light tap on your shoulder.

team captain from the opposing team standing in front of you with a boyish grin and beads of sweat falling off the tips of his hair and onto his forehead. you couldn’t help but blush from the way he’s slightly towering over you.

“hi, is this your first time watching?” he asks you, not thinking that’d be what he’d say. and all you do is nod in response, your doe eyes almost having him trip on his words. “I thought so, you’re really pretty and it’d be hard to miss.”

you feel like squealing, and internally you are.

“I’m yeonjun, by the way.” he puts his hand out as you shake his politely and give him your name in return. but he repeats it, whispering it to himself with a smirk on his lips, almost like he doesn’t want to forget your name. and it sounds good as it fell from his lips.

“you did really well tonight, yeonjun. I’m sorry you didn’t win.” your voice is so gentle, he’s feeling butterflies in his stomach for the first time that evening.

“it’s okay, I got to meet you though.” he chuckles, and you do too. “you think I can get your number? I’d love to get to know you more.”

you nod, biting back your smile a little. “yeah, I’d like that.”

“yeah?” he teases, giving you his phone and letting you put in your number in his contacts with your name and a heart emoji next to it.

once you pass his phone back to him you hear your name being called by no other than taehyun. you turn to see him walking past his friends and teammates to make his way to you, then turn back to look at yeonjun who’s walking backwards, getting dragged by his teammates for photos, all while he shakes his phone in his hand and mouthing ‘I’ll call you.’ with the cutest wink (blink) you’ve ever seen. you couldn’t help but shake your head with an amused scoff to yourself.

© BOBA-BEOM ; all rights reserved. do not repost, copy, alter or translate in any way or platform.

#HDKDHDJDSJ SQUEALING AND GIGGLING AT THIS #yeonjun is so flirty and attractive here 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 #the wink (blink) part is so real mans can't wink fkshskjd #poor taehyun tho i kinda felt bad for him :( #rec:yeonjun #rec:taehyun

[blackhairedjjun]

MEY FKSHDKJF THESE DESSERTS FIT THEM SO WELL!! also i love ur descriptions of them, they make so much sense for each member 🥰🥰 confident yet soft jjunie, comforting and nurturing soobie, complex yet sensitive beomie, bold and adventurous tyunnie, sweet and vibrant hueningie...

mey!! how are you doing? i remembered that you're a culinary student and this is super random but if you could assign desserts to txt, what would you choose for each of them? not necessarily what they would eat but a dessert that reminds you of them, hehe --bhj 🖤

ahhhdbddb this question bhj I love it 😍

jjunie reminds me of a gorgeous lava cake

he’s just so confident and glamorous and it reminds me of a lava cake. he’s just oozing confidence just like a lava cake.

a chocolate lava cake could also be compared to someone who has a warm and inviting personality. they have a soft and gooey center, just like the way jjunie make others feel comforted and welcomed

for soobie, although it’s not my favorite, he reminds me of a warm and comforting apple pie

hes down to earth and has a nurturing nature. being the leader he bring a sense of warmth and comfort to his members, just like the cozy feeling of enjoying a slice of homemade apple pie.

apple is like a slice of home, always there to provide a sense of familiarity and warmth just like soobie

beomie reminds me of an intricate tiramisu

just like tiramisu, he has layers of depth and complexity to his personality. he has a unique blend of sensitivity, intuition, and thoughtfulness that makes him truly special. just like a tiramisu

tiramisu could be linked to someone with a complex personality. just like the layers of flavors in tiramisu, they have depth and complexity that shows around the right people

tyunnie is like an exciting and bold salted caramel cheesecake

just like the combination of sweet caramel and a hint of salt, tyun is thrilling and has an adventurous nature. he bring a burst of energy and excitement to any situation, just like a slice of salted caramel cheesecake. a cheesecake leaves a lasting impression

a salted caramel cheesecake could symbolize someone with a bold and indulgent personality. they're not afraid to take risks and enjoy life to the fullest, just like the combination of sweet and salty flavors in the cheesecake

my huening is a fluffy and adorable strawberry cupcake

just like a strawberry cupcake, he has a sweet and charming presence that is simply irresistible. the soft, moist cake and the luscious strawberry frosting perfectly captures his delightful and lovable nature. It's a treat that matches his adorableness

a strawberry cake could represent someone with a sweet and vibrant personality. they bring joy and positivity to any situation

#doumachi #i love this so so so much

[blackhairedjjun]

choi yeonjun ~ never been kissed

pairing: yeonjun x fem!reader summary: your new boyfriend just wants some smooches, but you aren't sure how to tell him you've never been kissed. genre: fluffy fluff and comfort warnings: kissing obvs, a little sad for like 2 seconds, kinda insecure reader if u squint ? hella nicknames bcs .. it's me ofc there is notes: THANKU 🐙 ANON FOR REQUESTING THIS this idea is adorable i hope i did it justice for u <333 and welcome to the berry bunch !! 💗🫐 word count: 2.7k click here for my masterlist!

yeonjun was the most wonderful boyfriend you could ever ask for. it had only been a week since he suggested you make the leap from friends to more, but he took it in stride and made it his mission to be the best boyfriend he could be.

every one of your (pretty few) dates was like something out of a movie, he held every door open and intertwined his fingers with yours, and always made sure you weren't on the road side of the pavement when walking together - overall being a gentleman.

despite being friends for well over a year and crushing on each other for months, you had still yet to tell him that you had never kissed anyone. you hadn't even had a boyfriend before.

it wasn't like you didn't want to kiss him ~ his lips always looked so plush and soft, as if they were just inviting you to kiss them. you wanted to, you really did, but what if you were a bad kisser? you had no idea what you were doing! what if you kissed him weirdly and it freaked him out? or you forgot to put on lip balm? you liked him far too much to let him slip away with one silly mistake - and so keeping your lips to yourself was your best bet at keeping him until you were ready to tell him the truth.

now.. yeonjun isn't a mind reader. of course he's going to try to kiss you. he's a very affectionate guy, which is one of the reasons you fell for him in the first place - he was never ashamed to show his loved ones how much he cares, whether it be with hugs or gentle touches ~ so when he finally bags the girl of his dreams he wants nothing more than to smooch you til the sun goes down.

the first time he tried to kiss you, you panicked and moved quickly so his pillowy lips landed on your cheek instead. he figured it was just an accident, or that maybe you were shy since you were in a public place - seated in his company's cafeteria eating lunch together before he had to rush off to practice. he wanted to squeeze in as much time with you as possible after all. he brushed it off with a smile, settling for another peck on your cheek as a goodbye before he ran off to his practice room so soobin wouldn't scold him for being late.

the second time he tried to kiss you a few days later, he succeeded! but not for long. you sat together in his empty practice room after the others had gone home - or so you thought. you brought some ice cream to share and sat feeding each other and flirting, giggling like the sweet new couple you were.

"you uh.. have a little something.."

yeonjun noticed some drip down your lips and swiped his thumb across the area, sucking it off his thumb and bringing his hand back to cup your cheek with a smile, a breathy laugh sounding from his delectable probably mint chocolate flavoured lips. your heart was thumping so loud you thought it might fall out and your cheeks were burning the temperature of the sun. you couldn't find it in yourself to move when he leaned in to press his lips to yours, not moving a muscle as he kissed you. he didn't notice your stiffness though, as not two seconds after your lips touched he pulled away in panic. yeonjun was clouding your thoughts so much you didn't even register the practice room door swinging open - kai standing in the door like a lost puppy.

"i-i'm sorry! i didn't know you were still here.. i just- uh, came back for my jacket.. i'll get going, sorry!"

he grabbed the jacket and ran out of the room before you could even say a word. yeonjun's cute laugh resounded in the room and his hands dropped from holding you - the moment now ruined.

"come on, it's late. i'll walk you home."

you nodded, standing up and licking your lips nervously out of habit.

you were right.. mint chocolate.

after that day you decided you wouldn't risk trying to kiss him again, especially when you just sat like a stiff robot last time. he tried though. he tried hard.

on a date in the quiet park? someone might recognise him.

in the dorms before game night? what if one of the boys came in?

the final straw was in your apartment. you were having a quiet night cuddled up on your couch watching trashy tv ~ a guilty pleasure. you looked up from your position on his chest to see he was already staring at you, eyes burning holes into your face. "stop staring. my face isn't as interesting as the show." you teased. he only chuckled, saying, "you're far more interesting, you're so beautiful baby." your blood ran hot and the butterflies in your stomach were going berserk. he readjusted himself to be eye to eye with you and brought his warm hand up to cup your cheek. he pressed his forehead against yours and looked into your eyes with so much love you almost felt suffocated - his hands, his scent, his love surrounding you. oh no.

just as he was about to plant a kiss on you you shot up, sitting straight up on the edge of the couch leaving him to fall, flopping down on the couch unceremoniously.

"okay what's wrong? did i do something? why do you keep doing that?"

his tone was frustrated, words coming out angrier than he intended ~ and despite knowing exactly what you did, you gave him an unconvincing, "doing what?"

"you know what."

busted.

"do you not like me? it's okay if you don't but please don't string me along. i won't be mad if you just tell me the truth." he sounded less frustrated now, and more upset. "i don't want to force you to stay in a relationship you don't want to be in."

your heart broke a little at the accusation, and you were quick to shut it down. "i really really like you yeonjun! please don't think otherwise.. you're the best thing that's ever happened to me."

he sat up next to you, and you held your hand out for him to take. he reluctantly threaded his fingers through yours and shuffled closer, looking into your eyes again.

"then why won't you let me kiss you? i don't want to force you.. but if it's just cause you don't like me or i have bad breath or something i just wanna know."

you couldn't help the laugh that came out. "no junnie, you don't have bad breath." you leaned your head on his shoulder, his gaze getting a little too intense for you to bear. "i do.. i want to kiss you. i liked.. i liked when you kissed me. i just-"

he looked at you expectantly. waiting to hear that you didn't like him, or you didn't like how he kissed you or something, his mind running rampant.

"i've never kissed anyone before."

he couldn't believe his ears.

"...that's it?" you nodded. "what? did you think i'd judge you or something?" he asked in disbelief.

"i was just... i dont know. worried? i thought if i was a bad kisser you wouldn't like me as much. i was going to tell you but.. you're kind of intimidating sometimes. i can't lose you."

his arms were around you in a heartbeat, pulling you into a warm affectionate hug. a desperate attempt to show you how much he cares while he figured out his words.

"i know this is all still new for us but i thought you'd know i wouldn't judge you like that. i don't care if you've kissed 0 people or 500 people as long as i'm the only one who gets to kiss you now." he mumbled into your hair, rubbing your waist gently.

you stayed there for a while, just staying comfy in each other's arms, no words being exchanged, only the mumbles of the dramatic TV show you had on echoing in the background. only one thought was pulsing through your head, and you had to break the silence.

"junnie.. can you teach me?"

his ears perked up at the suggestion, humming in acknowledgement. his heart raced a little, excited to finally kiss you how he's always wanted - feeling soft at how sweetly you asked. "i'd be happy to teach you princess." his voice was soft and calming, almost like he was trying not to scare you way.

"c'mere."

you yelped a little as he sat back on the couch and pulled you into his lap like you weighed nothing, straddling his thighs as your hands rushed to his shoulders to support the sudden movement. he laughed a little at your frazzled expression and kept one hand on your waist. the other found it's way up to cup your jaw, just like before.

"it might feel a little weird at first," he admitted. "but you're supposed to enjoy it. if you want me to stop just tell me and i will."

his tongue poked between his teeth, popping through his sly grin as he lifted his hand away from your face to hold his pinky out to you. "i promise." your smile mirrored his as you linked your pinkies, also promising to tell him if you were uncomfortable.

his hand retuned to its original position against your warm cheek. your blushy face made him smile. cute.

"just follow my lead, okay pretty?" his tone was still hushed, being as gentle with you as he could be. you nodded again, running your fingers against his broad shoulders nervously.

this time when his lips touched yours, you didn't panic. he kissed you soft and slow, gently moving against your lips encouraging you to move with him. you got the hang of it after a few seconds, and you felt him smile into the kiss. you couldn't help but smile too, unintentionally breaking off the kiss because you couldn't stop grinning.

yeonjun's eyes sparkled, his lips shiny and red from locking with yours. "see.. nothing to worry about baby. you're a natural."

he pushed some of your hair back as he scanned your face. "is it okay if i kiss you again?" you nodded excitedly, turns out your boyfriend's lips were just addicting as they looked. they tasted like his vanilla lip balm, and being so close you could smell his cologne surrounding you.

this time you let him fill your senses without a fight, embracing being so surrounded in his presence. your smiles and giggles died down and he moved to dive in for another smooch. he was still being careful, but you had already become more confident in kissing him and whined into it, subtly prodding him to up the intensity a little. he reciprocated exactly how you hoped he would, sliding his hand down to hold your thigh firmly as he kissed you deeper. you felt his tongue slip into your mouth unexpectedly and gasped a little, making him pull back.

"too much?" he whispered.

you shook your head immediately. "no.. just caught me off guard. it felt.. nice." his lips pursed into a cute smile and he kept you close.

"yeah?" he teased. "avoided my kisses for so long and now you like them? i see how it is."

you groaned at his teasing and shoved your head into his neck, breathing in his scent while his dark hair ticked your nose. "i like them. i like you." you mumbled.

his chest squeezed even tighter once he processed your words and you could hear the smile in his voice when he whispered, "i like you too cutie."

"was that a good first kiss for you?" he asked after a few seconds of comfortable silence, just cuddling lovingly. "mhm.. but that wasn't the first."

his face scrunched into confusion at your words. you said you hadn't kissed before right?

as if you could hear the cogs turning in his head you explained, "you kissed me that day in the practice room. it only lasted two seconds but it happened."

"oh."

"oh my god i stole your first kiss." his eyes blew wide when he remembered the day, cursing himself for not asking first. "i'm so sorry.. i didn't know you hadn't- i didn't even ask- and then kai-"

his racing thoughts came crashing down when you quickly pushed yourself up, grabbing his jaw and kissing him with as much passion as you could possibly muster. it was a little messy, but the two of you melted into it in an instant. he was a little shocked.. and a little proud, but he didn't have time to think when the girl of his dreams was in his lap making out with him.

he hit cloud nine when you took it upon yourself to try what he did a few minutes ago, sliding your tongue into his mouth and messily colliding with his. he groaned into your mouth, clearly enjoying himself and boosting your ego along with it.

this kiss lasted way longer than the other ones had, yeonjun's hands lingering on your skin and yours tangled in his hair as your mouths collided - gently bumping noses from time to time. when you eventually did pull away, you only did so for the need of oxygen. your mouths stayed connected by a thin string of saliva which made you flustered ~ pulling your sweater sleeves over your hand and wiping your swollen mouth, embarrassed.

when you turned your attention back to your boyfriend, you noticed he was a little dazed. his eyes were glassy, lips swollen and shiny - just like yours - with the most shit-eating grin you'd ever seen.

"you could have just told me to shut up."

your giggles came out uneven, breath unsteady as you panted. "i figured that would do a better job."

"well it worked."

his gaze was intense, and a little intimidating - scanning your face with love and shock. he made you feel shy. "was... was that okay? was it good?"

he huffed a breathy laugh in disbelief. his voice was soft yet husky, "you really have no idea what you do to me do you?"

your cheeks flamed red at his words, shoving your embarrassed face into his shoulder and whining dramatically. his arms came to circle around your waist to pull you in for a closer cuddle, and his lips landed in your hair. "it was perfect pretty girl. you're amazing."

"i learned from the best."

he chuckled, face still pressed into your hair so you could feel the vibration of his laughs. "i had the best student."

"i'm sorry i didn't tell you the truth from the beginning. i was nervous you'd think i was a loser or a bad kisser." you admitted. he cooed, beginning to run his fingers through your hair. "it's okay princess, i don't mind. i kinda like that nobody else has kissed you, it means i get all of your firsts and not some douchebag."

"mhm. you're my first boyfriend."

"and i hope i can be your last."

his words held so much weight - especially for such a new relationship - but you knew he meant every word. "i hope that too."

you sat cuddled up on the couch for a long while, dotting kisses around his shoulders and him to your crown before either of you dare say a word and break the serenity.

"hey wait.. you've been an idol so long, how do you have so much kissing experience?"

you were met with silence and snorted when you lifted your head to see him looking like a deer in the headlights.

"well mr. dating ban?"

"hm.. not important. what matters is i only plan to kiss you for a long time." he deflected.

"good answer."

you twisted in his lap to swing your legs over onto the couch, sitting sideways across his legs to cuddle and returning your attention to the show you'd been distracted from. he pulled a blanket from the back of the couch to drape over your bodies, winding his arms around you once more. comfortable and serene.

"plus i'm still technically supposed to be on a dating ban."

"HUH??"

fluff taglist: @fairy-of-sugar @subbyjvnnie @mazeinthemoon @n0-thisispatrick @strawberry-kirby @majestyjun @bibibinnie @beom-pyu @minholing @ohmahgods

#putting this in the hall of fame bc this is SO good to read when im thinking abt yeonjun kisses #HE'D BE A GOOD KISSER FR FR #🖤 hall of fame

[blackhairedjjun]

#reblogging for reach :)

[blackhairedjjun]

taehyun + heat! (please, and thank you~ also congratulations 💝💐 your yeonjun fic rewired my brain and inspired me to pick up writing again, but try different tropes this time around hehe)

hi anon! thank you so much for your kind words 🥺 i'm glad that my fics inspired you to write again!! i hope you have fun writing <3

anyway, i hate to do this but is it alright if i ask you to submit a different prompt? i don't think i can write for the heat prompt for a third time :( i'm very sorry for telling you only now - i thought i could do it at first, but after writing the heat prompt twice i realized that doing it is harder than i thought. not that the idea is bad, i just dk how to make reader and idol argue again without it being repetitive 😭

(prompt list is here! the prompts i've already done are: heat, choose, last, bedside, rain, uncertain, over?, voicemail)

[this ask is for my 300 followers event. please do not take this as an invitation to send me full fic requests.]

#reblogging for anon to see again #if anon doesnt send a new ask i will TRY to write taehyun + heat #emphasis on try lmfao

[blackhairedjjun]

just look at him. just look at our little cutie patootie

OMG HOW CAN SOMEONE SO TALL BE SO CUTE FJKSHDKSJKS i wanna put him in my pocket 🥺

ignoring the calvin klein peeking out in the 2nd pic for my sanity lol

also mey!! i sent you an ask, did you get it? 🥹

#doumachi #bhj's inbox

[blackhairedjjun]

me going to rec u foec but then realizing who exactly asked for the recs 😭😭😭😭😭🥺

LMAO MOON FHKSHDKDJKS

im honored tho that you thought about reccing my fic 🥹🥹 but also. writing the kiss in chapter 10 was so hard bc i would get all giggly and blushy right before writing it hfkshdkdjs

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[blackhairedjjun]

having sudden thoughts in the middle of prepping for work that yeonjun would be a really good kisser - I MEAN he has such pretty lips and he's such a sweetheart so he would kiss you so lovingly and passionately. im so 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 rn

actually if you see this pls rec me your favorite yeonjun fics with good kiss scenes!! suggestive sfw is okay hehe

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[blackhairedjjun]

When they realize they have feelings for you + Confessions {TXT}

Headcanons: When they realize they have feelings for you + Confession Drabbles

Requested By: @thunderous-wolf

A/N: I added on the confessions part myself, hope you enjoyed!

Pairings: Soobin x Gn!Reader; Yeonjun x Gn!Reader; Beomgyu x Gn!Reader; Taehyun x Gn!Reader; Heuning Kai x Gn!Reader

Warnings: Simp!txt. Tickling and a kiss in Yeonjuns. Brief kiss in Kai's Kai's is also a bit angsty.

Total Words: 3.4k

Soobin:

When he was watching you sing.

You had gone out to a karaoke bar, and as you were up singing one of your favorite songs, Soobin was watching closely.

Soobin seemed to suddenly become more enthralled with you than he had ever been before.

His eyes couldn't leave your face, and your voice was all he could hear.

He wasn't paying attention to anything in the room apart from you and the heavy beating of his heart.

He missed Beomgyu spilling his drink on himself, and the way Yeonjun grinned teasingly from ear to ear as he saw Soobin's gaze on you.

You turned back with a smile as you were singing, and you made eye contact with him. He felt butterflies rampage through him as his face grew warm.

Soobin began to pay more attention to how his body reacted when he was around you.

How he would grow nervous when it was just the two of you, or when he would get excited when you arrived, how he would naturally gravitate towards you to be closer.

It became obvious he had developed a crush, but he wasn't sure how long it had really been developing.

But now that he was aware of it, he became a little less confident around you and a bit more shy.

You noticed, how could you not? Not to mention Yeonjun couldn't help but tease Soobin about it, something you overheard when you left the room one day.

Of course you had feelings for Soobin, but you were waiting for him to be more confident in his own feelings.

When he finally was, you were more than ready.

"Y/n"

You turned at the sound of Soobin's voice as he came out of his room, wet tousled hair and towel in hand.

"You're leaving?"

You nodded, "Yeah the other's were heading to bed, I didn't realize it had gotten late."

Soobin glanced at the clock and nodded. Swallowing, he looked back over at you as you slipped on your shoes. He felt annoyed at himself for taking so long in the shower, when he could have had more time with you instead.

"I'll walk you out."

You smiled softly and nodded as Soobin slid on his own shoes and followed you out of the apartment. As you walked towards the elevator, your arms brushed and you felt butterflies fill your stomach.

As the elevator doors shut Soobin suddenly looked over at you, "Are you free tomorrow?"

You blinked in surprise at the sudden question, noticing the nervous swallow Soobin expressed as his eyes darted nervously around your face.

You nodded, "Yeah, why?"

"Uhm...I was wondering if you'd want to go get lunch with me?"

You smiled and Soobin let out a soft breath at the sight. "Sure!"

"Really?"

You nodded happily and he realized you might not understand exactly what he wanted this lunch to be.

He nervously fiddled with the bottom of his shirt "Are you...okay with it being a date?"

Your heart jolted as you bit the inside of your lip lightly, trying to repress a grin as the elevator doors slid open.

You nodded softly as you began to exit the elevator, "I'd be disappointed if it wasn't"

He stared at you in light surprise as he slowly grinned, making you giggle softly.

As he followed you out of the elevator, he scratched the back of his neck, "Did Yeonjun say something to you?"

You hummed, "Yes, but, he didn't have too."

Soobin felt his ears burning as he chuckled, cringing at his own behavior. "I've been pretty obvious recently haven't I?"

You nodded as you chuckled, "Yes, but I'm glad you were, it's cute. And, it made me feel less inclined to hide my feelings."

His breath caught before he grinned at you. Reaching, over he ruffled your hair making you pull away with a giggle as you smacked lightly at his hand.

You grinned at each other for a moment before he looked shyly down at the ground.

"Then it's a date, yeah?"

You nodded, adoring the shy and cute side of Soobin, "Yeah, it's a date."

Yeonjun:

When you were laughing at him.

He had been making a fool of himself to lighten the mood.

And as you began giggling, he felt his grin grow wider.

And as your giggles turned into bubbly laughter, he felt his heart sing and suddenly it was like he was experiencing sunlight for the first time

He had heard you laugh a thousand times, but suddenly, it sounded so new, so different, so perfect.

Suddenly he wanted to do whatever he needed to make you smile and laugh as much as he could.

And if someone else made you smile and laugh? His chest ached with jealousy.

He wanted to bottle up your laughter so he could hear it whenever he wanted, keeping it all to himself.

But he knew that was impossible.

So, he made it part of his daily routine to see or make you smile and laugh at least once.

And anytime you were sad, or sick and couldn't muster a smile or laugh he felt heartbroken.

"Why are you staring at me?"

Yeonjun had a small frown on his face as he leaned his head on the back of the couch, his gaze directed at you.

You watched him silently, waiting for an answer.

He let out a soft sigh, "I'm trying to think of what to do to make you laugh again."

His words brought out a soft smile, but it wasn't enough for Yeonjun. It still held a sadness he wanted to get rid of.

Suddenly moving closer to you, Yeonjun rested his head on the couch again, his face now only a foot away as he gently poked your cheek.

"Not good enough."

You looked at him for a moment before letting out a soft sigh, "I'm just too tired Yeonjun."

He pouted as he recalled the story you had told him. Work was hard, sleep was nonexistent, and your mind never silent.

"I know." He scooted even closer and you felt your heartbeat race a little faster.

He stared into your eyes for a moment before he suddenly began tickling your sides.

You let out a surprised yelp before you started trying to push him away. Before you realized it, giggles were escaping you as Yeonjun grinned proudly.

Smacking his shoulder before pushing him away, your chuckles died down, but your grin remained.

"Okay okay, you made me laugh now stop!"

Reaching forward, he held your face in his hands as his eyes flicked around your face, hesitating on your lips.

"There it is. I missed it." Gently he brushed your cheek with his thumb, "I want to see your smile and hear your laugh every day okay?"

Your heart was beating heavily in your chest as you forgot to breathe.

"Why do you care so much?" You asked in a soft voice.

Yeonjun smile softly as he stared silently at you for a moment. Slowly, he leaned forward, watching you closely to make sure you wouldn't pull away.

You didn't move as his nose brushed yours, and your eyes fluttered closed when his lips pressed gently against yours.

The kiss was soft, and brief, but took what breath you had left away.

When he pulled away he spoke in a soft voice, "Do you understand now?"

Slowly you nodded, before a smile stretched across your face. Yeonjun's own smile brightened at the sight as he caressed your cheek. Vowing to himself that he would always be there to make you smile.

Beomgyu:

When he felt jealous.

You had many friends, male and female, and that had never bothered Beomgyu before.

But as he watched a guy he barely knew wrap his arm across your shoulder, he felt not only protective, but jealous.

Would you let him do that? Would you let him get that close if he tried?

And whats with the bright smile you were giving him? Did you like him? How? Why?

When he learned that you were just close friends, and that he had a partner already, Beomgyu felt relief like he had never felt before.

And that is when it really hit him just how much he had developed feelings for you.

Now he noticed everything you made him feel.

The butterflies when you smiled at him, the shallow breaths when he nervously walked beside you. The way his skin seemed to tingle wherever you touched him.

But the most obvious was the jealousy of anyone or anything taking your attention away from him.

Sometimes he felt childish about his feelings, but other times he knew it was just the desperation of wanting to be with you making itself known.

Beomgyu's chest tightened as he watched the boy smile and flirt with you. He was your friend but it was clear to anyone who had eyes that he was trying to be more.

You knew it as well, and as you tried to push his advances away by hinting that he was just your friend, you felt Beomgyu's eyes burning in the back of your head.

You had noticed Beomgyu's change recently. How he seemed to watch over you more, and how he seemed to grow jealous when your attention was somewhere else.

You hoped it meant that your feelings were now reciprocated, but you were to nervous to find out yourself. Luckily, Beomgyu would make it known himself.

The next awkward smile that graced your face was Beomgyu's breaking point. Rising, he walked over to you and the boy before tapping your shoulder.

As your eyes met his he saw a wave of relief wash over your face as you smiled at him. He gave you a soft smile as his heart pounded in his chest.

"Ready to go?"

He saw the confusion flicker in your eyes as you wondered what he meant.

Beomgyu looked over at your friend and smiled, "Sorry to interrupt, but we have a date."

You did well to hide your surprise as you realized Beomgyu was trying to save you from this awkward situation. You nodded at your friend confirming what Beomgyu said as you rose, "Yeah I'm ready!"

Saying goodbye to your friend you left with Beomgyu. Once away from other's you grinned over at him.

"Was it that obvious that I needed saving?"

Beomgyu laughed, "Only to me."

Your heart fluttered as you continued to walk, "Okay, but now what are we doing?"

He rose his brow, "What do you mean? We're going on a date."

You stumbled over your words for a second and Beomgyu repressed a giggle. "Like...an actual date?"

He nodded "Of course." His voice was soft, obviously nervous as he made his intentions known. "Do you not want to go on a date with me?"

You quickly shook your head, "No I do. I do."

He grinned as he slipped his hand into yours, shyly looking away.

You pressed your lips together tightly as you looked down at your intertwined hands. Cheekily leaning a bit loser to him you whispered, "You know, I realized recently, you're cute when you're jealous."

Beomgyu startled for a second before he began laughing, realizing he really hadn't been that subtle at all.

Taehyun:

When he missed you.

Taehyun had grown so used to you being around that when you were gone, he felt empty.

He looked for you everywhere, waiting for you to appear, waited for a text or call.

When he finally saw your name pop up on his phone screen, his excitement and relief were almost overwhelming.

The way his face would light up with excitement when you entered a room was obvious.

When the other's pointed it out and teased him, he really started to pay attention.

He realized just how much your presence effected him, and how much your absence hurt him.

How much just a little of your attention directed at him made his heart flutter.

Sometimes he felt like a dog waiting for it's owner to get home and he would laugh at himself.

But then you would show up with a bright smile and be happy to see him and he didn't care about anything else.

He had it bad, and he didn't mind at all.

What he did mind was that you didn't seem to notice just how tightly you had his wrapped around your finger.

Taehyun stared at your profile as you scrolled through your phone. He was impatiently waiting for you to pay enough attention to him so he could suggest going out together but you seemed to engrossed with something else.

Without realizing, he let out a sigh loud enough to gain your attention. Seeing you look up at him with a raised brow, he froze.

"Whats wrong?"

Your sudden worry caused his heart to leap as he cleared his throat. "Nothing, just bored."

"Oh." You hummed, "Wanna go do something then?"

Taehyun's heart leapt again as excitement vibrated through him at the realization that you ended up being the one to suggest going out. He nodded happily and you grinned as you turned to face him.

"What do you want to do?"

"Anything." He said happily and you chuckled as you playfully glared at him.

"That's not helpful."

"I'd do anything with you." He felt a jolt of surprise as the words left his mouth involuntarily.

You looked surprised for half a second before you chuckled, "Even if I made you go grocery shopping with me?"

He paused for a second before his cheeks grew warm at the idea of doing something so domestic with you. He smiled softly as he nodded, the sincerity in his gaze causing your heart to skip a beat

You tried your best to ignore the heat rising up your neck, "But isn't that so boring?"

He hummed thoughtfully before he shook his head, "We could make it fun."

You let out a soft laugh in agreement, "Yeah, we could."

He stood up, "Lets go then!"

"Wha- no" you laughed. "I don't actually need to go grocery shopping it was just an example."

"Oh." Taehyun had a small pout and you felt your heart flutter.

"Do you...want to go grocery shopping?"

He thought for a second before nodding softly, "Now that you talked about it, I want to do it."

You bit the inside of your lips, "Alright, I'm sure I can think of things I need."

His smile slowly grew as you gave in.

"But, are you sure? We could go do something more, I don't know, exciting?"

He grinned as he started grabbing his stuff, "I want to go shopping, it'll feel like we're dating." Taehyun paused as he realized he spoke without thinking again.

His eyes locked with yours as you blinked in surprise. "That's why you want to go?"

He swallowed nervously, his eyes wide in trepidation. "Uhm..."

You watched him for a second before a grin broke out on your face. A soft giggle escaping, "If you want it to feel like we're dating then why haven't you asked me out?"

Taehyun opened his mouth in shock before he let out a soft laugh at the amused sincerity in your voice.

"Would you say yes?"

You nodded, repressing a giggle. Taehyun's smile grew as he walked over to you placing his hands on your arms as he stared at you.

"Really?

You giggled and nodded as he felt his heart hammering excitedly. "Then, will you go out with me Y/n?"

You nodded softly, "Yes I will."

Taehyun felt as though he was vibrating out of his skin as he grinned at you. Pulling you into a hug you chuckled as you wrapped your own arms around him, allowing his excitement to radiate through you.

Huening Kai:

When you were taken by someone else.

He hadn't realized he had feelings for you until you announced you were seeing someone.

His heart sank and his chest grew tight.

Why was he so affected? So hurt?

Was it because he might not get to see you as often as before?

Or was it that it wasn't him who was taking you on dates?

Both.

The realization that he had always assumed you two would be together, whether dating or not hit him harder now that you were with someone else.

He distanced himself a bit, heartbroken by losing you before truly realizing how much he wanted you, and you got worried.

Realizing he was hurting you too, he tried to be around more, only causing his feelings to grow, and heartache to worsen as he saw you with another person.

He didn't know that at the same time, you were realizing and feeling the same things he was.

Walking into Kai's room, you knocked softly on the door causing him to look back at you. His eyes widened a bit at the sight of you before he reeled in his feelings.

"What are you doing here?"

You heart ached a little as he asked this, having always smiled happily and accepted your presence without question before.

You cleared your throat as you walked into his room and sat on the edge of the bed. You twiddled with your hands for a moment before you finally spoke.

"I broke up with him."

Kai felt his heart flip as he tried not to show any outward reaction. You noticed the sudden flex of his hands but ignored it.

"You did? Why? What did he do?" Kai rose and sat beside you.

His emotions were reeling between relief happiness, pity and anger. Did he do something to hurt you?

"I just didn't have strong enough feelings for him." You said softly as you looked over at Kai.

Knowing the truth was not just that, but that your feelings could never be as strong as they were for Kai.

Kai stared into your eyes for a second, "So he didn't hurt you?"

You shook your head as you smiled.

"Why are you smiling?"

"I just feel better now telling you." You looked down at your hands shyly, "I missed you."

Kai felt his heart twist and his chest tighten. Guilt rippled through him as he recalled distancing himself from you.

"I'm sorry." He said softly causing you to look back up at him.

You were taken aback by the strong emotion in his face as he gazed at you.

"Why?"

"Because I haven't been around."

"Did you- Was it on purpose?"

He stayed silent, but you saw the guilt cross over his face, answering your question.

"Why? Did you really hate him that much, or-" You hesitated, staring into Kai's eyes for a moment, "Or was it for another reason?"

Kai took in a shaky breath as he slowly inched his hand towards yours. He gently grabbed your fingers, playing with them softly before he spoke, his voice reserved.

"I didn't like him, but- that wasn't the only reason."

You stayed silent, waiting for him to continue.

"I hated seeing you with someone else. At first I thought it was because I felt like I was losing my best friend, but then... I realized it was because you weren't dating me. It should have been me."

Your heart pounded heavily as you realized your feelings for Kai had been reciprocated after all. You let out a soft sigh and he met your eyes again.

You gave him a soft sad smile. "If I had known I would never have dated him."

"You don't have to pity me."

"No, not out of pity Kai, but because I wanted you to be my boyfriend."

Kai's eyes widened in surprise, "What?"

You nodded softly, "I had waited so long because I wanted to be with you, but - you never seemed to feel the same."

Kai's heart hammered at the realization you felt the same. He shook his head, "I didn't realize until recently just how much my feeling's had changed." He squeezed your hand softly, "But you- you have feelings for me too?"

You nodded, "Yeah, I do."

Kai stared at you for a moment before a smile stretched across his face. Lunging forward he wrapped you in his arms as you fell back onto the bed, laughing.

He held you as he stared into your eyes, his face only an inch above yours. "I'm your boyfriend now."

You let out a short laugh as you rose your brow, "Oh really? Just like that?"

He nodded confidently "Yeah, just like that."

You giggled again as you got lost in his eyes. Slowly, he leaned closer, before pressing a soft lingering kiss to your lips, signalling the beginning of your relationship. Finally.

xx

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#AWWW these are actually really sweet?? #the kiss in yeonjun's gave me butterflies dhkshjsbd #but these are all soooo cute #i rly liked taehyun's too idk he's sooooo cat coded lmao #rec:ot5

[blackhairedjjun]

— texts with boyfriend prince!beomgyu

warning: smau, modern european-esk royalty, proper prince!beomgyu x civilian gn!reader, mention of yeonjun in one set, some angst, some fluff, some crack, some suggestiveness if you squint, ignore timestamps !

#omggg this is so sweet 🥹 #gyu texting in perfect grammar as a prince is cute lol #THE JAPAN TRIP CONVO WAS SOOOO SWEET THEY'RE BOTH LOVELY #rec:beomgyu

[blackhairedjjun]

☁︎ rose gold

huening kai x gn!reader; fluff, angst but only if you’re already blind and squint with all your might (so really not that much angst i just gotta be sure), est. relationship, watching the sunset w/ kai <3

i’m lazy and i don’t know how to write anything so i quickly made this😆 (very quickly this took like 5 minutes)

“You know that you can trust me, right?”

Kai is laying beside you on the pink knit blanket gifted by his grandmother. The sun is setting above the both of you in a comforting peach, and his eyes sparkle at the sight.

“Of course I know that.” He replies softly. His answer wasn’t hesitant, and it sure sounded genuine.

Your tugging heart warms, but not enough to burn away the aching sensation of insecurity. You want to turn away from the sunset to look at him. You want to see that he’s genuine, but every part of your body feels heavy, and you’re scared that if you move, you might just break in half.

“You do?” Your voice wavers ever so slightly, but Kai notices. He never fails to.

Taking your hand in his, he agrees once more, “I do.” You can hear the soft smile in his voice, “You know you can trust me, too?”

His thumb rubs circles on the back of your hand, his fingers interlocking with yours.

“Yeah.”

You can hear him turn to look at you, and this time, you find it in you to look back, turning your head until your eyes meet his.

His hair is slightly messed, falling onto the blanket and over his pretty face. You think he looks cute.

His smile is widening at the sight of you, and he asks, “You do?” His voice does not waver.

It’s quiet for a slight moment, the silence saved for a smile to appear on your lips, and you chuckle softly, “I do.”

#awwwww 🥺🥺 #this is so achingly tender #reader's insecurities vs kai's stability and gentleness #his little gestures like interlocking fingers w reader's hand 🥹 djsjdkjs #rec:hueningkai

[blackhairedjjun]

coffee shop breakdowns──★ ˙☕️ ̟ ¡!

| choi beomgyu x fem! reader ─ 2.69k wc✔︎

my notes⎯ i've always wanted to write something coffee shop au and at first i was going to write for yunjin of zb1 but change of plans lol ! (ill still write for yunjin in the future though !) I hope you enjoy, i tried to make it funny( 〃．．). (i know the ending is abrupt, it's 1 am and im exhausted and i really want to publish this). warnings⎯ swearing (mainly f bombs), mentions of exhaustion and overworking (?), and taehyun makes a brief appearance. songs⎯ 사랑으로; wave to earth

나의 작은 마음도 그 안에 작은 파도처럼 부서지고 밀려와선 네게 녹아내리고 그제서야 보이는 나의 영원

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THE COFFEE SHOP was always busy between 9 to noon, when the college students came in for a fix of caffeinated shots after staying up late cramming in assignments, or partying.

The line of people continued to grow until it reached the door, making it hard for newcomers to come in. Some opted to hop back into their cars and into the deserted drive-through. With each order came more glassware, covered in sticky toppings and cookie crumbs. Unfortunately for you, you always seemed to get scheduled on busy days. Even more unfortunate, the glorified task of dish duty was assigned under your name at the start of your 8-hour shift.  

You reach up to nudge the tight knot on your apron's neck.

If exhaustion doesn’t kill you by the end of the night, the choker on your neck should do the trick.

After putting another load into the dishwasher, which was on its last leg due to its slight malfunction when you got a spoon stuck in the disposal, you bend over the sink. There was a slight twitch in your eye out of the sheer annoyance that yet another person went on their break when you had yet to get your own.

The screaming baby in dining is not helping the raging headache pounding in your temple.

“Will someone shut that thing up?” a grunt rises from your throat as you go to stand, wincing when your back cracks loudly.

In the corner of your eye, you see a hand place another dish in the black tub, and a laugh follows. “That's not a nice way to talk about a paying customer.”

You don’t even have to turn around to know who it is.

“If you think a baby works a 9-5 job, with enough money to afford a cup of coffee in this economy, you have another thing coming for you.” The rebuttal comes easy from your lips, months of practice and debates working in your favor with fast responses. 

“I mean if they really put their mind to it, babies could take over the world.” The response is quick and witty, an unconscious choice of words followed by a playful hip bump that makes you keel over and onto the wall. Your knees were so close to giving in after standing all day. The thought of sitting on the floor, though covered in unidentifiable grit, seems like heaven for the joints. “Long day?”

A scoff leaves your lips as your head connects to the wall. A way of saying you have no idea. The weight of your eyelids grow heavier with every passing second. No matter how many times you try to keep them open, it’s to no avail.

You look like a toddler fighting sleep.

The question passes through one ear and out the other. Your co-worker waits for another second (perhaps for a response) then giggles when there is none. Though you can’t see him, you can vaguely imagine what he’s doing with all of the commotion going around the cramped space. There’s a slosh coming from the three-compartment sink, a rag hitting the dishes hurriedly, and then the dishwasher handle being pulled up paired with a strenuous huff. 

“Holy fuck this thing is heavy,” is mumbled quietly as more thumping continues. Something in the more conscious part of you can't figure out if the room is spinning beneath the dark in your eyes or the headache that spreads itself to the base of your skull. 

Where's Tylenol when you need it?

“Beomgyu,” The name comes out weak- a thick coat of fatigue blankets your throat. You clear it a couple of times before trying again. “You don’t have to do it for me.”

Please, please, please do it for me.

He stops pouring out the unused coffee grains to look down and give you a judgmental once over. His eyes flit to your frizzy wannabe ponytail that has one too many flyways, to the apron string on your shoulder that was one fast head turn to the man upstairs, and then to your jeans, that were covered ankles up in milk and chocolate sauce?

Beomgyu hopes that it's chocolate sauce.

With the way he looks at you, a fire lights your cheeks ablaze and you have to turn your head away from him. It feels like you're on RuPaul's Drag Race getting judged on the dress you made but it looks like a ten-can special and a bottle of mid-life crisis. The embarrassment wants to conceal itself with a “Bitch you don’t look better!” retort, but your mouth is glued shut.

“With the way you’re slouched over, I don’t think I have a choice.” He sighs almost pitifully, who knows for you or himself. Even though he was the one who willingly started doing your tasks for you. After a second the tap stops, and then some shuffles of footsteps. They become louder until it stops. “Get up, you look pathetic.”

Get up?

Without realizing it, at some point your body went dumb and slid itself onto the floor. It was a relief to be off your feet and to let your body rest but at the same time,, you can’t remember the last time these floors said hello to a mop and pine-sol. Oh boy. Good thing today is wash day.

“Can’t.” 

Beomgyu raises an eyebrow and lets out an agitated breath. “The hell you can.”

“Can’t.” You repeat, throwing in a piteous whine, lifting up your arms so forcefully that he flinches back quickly. “Up.”

“(Name)…” The desperation in his voice is comical. He does not want to lift you like a child. “You are a grown woman, this is embarrassing for you.” He says it like multiple people are watching, a crowd to be sheepish around in your debilitation. You give him a look; eyebrows scrunched, lips upturned, and the worst case of stink eye. Your arms are still dangling limply in the air.

He hesitates for a second. 

And another.

 Then finally, he grabs you by the wrists, and for a second it feels like you’re flying. It seems as though he might have underestimated how much strength to put into the haul because after what feels like minutes in the air you go crashing into his arms.

“You need to take a shower.”

“And you need to change your clothes. Looks like you got shit on your pants.”

He maneuvers your arms first, throwing one of them over his shoulder while trying to keep you upright with his other hand. You were exhausted to the point where you couldn’t keep your eyes open, but not to the point where you couldn’t stand. You allowed yourself to fall limp to give him a hard time.

He struggles for a few seconds, panicking when you almost slip from his grasp. You can tell that he's nervous about holding you, the way his hands stutter trying to find a place to put them to hold you up. They move from your waist, to your side, to your stomach, finally finding its home in your belt loop. If that would’ve lasted any longer you would have just placed his hand wherever and told him to hurry the hell up.

“You don’t look any better,” you grab onto his left shoulder, holding the material in a tight grip because you do not trust Choi Beomgyu to keep you steady, “You got a little something…” there's a small smudge of coffee dust in the middle of his chest and you put your finger on it.

Beomgyu looks at you funny then at your finger, and after a moment a sly smirk plays on your lips.

What a dumbass.

With a slick flick of the finger you pop him in the nose. Effectively making him reel his head back in pain. “There.” 

 At his reaction you start to cackle loudly like a deranged person. You have to bend over to catch your breath, taking Beomgyu down with you. He tries to shimmy your hand off of his shoulder but you have an iron clasp, and after a moment he gives up seeing you aren't detaching yourself anytime soon. “Ow-! You bitch!”

There's an instant change of emotion. A sarcastic frown replaces the beaming smile. Beomgyu feels heat rising up his neck. For some reason, it’s not because he feels mad, but the way you're looking at him makes him feel…uncomfortable?

He’s unsure.

“That’s no way to talk to a lady.” You reply, allowing him to drag you like a rag doll to the break table. A small school desk hidden behind an enormous ice machine that admits heat hotter than the Sahara. 

“Nothing about you is considered ‘a lady’.”

“Girl fuck you.”

As you pass by the short hallway leading to the front a head peeks out of the main office. Tufts of black hair and wide eyes look around the corner towards Beomgyu (trying) holding you as you still cackle from the childish trick you pulled on him. The look on his face is indescribable, blank but definitely annoyed.

“Everything… okay out here?” Taehyun asks before he actually takes a good look at the two of you. After a second of staring he blinks, “Beomgyu, why are you holding (Name)?”

He points to you without looking and responds monotonously, “She’s going on her break now. Have Iseul take over for her in the meantime.” Taehyun nods and slithers back into the office without another word.

“Aww Beomgyu,” You coo, letting out a breath when he throws you into one of the two chairs, “You’re so sweet, you didn’t have to do this for me.” Your hand finds its way to his cheek, pinching the skin lightly like a grandma would a young child. Who knows why, but he allows it to happen a second longer, your face scrunched up affectionately as you mumble out praises.

He swats your hand away, rubbing at the reddened skin, “You’re right, I didn’t.” You frown again, “I’m doing this out of the kindness of my heart.”

“You have a heart?”

He doesn't say anything in response. His hand connects with your forehead, pushing it back with enough force that it sends you backward, leaning against the wall. There's a shout at the register that you can’t quite make out, but by the way, Beomgyu takes a glance at you and then back towards the cashier and then runs off, you can only imagine that it's regarding you and the lack of clean cups up front. Man forget those cups. Your entire body feels sluggish and your brain feels insanely heavy. A nap sounds so good right now but you're not even halfway through your shift and still have 5 hours left to complete.

Somewhere in the conscious part of your mind, you make a mental note to change your hours.

If you remember.

You don’t know how long it's been since Beomgyu left you but at some point you began to doze off. Roughly around NREM 1 and 2 a voice abruptly breaks the silence, “Whipped cream or no whipped cream?”

A snort leaves your mouth as you jolt up, startled. “What?”

“Whipped cream or no whipped cream?” He repeats back, irritation lacing his words as he taps his foot impatiently as if he has anywhere else to be.

“Um…” You respond after a moment, still not coherently present, “Whipped…cream…?”

Beomgyu nods his head once and disappears again.

He’s so fucking strange.

Your relationship with Beomgyu has always been a little weird. From the beginning when he first joined the team he was this nervous ball of energy, always messing up orders and occasionally spilling coffee on customers. You had, obviously, given him shit for it because it’s not that hard to mess up a latte. To your surprise that nervous energy made him a good fast talker because it took you two days to finally understand the insults he spat back. The next shift you two had together was not… pleasant, to say the least.

It was mainly a game of cat and mouse, you’d say something to aggravate him and he’d respond, and vice versa. It was fun, it kept you on your toes and gave you something to look forward to every time you had to work. Having a job at a coffee shop always keeps you moving and a lot more times than you’d like, it makes you extremely exhausted. Unfortunately, like today.

However, despite not being completely present- it made you realize that this was the first you’ve interacted so…civilly with Beomgyu. Sure, there were a few back-and-forth in the last forty-five minutes but still. You were mainly known as enemies so the fact that he didn’t ditch you to fend for yourself and did some of your work was surprising.

The feeling of perspiration on your fingers immediately wakes you up again. When you open your eyes you find Beomgyu back in front of you. Hands wrapped around a medium iced latte that was covered in a mountain of whipped cream. And funnily enough- chocolate sauce.

You choose not to say anything about how he didn't mess up this time.

“What's this?”

“What does it look like, dipshit? It’s coffee.”

You ignored the comment, “Okay yeah, duh, but why?”

Beomgyu rolls his eyes and pushes the plastic cup to your hands. You don’t pick it up, “Look at you,” he starts, his eyes downcast towards the pool of water collecting on the table, “You can barely keep your eyes open. You work at a coffee shop, I thought you’d be smarter than this.”

You still don't pick it up.

Instead, you narrow your eyes at him.

“You poisoned this shit, didn't you?”

“Excuse me?” he crosses his arms defensively, “Why would I want to poison you?

You shrug, reaching up to toy with the straw. It looks so good. “Why wouldn’t you?”

Beomgyu lets a long exhale and aggressively pulls out the second chair, quickly taking a seat. He wastes no time grabbing on the straw and bending it slightly so it curves at the top and vigorously brings it to you lips. You pursed them and turned your head away, “I don’t wanna.”

“Stop acting like a child for a second and please drink. I am not your babysitter.”

“You probably spat in it.”

“I didn’t- you know what?” He hastily brings the straw to his own lips and takes a brief sip. “Mmmm- Mmm! Yummy! So good and no spit, Mmmm!”

You eye the drink and then his lips for a second indecisively before grabbing onto his wrist and bringing the drink to you. “Give me this, you freak.”

A pleased smile plays on his lips as he watches you almost down the entire thing in one sip. He doesn’t comment on how you still hold onto his wrist when you finished, or when you let out a satisfied sigh while staring at him…warmly?

“Why are you looking at me like that?”

“Why’d you make the drink?”

“Because you needed it…” he trails off but then adds, “And no one else can take the rest of your shift today so you need to wake up and do your job.” 

You continue staring at him and Beomgyu can see the wheels turning in your head, then a burst of energy makes you sit up straight, pointing accusing a finger in his face. It wavers in the air as your eyes go to slits, trying to sniff him out. He tries his best to seem unaffected. There's a beat, and then, “You like me, don’t you?”

“Excuse me?” He shouts a little too loudly and defensively for someone who doesn't like you like that. He really doesn’t-

“Helping me with my work, finding my stand-in, covering for me, making me a drink to feel better.” You list off on one hand, the other one still attached to his wrist. He tries to pry your fingers off but you’re stronger than a bull. He’s not going anywhere, “If you don't like me like that then it seems that at least you want to be my friend.”

-does he?

thank you for reading ! (don't forget to like and reblog please !)

#OMG THIS IS SO MUCH FUN #THE BANTER!! i love the yngyu dynamic here #the way they're always poking fun at each other #but also the way beomgyu OBVIOUSLY CARES #he'll tease yn but also help them out 🥺🥺 aww #rec:beomgyu

[blackhairedjjun]

taehyun + heat! (please, and thank you~ also congratulations 💝💐 your yeonjun fic rewired my brain and inspired me to pick up writing again, but try different tropes this time around hehe)

hi anon! thank you so much for your kind words 🥺 i'm glad that my fics inspired you to write again!! i hope you have fun writing <3

anyway, i hate to do this but is it alright if i ask you to submit a different prompt? i don't think i can write for the heat prompt for a third time :( i'm very sorry for telling you only now - i thought i could do it at first, but after writing the heat prompt twice i realized that doing it is harder than i thought. not that the idea is bad, i just dk how to make reader and idol argue again without it being repetitive 😭

(prompt list is here! the prompts i've already done are: heat, choose, last, bedside, rain, uncertain, over?, voicemail)

[this ask is for my 300 followers event. please do not take this as an invitation to send me full fic requests.]

#bump so that anon can see this