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I hope you don't mind me aksjng but I'm just curious- What have you been up to while being away for a bit?

nooo it's fine!! i've been following online classes again (they started this week) and going to work, mostly!! otherwise, i watched encanto with my family. (that movie made me :). it was fun! also mirabel's sisters are <3 LMAO) i watched arcana despite ssaying i would never consume a piece of leauge of legends media in my life. and i've been playing some ds games!! im replaying simanimals rn (fucking love that game) and some pmd!! i pre-ordered legends of arceus so im excited for that too,, but it's coming out in the week like 2 of my essays are due TT

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totono / you and me and her spoilers! + me rambling abt yandere nonsense lmao

i will never shut up about how much i love the concept behind aoi's character and the entire god stuff TT

the idea of her 'god' being an amalgamation of every love interest in every game, and her simply being one 'facet' or 'personification' of it... how she has shared memories of so many different people, so many different lives that it just makes her unable to function? the implications that, whatever game YOU'RE playing, you're always falling in love with a different version of herself? so good. what the fuck. (and this just made me think about,, are her and miyuki then from the exact same source, just different iterations of god? BUT that's not rlly what i wanted to talk about here)

thinking about the idea of... every chara in a dating sim you've fallen for having the exact same core, remembering when you're around <3 they're made to be the one you fall in love with, and can be the only one who ever will sigh...

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We both need to play the games collecting dust in our steam libraries ....

i said thia and now im replaying all the pmd games for the 20th time <33 steam sales are my worst nightmare cuz I keep buying stuff and never play TT IVE BEEN FINISHING TOTONO THO

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Don't force yourself, cuz you'll feel guilty for not putting as much effort as before. Take time for yourself we dont mind ! Your mental health is your first priority !! I remember you said you started this blog for fun so keep it that way, if you dont feel like writing its alright. Its understandable :)

sending a hug to you through the screen anon!!! i always start blogs for fun and then somewhere along the way i start feeling guilty,, and i just need to Stop LMAO sometimes i wonder if im just not the type of person who's good with request-type blogs but i love doing them most of the time!! so i won't stop any time soon :') thank u for supporting me <3333!!!

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If it means you feeling better then we understand if it'll take a while to see you again

you deserve to take a break

:')!!! tysm, i really appreciate the sentiment!! i honestly Really do not feel like writing atm so im just like alkjsdflkajsdflksjdf perhaps it's time. finally time. to work through my gigantic steam library of unplayed games.......................... LMAO

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if it’s of any consolation, everything you put out is amazing. i’m not just trying to butter you up: you have such a firm grasp on intriguing versions of the characters and understanding of their actions that’s addicting. sometimes our head has ways of distorting our accomplishments til they seem like shit, so i wanna reassure u that you’re doing more than great on that front!!

that said, if u need to take a break, please do so! this is meant to be for fun and if it’s not fun then it’s actively hurting u :(( you deserve to relax and regroup til everything is alright, whatever it is ur going through. you’re a great, creative person and im sending u hugs and i really really hope things get better soon. you’re loved and appreciated and we all want what’s best for u!

thank you so much honestly :')!! i think i'm gonna get a bit repetitive with these messages honestly, but i do really appreciate it!! i'm glad you enjoy my characterization so much,, i really do try to keep their personalities in mind!! i've got like a whole doc with screenshots n stuff- so i'm glad that effort is paying off <33!! again, i'm happy to hear that!!

after getting multiple messages i probably will pull back from this blog for a little bit, at least!! until i actually want to write again LMAO and i know i will always want to eventually, it's like my major hobby so!! i will return!!! and ill still be around to chat. thank you for this anon, you're really a sweetheart and i think everything will turn out better with some time <33

#for people who read the tags............ #i have a very casual sfw blog loveborn where im posting whatever i feel like when i feel like it ?? so OCCASIONALLY u might see smth there #not a lot tho #not writing #kind words

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Actually, where does 🔮 actually get any sort of smutty books before like the internet?

I know stuff like that clearly exists but I could never find it?? Where are y'all getting these books where the mc gets fucked by a super questionable monster / person 😔

I gotta know!!

The book 🔮 mentioned is more of a body horror mpreg novel than actual smut, I believe! Nowadays you've got more 'standard' erotica on places like Amazon, but pre-internet... The only thing I could think of are 'spicy' pulp novels? Those are from like the 1920s-1950s. Look at this LMAO tentacle fuckers have been real for 100 years!

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are you alright??

im Coping LMAO i know if i took a break from this blog rn until i REALLY felt better it might take a bit so i try to keep myself writing but it's also like,, i don't really feel proud of the stuff i'm putting out rn :') i feel bad not putting in my best effort for some asks, they deserve better, i'm just kinda forcing myself rn. just a little. so it feels bad either way alkfjksjdfdsf

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Reading that Reddit post made me cry with laughter, like my god I love it so much it's wild. The euphemisms is great, 10/10 would reread again

HAHAHA it honestly was great it definitely had me cracking up as well <//3 this poor man and his kids LMAO

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a MUAH <3 for u, dearie!!

thanks anon :’)!!! honestly i have really not been doing well since the past week or so, but this made me feel a little better

#trying to keep writing n talking to people but it’s honestly rlly hard rn sigh #not writing

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writing has rotted my brain i was on reddit just now and i read this and immediately thought of caleb 😭

#oc.caleb #not writing

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I just think f!Robin x f!Reader exploring each other's bodies while gaming would be NEAT and also WHOLESOME....

I'm just saying........

Having Robin in your lap and slowly letting your hands wander. She's so focused on the level she's playing that she doesn't notice you've placed one hand on her thigh, and one on her stomach. When your hand slips under her shirt and strokes her tummy, there's a momentary stutter in her gameplay. But you won't notice much else. (With her face turned away from you, you can't tell she's already starting to blush.) Any more touching and she's complaining that she can't focus like this. Halfheartedly. Unless she's at a point she put a lot of effort into get, she won't actually be bothered. She's just appearing less and less invested as time goes on, until she softly pleads for you to touch her more...

But the first thing this made me think of was like,, this game I saw on youtube years ago?? I can't remember the name but it was like a 'massage' tinder kinda thing and it would make your controller vibrate like crazy. Meant to give massages, but I wanna imagine forcing that between Robin's legs <3 Just clean the controller after.

#robin the orphan #degrees of lewdity

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High-key wanna see Kylar/Caleb with a dragon!s/o because of the possibilities...

Big tough dragon who turns into a huge softy for some messy gremlin and they're both obsessed with each other.

Kylar and Caleb just think you're hot, badass, and can list 10 million other reasons why you're so cool.

You're adding Kylar / Caleb to your horde of treasures and golds :)

are we going for full dragon or some hybrid / shapeshifter... yknow what ill act like it's full dragon because you're intelligent anc you can tall these two would NOT care <3

I KNOW this is kind of a standard plot for these kinda fanfics at this point but just like <33 Kylar being 'sacrificed' to the big baaad dragon, you, to appease you and you fall in wuv... They're not surprised they're the one who got chosen, Kylar's an oddbal with few connections, and he doesn't like the people there. You're so huge and beautiful, your voice so loud and rumbling it sends tremors through their body. You treat them well, as part of your hoard. They can't be blamed for falling in love if you're the first person who's been nice to them in ages, and you're the only one around.

Caleb hears of an intelligent dragon and takes fucking you as a challenge ^^

#oc.caleb #kylar the loner #k.monster

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Imagine PC with Kylar’s creepy vibes, but with the opposite demeanor. Like, they have a smile that goes on for miles that never reaches to their eyes, upbeat in a fanatic kinda way, knows about people a little too well, etc.

maybe akin to a cryptid?

I can imagine in the town of DoL, it'd become a challenge among your less behaved peers to figure out how much it'll take for them to stop smiling. They're not fond of them digging around in everyone's lives.

Is it impressive when their lips are still straining into a smile with a cock forced down their throat, or scary?

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Have you ever heard of « little misfortune » ? It’s a indie game about the misadventures of a little girl and the narrator who is both very cute and very disturbing. You should try it out I bet you would love it ! 🦑

i remember little misfortune!! i didn't play it myself, but i watched a let's play of it soon after it came out. i really did like it, so your prediction is spot on!! though i still probably like fran bow more :')

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On a scale of 1 to 10, how bad would Caleb take it if you broke up with him for similar reasons to him wanting to get you a ticket out of town? I can imagine that if you’re already notorious, openly having someone you care about is a horrible idea. They keep targeting him! Only so many hospital visits you can take before you do some dumb shit like pretending you’re being selfless by sending Caleb away when it’s your fault he’s in this mess. A hurt, bandaged Caleb snoozing away in bed, high on painkillers, still with a hoodie he’s has on for days is …. </3

Solid nine. A feeling of abandonment / being unworthy of loving is the main root of his issues. The only worse way you could hurt him is if you actually never loved him in the first place. Caleb's quick to get horny and fuck around with people, but he's not quick to love. If he's dating you, that means he doesn't see you leaving him, and doesn't want to break up with you either. He's in it for the long haul, basically. His first love never returned his feelings, but you did, or it seemed you did, and gave him a taste of heaven before discarding him like all the others. He's heartbroken and feels betrayed. You've probably turned him away from the idea of dating for the rest of his life. (How could he ever have thought in the first place anyone would want a relationship with him?)

He's filled with self loathin after, but if you tell him it was for his own good or whatever, he'll actually get mad. For his own good?? You didn't discuss anything with him! You just decided on your own what he wanted!! He wouldn't have cared how many times he got the shit kicked out of him, if it meant they wouldn't take their anger out on you. If it was for you. This hurt him far more than any broken bone ever could.

He's hurt. A lot. But in this specific scenario, not beyond saving. Though it'd be a long time before you regained his full trust, don't expect to just hop back into a relationship after you've apologised.

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5 am ramblings <333 Ohhhhh I feel so BAD for poor puppy kylar in heat! Especially when it’s so fun to tease her. Of course you’re going over to her place, of course you see her calls - but you can’t help it if you were “away” for a moment, just letting the messages and voicemails come through with increasing desperation. She’s so lovely when you finally get to her, all but tackling you to the nearest surface, whining with her thighs all slick. Okay, okay, you’ll be nice to her at first. Kiss her neck and wrap one of your arms from behind around her waist while your other hand slips down her panties. It really doesn’t take long at all to get her to cum on your fingers, loud in a way she only is around you. She goes completely limp in your grip for a moment, softly panting, and absolutely trusting. She’s so tiny you can probably scoop her up by the back of her wet thighs and carry her over to her bed. Her tail is wagging at supersonic high speeds, the way it always does when you show her affection. Too bad now you’re feeling mischievous. You get her off another time just so you don’t feel guilty about teasing her while you undress her. (She’s still a little shy about her own body, and that never fails to make you melt. You just kiss away all self doubt and let her grind on your fingers as long as she wants.) But then you’re putting her special collar around her neck, the one you bought for her after she brought up the idea with twinkling eyes. Soft, sweet good girl will listen to you, right? Kylar’s eyes are so glazed over and her chin is leaking with drool, but she says yes, of course, of course. So you press her hands together above her head and drive her legs apart with your knee, devoting all your time to tasting her heated skin while she pleads for more. So you oblige, with that special strap on with a knotting mechanism, one that you bought just for her. Giving her slow, drawn out orgasms is probably the cruelest thing you can do to her, but she’s so pretty when she cries. At least going slow, you’re able to go for hours. Every now and then, for fun, you switch things up and jackhammer into her to see if you can beat your own record for making her cum. It helps if you moan how much you love her into her ear. She’s so cute. When it’s all over, she scoots closer to you, soft and lovable with the sweetest lovestruck eyes. She deserves your hoodie as a reward, so big on her tiny frame the ends fall to her mid thigh. And if you go down on her just because the imagery is too adorable not to? Well, she’ll never tell you no.

ANOOOON ANON <33333333 thank you. thank you so much.

Leaving poor Kylar on read :(( She can see you opening her messages but never responding,, and while she cums once to the thought of you seeing her so horny, she really wants you to respond!! Sending you audio messages that you, at first, think only has panting noises in it. Interspersed with cute little gasps for air. But at the very end she's whining about how she knows you're listening!! She- She doesn't believe you can be mean... Y-you're so perfect and pretty and, ah, she needs to smell you so badly. Please just help her?

100% chance that she would cum quickly on your fingers but you know what idea I also really like?? Puppy Kylar in heat being so pent up she's pushed over the edge just from making out and a bit of groping <33 You haven't even gotten started yet, but she goes rigid for a moment and lets out a loud moan, muffled by your mouth. Then the poor thing collapses against you, twitching and shaking. Immediately grinding her pussy on your thigh again.

!!! Puppygirl Kylar would just be. The most obedient ever <3 She keeps tugging at and touching her collar while begging for you, sobbing almost. THE STRAP WITH THE KNOTTING MECHANISM...?? YOUR MIND ANON. YOUR MIND. she'd fucking love that SO much. With the knot inflated, you can't move to pull out at all, and Kylar recovers quicker from orgasm than the knot lasts. She's just desperately trying to wriggle it around inside her for any friction.

She's so exhausted by the end, and since it lasted hours, so are you. Shuffling over to you with a smile until she can basically wrap an arm and a leg around you to hold you close <33 Depending on the intensity of her heat, you'll wake up the next morning to her fucking herself on your strap.

#kylar the loner #k.petplay #degrees of lewdity