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I wanna see pussy in my inbox

Yessss

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reblog if you’re a girl & it’s okay for me to message/sext you when im horny💓💓

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Kinda hungry kinda horny kinda tired kinda wanna get a tattoo

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Feel free to send me money just because 🤗🌈

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Ladies, reblog this if it's okay to message you and talk dirty💦💦

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had a dream in which i was being attacked by rapist and my mom just told me to leave him alone. i had to defend myself because i did nothing to provoke this man. and yet i’m told just leave him alone, don’t bother him. what am i supposed to do, just let him have his way with me again. i mean i know it’s just a dream but i woke up feeling unsafe and unprotected. and at this moment i have no one to help me make sense out of it . and i’m scared not because it will happen again but because no one is here but me. on the edge, anxious just me. 

i know it’s not real but i just need you here, and you aren’t 

and i can’t message you cause you told me fuck off 

years after abuse, things still trigger you

and people just expect you to get over it

but it hurts

no one protected you then

and no one will protect you now

all you have is you. and sometimes that isn’t enough. you need a rock other than you, other than god. 

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now it’s just wholesome

I miss seeing porn all down my feed

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Reblog if you’re black and bored, and you want someone to slide in your DMs🙋🏽‍♀️

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I’ve learned a lot this year. I learned that things don’t always turn our the way you planned, or the way you think they should. And I’ve learned that there are things that go wrong that don’t always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I’ve learned that some broken things stay broken, and I’ve learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you

Jennifer Weiner (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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I need my back blown out

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Turn On..

When he fucks you in your ass & cums inside of it 🙊

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Tumblr Girlfriend? 😉

Reblog if you’re interested 💋

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this is the wiorst birthday ever

and i just want to end it all

all i can think about is cutting myself and letting the blood flow

everyone leaves

and in ways they simply say you’re not good enough for me to stay 

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She loves hard because she knows how it feels to be loved so little.

iliketoquote.com (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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i have no desire to love anyone anymore or be loved in return...

i’m tired of trying and being and giving to get little or nothing in return. 

imagine telling someone who says they care about you, that they’re treating you like you’re invisible for them purposely do it

i know i’m not perfect and i’ve made mistakes

but damn i don’t deserve that

i don’t deserve to be misused and treated like trash

i’ve had enough of that as a child

how much more can a person take before they break down and lose it

you’re so fucking stubborn and set in your ways that you can’t see that everyone is just blowing smoke up your ass and using you.  they don’t do shit for you in return

but the one person who is continuously by your side pouring into you, is discarded and undervalued... 

you don’t see me or my worth?

i guess all you wanted was for me to help you get your papers

which i have no problem doing.  but be upfront about it. 

say that’s the reason you want me around’

don’t say you care about me and treat me like shit

what’s the point of  love, if all it does is hurt you

what’s the point in caring about someone and they are to blinded to see what they have. 

like a fucking dolphin that gets distracted by every shiny object. 

fuck you 

the person i fell in love with had changed

but you’re proud of being an asshole and wear that badge well

i guess it’s to much to ask you to be a real fucking man and stop being childish.

i found love and it’s hopeless

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♎ 10/3

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To My Female Followers...

Reblog this if you wouldn’t mind me sliding in your inbox to become your friend