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Gonna go on a small hiatus due to a few reasons little to no time + exhaustion from work + more or less low/selective muse (LB is the only muse I truly have, and even she is low for the moment). I also have a friend visiting the country after a full year (she moved out and now it's hard to see her), so I'll be giving her priority over anything else during her stay here.

If we are mutuals, feel free to ask and reach me out on discord!

that's it for the moment, thanks so much for the support so far <3 I'll return soon (hopefully)

#there is another behind my own mask (ooc)

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Send ♦ for a drabble of my muse dying in your muse’s arms.

#memes

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"Some call her an angel but they just don't get it, she's demonic lust when she gets turned on.."

She sucks the soul right out of me but sends me to heaven with a smile - eUe..

#“The best lies are beautiful.” (Musing)

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"Seems like Eve found a new sport: teasing Kayn until he loses his mind."

#“Wasted effort.” (Dash commentary) #drinkthepain #wayfaringstrangxr

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there is something very unique about gathering crazy brazilian people who have the same kind of humor.

Obrigada cês duas <3 vocês alegram os meus dias!

#there is another behind my own mask (ooc) #you know who you are!

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Assumption: You like to play with fire. All your lovers are dangerous people (or creatures). Way more dangerous than you, the power they have over you and others excites you.

From this meme: accepting

You got almost all of it right, dear faceless one. I do love to play with fire, and I do have a thing for dangerous beings - what is the fun of it to dwell with mindless or level-headed people?

But they do not have power over me; quite the other way around. I love the thrill of messing up with dangerous people by using the right words and actions to have them doing exactly what I want them to do, knowing that if I'm caught, I may or may not end up dead.

I love having them at my fingertips but never feeling too comfortable or confident that they will not catch on to what is happening. Perhaps I am an adrenaline junkie in a way, with my high-risk sport being collecting the type of lovers I collect~

#if you meant power over her as somebody who is objectively more powerful than her #it will depends entirely on who #some are on the same level of power as her #others are literally gods #but even if they are on the same level as her; that means they are hella dangerous and could actually put her life at risk #if they put their minds to it #“Would I lie?” (Answered)

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Make assumptions about my muse in my askbox and my muse will respond to them.

#memes

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Modern verse Kayn is a lucky bastard

#there is another behind my own mask (ooc) #the number of nudes he gets on his phone from her... #wayfaringstrangxr

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On rare occasions, she does dream in her mother tongue.

She has rarely used it on the past centuries, so her dreams are more often than not in common tongue.

#“Watch closely.” (headcanon)

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[Text to Stage Assassin]: If you share, I'll do to you the same I did to my father

[Text to Stage Assassin]: I will disappear from your life!

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[Text]: Looks like you could destroy anyone with a single look.

[Text]: If I share, will you come punish me?

[Text]: Should I unlock the door?

#wayfaringstrangxr #wayfaringstrangxr [kayn] #V: “Places to go. people to be.” (Modern Verse)

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💤 💤 💤

From this meme: accepting

It would not be the first time she fell asleep in Vladimir's arms, and certainly not the last. He could, if he truly wished, kill her in those moments, yet she felt safer there than anywhere else in all of Runeterra.

Since the morning she left him after being asked to stay, her mind would replay the scene for her, and regret chewed on her heart as there were fewer things in her life that she wished for more than being with her Emperor.

"Leithio mi naer," she whispered while hiding her face in the crook of his neck one night. "Le môr," she murmured on another occasion while snuggling closer to Vladimir. "Le melin," could barely be heard the last time they shared a bed, and it was when she sounded the saddest.

#“would i lie?” (answered) #heredis sanguinis #V: “I am everywhere. I am everyone!” (Default verse) #Crimson Rose [VladimirxLeBlanc]

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📱 :3c - Pentakill verse

From this meme: Accepting

[Text to Stage Assassin]: I was going through some old photos

[Text to Stage Assassin]:

[Text to Stage Assassin]: I forgot uncle Karthus took this photo during school concert before I ran away from home

[Text to Stage Assassin]: I thought you could like it

[Text to Stage Assassin]: But don't you dare share it with anybody!

[Text to Stage Assassin]: Remember that I know where you live!

#“would i lie?” (answered) #wayfaringstrangxr #wayfaringstrangxr [Kayn] #V: “Places to go. people to be.” (Modern Verse)

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Send 📱 to get a text from my muse!

#“Now what could you be plotting. hmm?” (memes) #modern verse only #be aware of what she may send you~ #most likely nsfw

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Send a ❦ if you’d consider shipping our muses.

#“Now what could you be plotting. hmm?” (memes) #day off #so I actually have some time to do a few replies and asks #focus on the asks

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💤 - Kayn

From this meme: accepting

It was rare for her to fall asleep next to anybody, so if Kayn needed any sort of prove of how much she valuated and trusted him, that was it.

"Please..." She would whisper in her slumber, hands holding his arm tighter. Her breathing told him her dreams were not being the most pleasant ones. Was she having nightmares?

#“would i lie?” (answered) #wayfaringstrangxr #wayfaringstrangxr [kayn] #thanks for the ask! #V: “I am everywhere. I am everyone!” (Default verse)

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Death asks: 4, 10, 17

From this meme: accepting

4. If you were reborn as someone/something new, who or what would you want to be?

Bold of you to assume I would want to be anything different from who I am today! If you were to ask me when I was a child or a teenager, I would have answered that I wished to be the heir of a Kingdom or an Empire. Somebody who was born important. Now I see it is much more rewarding to have become important through conquering everything I have. To see people who were born in positions of power on their knees for me, obeying my orders or dying for going against me. To command an Empire even if it is not my figure sitting on the throne. Oh no, I don't wish to be anything or anybody else while I can be me! If I were to start over, in a new life, I would most likely do everything again - perhaps with different methods, but with the same goals and end results. Being born a princess or a peasant, I would end up with a crown upon my head all the same!

Name one (or a few) people in your life whose death would ruin you.

The word 'ruin' does remind me of a King of a Kingdom that no longer exists. There are a few being that could certainly destroy my heart and mind if I lost them, I don't believe any would make my grief act the same way as that man had in the past.

Veigar, my touchstone, the one who keeps me somehow human. I would lose it all if I lost him. There is no telling what I could do without his presence to prevent me from becoming as much of a monster as Mordekaiser is.

Evelynn (@drinkthepain). My confidant. I would be lost without her company and guidance. While I do share a lot of things with Veigar, there are many things I would rather not tell him, either afraid of his judgment or concerned about the impacts of those pieces of information on his little mind. Eve can get furious at me, but I know she will help me, or even encourage me depending on the circumstances. She would leave a hole nobody could ever fill.

Briar (@restrainedhungr). My beautiful child. Despite being a blood golem, a living weapon, she does bring light into my dark life. I feel words lack to express how much her unique way of being improves my days.

Jinx (@jynxd). A mother should never outlive her children, but with Jinx being mortal, I know I will still be around for many centuries after she is gone. For the moment, I just try to avoid this thought, but I know it will break my heart to not see my girl's smile on a regular basis.

Vladimir (you know which!). While we may be a bit strangers at the moment, with opinions and ideas diverging, I…I don't think I would handle losing him. A lot would lose meaning without him around, and even if I were to ascend the throne of Noxus publicly, it would feel lonely and meaningless without him by my side. I refuse to share my Empire with anybody else but Vladimir, for nobody else is worth such an honor.

And if I am to be fully honest, I don't think a world without him is worth existing.

Still, I would live on, for there is nothing else to do. Even with all my necromantic knowledge, I know better than to try and challenge the Kindred by attempting to undo their work. It most certainly would backfire badly if I tried.

17. If you could meet someone who has died, who would it be?

Perhaps mages who died with knowledge that Mordekaiser destroyed during his reign. He had the habit of gathering arcane tomes, learning all he could from them before destroying the tomes so nobody else could have access to those pieces of information. So, calling upon those mages from the other side and learning straight from the source would be interesting—although too risky for me at the present moment.

If you expected me to list past loved ones, I would not. They are long gone, most likely don't even remember me after spending so much time in the wastelands of Death. Their time has passed, and I have accepted it many centuries ago. I don't even miss them anymore. I am not the girl I used to be while they lived, so I do not miss their company and I can't even think of any subject of a conversation with them.

#“would i lie?” (answered) #heredis sanguinis #thanks for the ask! #V: “I am everywhere. I am everyone!” (Default verse) #“Watch closely.” (headcanon) #drinkthepain #restrainedhungr #jynxd

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Name one (or a few) people in your life whose death would ruin you.

Who do you think would miss you most if you were gone?

Name one person you’d protect even if it meant sacrificing yourself.

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10. Name one (or a few) people in your life whose death would ruin you.

Swain (@dolls-runeterran-dollhouse): My dearest Grand General. I am aware of her mortality, and as age begins to take its toll, our time together grows ever shorter. I do try to prepare my heart for the inevitable moment when she departs this world, but I know, with certainty, that it will shatter irreparably upon her passing.

Morgana (@veiled-lady, Coven verse): My dearest Queen. I doubt that the Gods would subject her to the same fate as mine; she is destined to outlive me by many years. However, if tragedy were to befall her, and I were powerless to prevent her demise, it would utterly devastate my heart and soul. My affection for her rivals even that which I hold for the deities we serve, despite the potential blasphemy inherent in such devotion.

Kayn (@wayfaringstrangxr, both default and modern verse): My most lethal assassin, who may be cocky but is undeniably effective. Losing him would mean losing a vital asset to my plans—or at least, that's what I used to believe. Nowadays, things changed and so did my feelings towards him, and it pains me deeply whenever he returns from a mission wounded, even if the injury is not life-threatening. Despite his mortality and the inevitability of his demise—whether in battle or old age—I fear the day I will ultimately lose him.

My rock star; Gods, I can't believe one would bring me close to my father's band again, but his presence in the Pentakill alone made me forget Mordekaiser is also a member of the band. I value more being around him than avoiding my father, so that alone should speak volume about how much Kayn means to me - which also means how much his death would utimately devastate me. I hope he won't have a crazy fan like John Lennon had!

11. Who do you think would miss you most if you were gone?

I can think of a few names of people with whom I have built real bonds, so I suppose they would be more likely to miss me. They are Veigar, Evelynn, Briar, and Jinx.

Evelynn (drinkthepain) is my long-time friend. In the same way I trust her entirely, I also know she trusts me with all her dark heart. Plus, not too long ago, Fiddlesticks decided to attack us both, and I learned that he used her fear of losing me to cause her pain.

Then there is Veigar, my little duckling. We have been through hell and back together, with me being partially responsible for freeing us both from Mordekaiser. I know he gets nervous when I go too long without sending news, despite his attempts to conceal it.

Briar (restrainedhungr) and Jinx (jynxd) both chose me to be their mother, so I believe this speaks volumes on how much they would miss me if I were to die.

There is one last name, a certain hemomancer, who is a huge maybe in this list. Considering how complicated our relationship is, I cannot tell for sure if he would miss me or celebrate my departure from this world.

I can think of other names as well, but all of them are not certain to miss me much. Perhaps on the first moment, but soon to not be affected anymore.

12. Name one person you’d protect even if it meant sacrificing yourself.

The same names as before. I do not love often, but when I do, it is in the most intense way possible. I would kill and die for Evelynn, Veigar, Briar, Jinx, and that awfully annoying blood diva.

#“would i lie?” (answered) #V: “I am everywhere. I am everyone!” (Default verse) #steel and fire #thanks for the ask! #“Watch closely.” (headcanon) #V: “History forgets; but the Black Rose remembers” (Eclipse) #V: “Places to go. people to be.” (Modern Verse) #drinkthepain #jynxd #restrainedhungr #dolls runeterran dollhouse #wayfaringstrangxr #veiled lady