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text from the song the oh hellos - in memoriam

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The new logo looks like shinji meeting kaworu

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kyaaaaa~!! you pervert! *activates a laser grid that cuts you into a dozen bloody cubes*

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[A home you thought you couldn't return to]

#nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun art #trigun maximum #posted this on instagram and then realized...yeah...i have a tumblr blog too...and scooted before it could grow cobwebs #Sorry for inactivity I got diagnosed with attenuated psychosis at the beginning of the year so that's that #doesn't stop me from thinking about wolfwood anyway #The tragedy that what you wanted was just within your grasp had you let yourself reach out #Were you encumbered by the weight of your bloodied hands? or was it the fear that the heaviness would bury another had it landed on them

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Getting to know people

Based on @acetrigunweek day 3's quote

#he's just like me...he just like me for real...(devastated) #and bodies expected to be involved as an ingredient to the said “relationship recipe” or they would doubt if your love was full #op you get it #this made me do emotional somersaults in the lecture halls #trigun

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brush test (id in alt)

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“i can fix him” “i can make him worse” well i can split him into the fixed and worse versions of himself resulting in existential horror, identity crises, and maybe a little violence

#me when I look into the mirror and see fragments of my 12 year old self #hamartia in too much killing of past selves

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"Why don't YOU drive for once?! Ya idiot!"

"BECAAAAUUSE! I... can't.. drive these things!"

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(I don’t like putting watermarks so, PLEASE, if you want to post these gifs somewhere GIVE CREDITS! Also, don’t use them in edits/videos. Thanks~)

#husbands

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(waves) hi... vashwoodweek.... day 1 - soulmates au

#in this lifetime vashwood will haunt the way I live #oooouughhhhhhhhh arrrgrgrrrrrrr hergrhrrrrrr #something very raw in asking god favours while you deem yourself a sinner #and the sky does not answer #“oh god...god...grant me one wish” #trigun #trigun spoilers #trigun maximum

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Jesus Christ on the cross was the world's first pin-up boy

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whatever didn't kill me turned me into this

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If it's meant to be, then it will be

So I met him there, and told him I believe.

#trigun #trigun 98 #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun art #when life gets taken away from a character the moment they realize they could've had a chance at happiness? yeah...

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til death do us part

#wedding/death juxtaposition I love you #the time will pass but the ache will LINGER #holds art with tears in eyes

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Of vampires and werewolves

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun art #breaking news: homoeroticism breaks the barriers of tradition #this was meant for halloween but it's still halloween in my heart #vash is just a projection of how I would react getting kisses from a werewolf boyfriend

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Of moles and past lives, a vashwood comic

#vashwood #I imagine their love as the transitioning of flower to fruit here #modern aus to wipe away the tears contrived by canon #projection because I have tear moles #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun art

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(me on a first date) and what do you think of the inherent intimacy of surgery? have you considered the love someone must have to put their hands under your skin and hold the most grotesque parts of you and put them back together nicely? is anyone really closer to you than that? we all get uh a little enamored on the surgery table don't we haha. wait come back

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The love was there. It didn't change anything. It didn't save anyone. But it still matters that the love was there.

Lyrics from I'm your man-Mitski

#trigun #vash the stampede #vashwood #trigun art #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun maximum #trigun 98 #trigun stampede #if nobody got me then neither does the narrative!! #how do you save your sworn ally when he is destined for death at the very beginning #angst #illustration