summary :: in which isabella decantis has to share a dorm room with her high school enemy, chris sturniolo.
word count :: 1,390 k
warnings :: swearing, angst (??), lowercase intentioned, 3rd person, chris is a dick, drinking, throwing up, fluff if u squint, n thats it
a/n :: yall r crazy for getting tense to 800 notes đđ i love u guys all dearly. also the story line is js smth i ended up doing on c.ai and i thought it was realy good so đ also credits to maxine for the name she said she wouldnt read this if i didnt give her credits
COLD was what amber-eyed isabella decantis felt while walking down the long hallway. after waiting for weeks and even months, she had finally gotten accepted into her dream college. the brunette girl looked down at the small folded paper to know which dorm was hers. to her surprise, the hallway was empty on move in day. she knew how hard had been working and how much money she paid to get one of the dorms that have a private bathroom. she knew she deserved this.
âROOM 617â was said on the small sign on the door. isabella put her boxes down after struggling to carry them for almost 10 minutes. she excitedly took out the key to unlock the door, but it was already open. bella raised her eyebrow slightly, a bit shocked that her dorm mate would already be here. she opened the door slowly while letting out a soft, âhello?â
her amber eyes met with blue eyes. âuhm.. what the fuck are you doing here?â chris mumbled, getting up from his bed. isabellaâs jaw clenched as she looked back down at the folded paper. âthis is room 617?â she spoke with anxiety laced into her tone. âare yaâ blind?â the brunette boy spoke coldly. âno because if i was, i wouldnât already know that im gonna have to be with you.â she spat as she kicked her boxes filled with clothes and other things into the room.
bella picked up the few boxes and placed them on top of her bed. the room now completely silent, she took a box knife that she had in her purse and started to open the boxes up. âcant fucking believe im gonna have to be stuck with you for the entire year.â chris mumbled under his breath, thinking that isabella couldnât hear him when in reality she did. âwell we both wouldnât be pissed off if you didnât bully me through all of high school, wouldnât we sturniolo?â isabella snapped.
âwell thats what you deserve for being all slutty n shit when you fucked every guy in school decantis.â he argued back, not even looking up from his phone. bella paused from packing to turn to chris. her hands rested on her love handles. âexcuse you! your the one who played every girl in bell borne! remember lizzy? yeah, you fucked around with her for a bit and then you cheated on her with her sister.â she retorted with frustration laced into her words. âbut ohhh, no remember that one time when you cheated on her sister with her bestfriend?â bella continued, pissed off that chris was probably not even listening.
âoh please bella! you sent nudes to basically all of the guys during junior and senior year. dont act all innocent and act like you didnât do anything.â chris finally snapped as he put his phone down. âjesus christ and you fucked how many guys in the bathroom?â he didnât stop there. âdonât be coming after me sayin shit like im a player when you were a slut too.â he finally stopped. isabella rolled her eyes, turning her back to chris. âoh so now what? when i finally say the truth you stay quiet? is that what hurts you to know bella?â he taunted.
âthatâs because its all a shitty humor chris! i didnât fuck anybody in any bathroom, i didnât send nuâ well i sent nudes to my boyfriend.. i didnt send nudes to any other guy but him!â she defended herself while throwing her hands up with mercy. âfor fucks sake chris youâre just like your ex girlfriend. she was such a fucking dick. you know you were nicer in eighth grade but when you started to date her during the summer you became a prick. guessing you also played her then?â bella added, tilting her head to the side slightly while crossing her arms. after a few seconds of awkwardness, isabella knew chris was finally silenced, atleast for now.
bella turned back to her things and continued to unpack everything. she carefully placed things on top of the shelfs next to her bed. her dainty crystals, her box of tarot cards, her little jewelry box, everything that she had loved. but it wasnât too soon until the silence started to kill her. she then remembered that he had brought her vinyl player along with two or three records. the brunette girl carefully opened the book that held them, then taking them out. happily, isabella plugged in the vinyl player and putting on a mac demarco record on to play. chris groaned quietly as the music started to fill the room. âjesus what is this shit?â he asked while getting up from his bed to turn off the music.
âits musicâŠâ bella mumbled, quickly turning it back on. âwell yeah it sounds depressing, who listens to that kinda stuff.â chris argued as he turned it back off. the girl pouted slightly. âpeople who listen to mac demarco?? if its bothering you so much then get out while i finish unpacking.â she shrugged. chris didnât give her an audible reply, instead just simply putting his shoes on and leaving the room. isabella let out a small sigh of relief, thankful she had the room to herself now for a while.
. . . .
isabella was now in her nicely made bed comfortably. her wired earbuds connected to her phone which played music softly into her pierced ears. she hummed to herself quietly once she noticed the time. 1:03am. the brunette girl couldnât actually help but feel a little bit worried about where he was. but of course, she quickly brushed it off and enjoyed how cozy she was currently. soon enough, a loud thud hit the door. isabellaâs eyebrow raised slightly while lazily getting out of bed.
the brunette walked over to the door, taking out one earbud while opening it. her eyes met chrisâ eyes. his hair stook out everywhere and some of it stuck to his forehead, his hand holding a bottle of something, his eyelids droopy, and his scent reeking of alcohol and his cheap cologne. âjesus what did you do?â bella asked while moving to the side to let chris in. âmmmhhâ he rather giggled. he belly-flopped onto his bed and wiggled around on it for a while, bella assuming he was trying to get comfortable. âare you.. drunk?â she asked, crossing her arms. âdonât be ridicu-lush.. âm not that drunk.â he slurred while continuing to giggle like a baby.
isabella hesitated, but she grabbed the bottle that was in his grasp. âjesus! vodka chris?â she groaned in annoyance. he let out a small hiccup in reply that kinda made her laugh. isabella just watched him wriggle around in his bed before his body shot up. âwhat now?â she mumbled. âim gonna throw up.â chris groaned as he quickly ran to the bathroom that was connected to the dorm. the brunette girl ran after the boy as he kneeled down in-front of the toilet to throw up. isabella who had emetophobia, was also not doing well. her fingers lightly held chrisâ front pieces of hair back with one hand patting his back gently, trying not to look at the throw up.
âthere ya go..â she whispered quietly. after he was done doing his thing, isabella grabbed a plastic cup and filled it up with tap water. âhere, drink some water.â the brunette said, then flushing the toilet. chris gladly took the cup of water and took little sips. âfeel better?â she asked as she leaned against the sink counter, looking down at chris on the floor. âhm, i think âm still drunk.â he admitted, putting the cup down. isabella hummed quietly, nodding her head as she stuck out a hand to help chris up. âget some sleep.â she suggested while walking chris back into the room. âmâkay..â he babbled while quickly flopping back on his bed.
the amber-eyed girl turned off the bathroom lights then walked over to her bed. she had also decided to go to sleep. isabella turned off her lamp and put her phone to charge. her body slid underneath her sheets and blankets. she heard chris snore like a truck, âgreat.â she thought. honestly though, she didnât mind it that much. after staring at the ceiling for a few minutes, she quickly fell asleep.
a/n ;; STARTING MY FIRST SERIES đđđ this might be a bit messy for the first part but i do hope u guys enjoyed it!!
includes: smut, oral!female, friends with benefits (kinda), friends with secrets, teasing, pet names, dom!chris, fem!reader.
short summary: youâre always been in a little situationship with chris, meeting up everyday, having sex in secret and pretending that youâre strangers in public but after chrisâs team won the tournament he broke the friends with benefits thing.
âOh- fuckâ, Chris breathed out while throwing his head back while I was on top of him, bringing both of us closer to the edge. Once I felt him release inside me i got off of him and licked the juices off.
âAtta girlâ, Chris praised me as he grabbed me by the arm and leaned in to kiss me.
âDonât you need to start getting ready for the tournament?â, I whispered between kisses.
âIt can waitâ, Chris whispered back, deepening the kiss, I felt his hand sliding up on my chest.
âNot nowâ, I whispered.
âYes, nowâ, Chris groaned.
I pulled away and threw his shirt at him.
âGet ready for the tournament assholeâ.
Chris looked at me the whole time as I was putting my clothes back on.
âYouâre so beautiful â.
âTell that to your girlfriendâ.
âYou know we broke things offâ.
âDoesnât seem like she thinks that wayâ.
Chris rolled his eyes as he got off of the bed, starting to get ready for the tournament.
âAre you nervous?â, I asked him.
âNot really, I know my team can winâ.
âOkay, well Iâm heading out.â
âWaitâ, Chris grabbed me by the arm before I was able to leave.
âWhat?â.
âWill you be at the tournament? You know the the final, itâs important to me.â
âDonât worry, your girlfriend will be there to cheer you onâ.
âSheâs not my girlfriend and I want you to be there.â
âYou already got what you wanted. Sex before your big match. I think thatâs enough.â
âI want you everywhere with me.â.
I looked at him and deeply sighed.
âDonât you think how weirdly everyone would react when theyâll see me with you?â.
âI really donât give a fuck on what people will thinkâ, he whispered as his hands were softly trailing around my waist.
I breathed out as I backed away.
âIâll think about it, bye for nowâ.
âByeâ.
At the tournament
I did arrive at the tournament because deep down I wanted to. I wanted to see how good he looks in his hockey clothing. I arrived earlier so I could catch up with Chris before his match but I saw him laughing with his team and his supposedly ex girlfriend standing very close to him. His arm was wrapped around her. I donât know why I get so jealous when me and him are nothing. Weâre just fucking for fun. At least thatâs what he said a while ago.
He doesnât know Iâve been having feelings for him and Iâm not planning on telling him. He saw me from afar as he gave me a smile. I didnât even notice how he was looking at me, I just walked away without noticing.
I walked into the nearest girls bathroom and started at myself in the mirror. A few minutes later she walked in.
âHeyâ.
I turned to look at her and then turned to look at the mirror again, fixing my hair.
âHi thereâ.
âIs it okay if I ask you something?â, she asked me with a worried tone.
âGo onâ.
âIs everything okay with Chris? I figured that since youâre very close with him you might know whatâs happening to him? Heâs been acting very cold towards meâ.
âHe doesnât wanna be with you, he tried breaking up with you tons of times but youâre still not understanding the signs cuz youâre blind as fuckâ is what i wanted to say but instead
âIâm not sure. We donât talk about stuff like that. Iâm sure he loves youâ, is what I said to her as I stormed out of the bathroom.
I saw more people surrounding the building so I walked into the arena to take my seat. Chris was standing next to the door. He was looking at me but I glanced at him and turned away. I was pissed and jealous. I was tired of pretending like I donât feel anything back. I wonder if feels the same.
I saw the teams entering the ice arena and everyone was cheering and screaming loudly, especially to Chris obviously because he was the captain. I saw her again, sitting not so far away from me. She was smiling and cheering him. I started to feel like shit and so guilty because she has no idea what iâve done with Chris plenty of times. That would destroy her and Iâm trying to imagine myself in her place, I would feel the same way. I just hope that Chris will break it off with her for real in a nice way because I donât want her getting hurt.
The game was going on for about an hour now and the teams were tied up and everybody was screaming so much. The winning goal was given to Chris. All the people surround me were loosing their minds and I know the pressure Chris was feeling. He bend down to his knees for a few seconds and he turned to the audience sight. His eyes met mine. I could see how nervous he was. I nodded to him and mouthed him
âYou can do itâ.
I swear, in this moment I could feel everything around me stop, like it was just me and him, having our moment. I snapped out of it quickly tho, noticing him nodding back and him holding his hockey stick firmly. He tricked the other team into spinning around in circles and him landing the puck straight into the middle of the gate. Absolutely everybody went wild, cheering. Chris was raised to the top by his team and all of them shouted âchrisâ at the same time. I got up and tried getting through the crowd only for her to stop again. I saw her eyes were teary and she was mad.
âWhatâs wrong?â, I asked her.
âI saw that little eye contact you had with Chris, I wondered why he wasnât looking to my direction. I know everything..â,
My heart dropped because she was never meant to find out this way.
âChris said he was gonna talk to you soon, im sorry you found out this wayâ.
She just looked at me and sighed.
âLook, next time, promise me that you wonât lie if you end up in situations like this. Tell the truth to the girl if the boyfriend is lyingâ.
I just looked at her because I felt guilty.
She softly smiled and leaned in to hug me.
âNice to meet you.â
âNice to meet you tooâ, we both laughed it off. We quickly gave each other our phone numbers and she left the game. I saw people were leaving except the teams friends, families, girlfriends.
I tried leaving and I almost did but I heard my name.
âChris is waiting for youâ.
I turned my head and I saw Chris next to the door, I walked down the stairs and walked closer to him. He was looking at me, placing his hand on my cheek and softly playing with my hair. I slowly took off the helmet off of him and placed it on the chair. He looked so fucking good. The wet, messy hair.
âYouâre so cute when you look up at me with those doe eyes of yoursâ.
âYeah well I canât change my height.â
âSexy and feisty. Canât get enough of youâ, and with that he leaned in to kiss me in front of his whole fucking teammates. I didnât care at that moment because this kiss felt real, because he officially broke the âfriends with benefitsâ, situation. His whole team was cheering and thatâs when I pulled away but Chris leaned me in for a hug.
âI love you, I always didâ, I whispered into Chrisâs ear. He had to bend down a little to hear me perfectly. Gosh, something about him bending down for me made me weak in the knees.
He smiled at those words and leaned in to kiss me again.
âMy place, spend the night pleaseâ, Chris whispered between kisses.
âOkay, Christopherâ.
âCall me that againâ, Chris whispered again.
âI looked up at him as I pulled from the kiss for a few seconds.
âChristopherâ, I whispered in a tiny seductive tone.
âFuck, how did I get so luckyâ, Chris placed his hands on my ass and leaned in to kiss me again. I softly giggled and pulled him away.
âDonâto do that hereâ.
âEverybody needs to know hot my girl isâ.
âGo get readyâ, I softly punched his shoulders urging him so we could leave this place faster.
Never saw him getting ready this fast, he practically sprung out of the bathroom and fell into my arms.
âYou really are somethingâ, I giggled while he was attacking my neck with kisses.
Durning the car ride home it was silent but it was that comfortable silence.
âI broke it off with Camillaâ, Chris said out of no where.
I looked at him with a questionable face expression.
âDid you talk to her?â, I asked him.
âYeah, I thought she left the game before I could talk to her but she was waiting for me next to the bathroom after the game endedâ.
âOkay, I talked to her too. She seems hurt.â
âI know. I know. But she pretended to never hear the words when I said that we need to break up so that pissed me offâ.
âWell she finally heard youâ.
âYeah.â, Chris sighed.
As we slowly pulled to the driveway Chris parked the car and turned to look at me.
âI want you to know that weâre officially breaking this shitty benefits thing. I want you. Not just for sex. But I wanna know everything about you, I wanna spend every minute with you. I want you everywhere with meâ.
I just looked at him and slowly picked up his hand and placed it where my heart beats. It was beating crazy.
Chris just looked at me and smiled, leaning in to kiss me again, this kiss felt real, for the first time it felt real. The kiss kept getting more intense, more heavy, Chris leaned in closer, placing his hand on my face, his breath got heavier and his hands were trailing down around my body.
âI need you so bad right nowâ, Chris whispered. His tone sounded needy and whiny.
âNot hereâ, I whispered.
Chris pulled away from the kiss getting out of the car, he walked to my side and opened the door for me. Both of us walked into the house, Matt and Nick were eating dinner in the kitchen. When they saw us Matt immediately walked up to us, giving Chris a hug.
âCongrats on winning the tournament broâ.
âThanksâ.
Matt smiled and then looked at me.
âSo Iâm guessing you guys made it official?â, Matt asked.
I looked to Chris, I thought that I will have to answer this but Chris answered before I opened my mouth.
âYes, itâs officialâ, Chris spoke as he placed a soft kiss on my head.
âThatâs cuteâ, Nick came up to us and gave both of us a hug.
âWell weâre gonna head outâ, Matt said.
âWhat, where?â, I asked.
âNick wants to see some new movie at the cinema and heâs begging for me to go with himâ.
âOkay, have funâ.
âWe will, yâall have fun tooâ, Matt winked at us before leaving the house.
âThey left on purposeâ.
âDefinitely, which gives us the perfect opportunityâ, Chris picked me up and placed me onto the kitchen table.
âYou really canât wait, can you?â, I teased him.
âNot when I have the perfect opportunity to please my girl when nobodyâs homeâ.
I smiled at him as he slowly began taking off my shirt as well as I took off his shirt.
He slowly took me into his arms again and took me upstairs, placing me softly onto the bed and kissing all over my neck down to my chest. I breathed heavily not breaking eye contact.
He slowly lowered himself between my thighs, taking off my thong, trailing his fingers around my throbbing clit.
âFuck-, Chris, pleaseâ, I whined.
âPatience pretty, patience.â
Chris slowly licked my folds, low whimpers escaping my mouth, him slowly fastening the peace as my fingers dig into his hair, thrusting my hips into his mouth. He slowly entered his fingers inside, i arched my back digging my fingers deeper into his hair. He threw one of my legs on his shoulders so he would have more access.
I grabbed onto the bed sheets, biting my lower lip trying my best not to let out any sounds.
âLet me hear you ma, i love the sounds you can make with that pretty voice of yoursâ, Chris teased.
âDonât fucking stop, oh - my god.â, I whimpered out, throwing my head back.
Chris brought me to the edge making me gasp out loud. He got onto the bed and leaned in to kiss me once again, leaving marks on my neck.
âSlow down thereâ.
âIâm good, gotta let let everyone know youâre mineâ.
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the way i got lazy at the end to write the smut im sorry yall đđbeen super super busy so please bare with this one. i love you allđ
Prompt: midway through ur English lecture Chris goes under ur desk while the teacher or nobody can see
Part 02
A/n- VERY REQUESTED!! Pt 3 is also done !! And not proof read
Contains: dirty talking, use of pet names, public sex, chris is munchin, creampie, suggestive touching, embarassed!reader.
ever since Chris and I had sex, things were, well obviously different.
It felt kinda nice having a guy as good looking as him giving me attention despite how wrong it was.
For some reason I felt safe with him, like he wouldnât let anyone bully me or make fun of me anymore, it was kinda comforting.
Chris pov
Since we had sex, I felt so attached to her like a fucking idiot.
I donât regret not one bit of it, but something inside me was- I couldnât get enough of her.
I wanted to taste her, feel her. The way she looked up at me with those big eyes and swollen plump lips after I had ruined her made me yearn for more of her.
The way she felt around me, the way she moaned my name and how she screamed it when she would cum.
it wasnât just that, sheâs beautiful.
her cute little glasses that sit on her nose, her glossy lips and that sweet smile she always give me as she does now while Iâm walking with her too our class
I kept her close to me, I wanted to keep her safe from all those things that could hurt her. She was precious I couldnât bare the thought if someone tried to hurt her. I had to protect her.
we got top class and I held the door for her and gave her a small wink making her smile a bit letting her dimples peek through before my eyes wandered too her skirt.
she had on pink panties this time and I couldnât resist myself. The way they were peeking through the bottom of her skirt made my dick pressing against my pants.
the way she sat down on the desk and i immediately followed quickly sitting next to her in the back so I could tease her some more.
She saw me looking at her noticing I didnât have a pencil or paper.
Do you need anything? I-I have extra..she said softly nearly making me melt but I tried to keep my composure from wanting to bury my head in between her thighs.
are you stuttering princess, Iâm not THAT am I? I let out a small laugh rubbing my hand over her leg and her eyes widen.
No just- ugh here! She whines slightly embarrassed from my little pet name Iâve given her but I thought it was cute so she wasnât gonna stop me, especially if I got reactions like this.
mhmm nice try tho. I kiss her cheek allowing a smile to curve on her lips.
then the lesson started and she began to take notes and I couldnât take my eyes off her and how focused she was.
she would poke her tongue out, kinda how I would while she was concentrating, the way sheâd push her glasses up occasionally just took me back to the night I fucked her so hard they came off her pretty face.
And her intelligence, the way she answered every question with such ease, then whenever Iâd get called on sheâd slide me a note with her tiny handwriting with the answer giving me a small smile squeezing my hand slightly.
she was so damn innocent but that only made me want her more.
I was snapped out my fantasies when she asked
May I use the bathroom! She raised her hand our teacher nodded and she got up and walked out the classroom and I was mesmerized by her thighs- fuck the way they look when she walks-
I sighed and peer at her seat next to me and realize, thereâs a small wet spot and I smirked too myself.
I made her wet
the thought of that alone could make me cum, knowing I made this nerdy girl wet from only a few words and she tried too hide it was so adorable- never in life would I picture myself liking a girl like her but-
She came back 4 minutes later and sits down fixing her skirt.
you okay princess? I whisper against her neck and I watch her breath hitch.
Whatâs wrong? I say softly pretending to relax her nerves and dirty thoughts I knew she was having of me and I chuckled.
I slid one of my hands up her thigh resting it at the tip of where her skirt began.
Chris- w-were in classâŠshe shudders shyly at my touch, as if she was begging me too touch her knowing how wrong it was and how fearful she was if she got caught.
and? why would that stop me from eating that pretty pussy of yours?
I Watch her squeeze her thighs together and adjust her glasses and I smirked knowing exactly what her little mind was thinking, though sheâd never admit it
gonna be quiet for me? Let me eat you out in class? Make you cum all over my face baby hm? I whisper low enough because nobody was really paying attention too the teacher or us.
yes mâiâll be quiet I promise- she whispers shaking her head.
Lower ur seat for me. I whisper crouching down under the desks enclosed by a small wall for backpack storage.
Her fingers attached too the lever and she does so moving towards the front of her chair giving me a perfect view of her panties.
I wasted no time knowing this already made her nervous enough, I thought it was cute how embarrassed she was. But she was needy. And I wasnât gonna make her wait any longer.
I slid the panties down putting them into my pocket.
Her pussy was so fucking wet and it was all for me, I couldnât wait to taste her.
It was right in front of me as she had positioned herself in the perfect angle, I left kisses on her thighs as a reminder she was my girl and nobody else was aloud to do this.
But her warmth was calling me, the same one I was just inside of only days ago.
I press my tongue to her wetness and she shrieks placing her hand over her mouth beginning to write with shaky hands
fuck- she tastes so good, that aroma id been craving was finally failing into my mouth, I slurped and sucked damn near the life out of this girl as she threw her legs around my head trying to maintain her volume.
her hand grasps my brunette hair slightly tugging on it and I look up seeing how she had one hand over he mouth whilst the other pulls my hair, knowing how flustered all of this made her I opt for sending her a wink before lapping up her wetness again.
I couldnât get enough of it, she felt so good on my lips, it was so fucking perfect on my mouth, i couldnât help myself from shaking my head in her pussy sticking my tongue out as her legs shook each time from overwhelming pleasure.
I spread her legs further apart making her groan but she quickly turned into a cough making me damn near burst out laughing.
I knew she was probably freaking out from this, and that made feel somewhat guilty but she was so hard to resist the way she sat in that chair her ass poking out a bit which I really fucking hated because I knew she did as well, but fuck it made me hard especially knowing it was only me who could make her feel so good.
It didnât take long for her to release her warm cum all over my face, since this was the first sheâd experienced this.
Fuck- I whisper to myself watch her juices drip onto the chair. I quickly stood up walking too a side table by the class door.
Whatâs on ur face Christopher? Look a little messâŠthe teacher questions and I chuckle and make up a lie quickly
Just ate something really good, and sweet and it had some cream inside so I got a little messy I apologize. I give the teacher a sly smile and she rolls her eyes at me and I wipe my face off and grab some extras for her.
I cleaned her up and saw how her legs shook a bit and how out of breath she was from this.
Her face looked a little embarrassed from my comment earlier but she had a small grin on her face one of enjoyment.
Are you okay princess? I wasnât too much was I? I say slipping her panties back and she slowly slides them on as my hand rests on her back.
Iâm- okay that was-wow-I donât know I-i liked it a lot. She says shyly, lots of breath in between each word as she placed her head on the desk looking up at me with those big gorgeous eyes through her glasses and thatâs when I realize something inside of me.
I couldnât just have her for sex, or my own pleasure.
warnings: whinybaby!reader, lowkey brat tamer matt
summary: you get pouty when matt doesnât pay attention to you.
also: this is me when iâm grumpy
also^2: rafe cameron bf vibes đč
fit check:
reader
matt
matt sturniolo x whiny!reader
âmatttttâŠ..â you whine, trailing behind your boyfriend.
heâd been making you walk through the mall all day and carry your own bags?!
this was so totally unfair.
âwhat is it princess?â he asked, turning around as you let out a huff.
ââs nothing,â you said, as he led you into hot topic. you wanted to ask him to carry your various victoria secret and juicy couture bags, but you didnât want him to tell you to stop whining.
after another hour of shopping and no more kisses or pet names from matt, the two of you finally left the mall.
he opened the door for you and let you inside the car. you slid into the front seat and immediately crossed your arms over your chest. sticking out your bottom lip and looking out the window.
âi hope you like your new sets,â he hummed, speaking about your new various pieces from vs.
âhmph.â you huffed, not wanting to give matt the satisfaction of your voice.
he raised an eyebrow, but didnât say anything else. he knew by now that whilst you were in these moods, it was best to just let it fizzle out on your own time and not argue with you. then he could give you all the cuddles and love you want.
âyou were mean to me today matt,â you hummed, continuing to stare out the window as you pulled to a stop at the red light.
âhowâs that y/n?â he said, pressing his foot down on the petal when the light turned green.
âyou didnât tell me you loved me. you didnât give me kissies while we waited in line for coffee. you didnât call me your princess. you made me carry my own bags!! what was that all about?!â you rambled off, counting them off on your fingers.
âprincess,â he hummed, turning into the drive way of your home.
âiâm waiting.â
âwell for one thing, i had some things to get for myself, and i know youâre used to me giving you princess treatment. you just gotta remember that sometimes iâve gotta carry some of my own things.â he said, turning off the car and facing you.
âand for the rest of those, you were being a bit of a pouty princess while we were walking around, which iâm assuming is because you were carrying your bags, but when you get pouty i leave you alone til you mellow out.â he hummed, taking your hand in his own.
you let out a quiet âohâ as you realized why matt had been âignoringâ you today.
â âm sorry matty,â you practically mewled, clawing at his hands.
âforgive me?â you purred.
âof course princess. only if you forgive meâŠ?â he said, getting out of the car and going around to your side of the car.
he opened the door and as soon as he did you threw yourself into his arms.
âyes i forgive you matt!!â you squealed, pressing wet open mouthed kisses to his cheeks and neck.
âgood, now letâs go cuddle,â he said, carrying you inside and upstairs to your pink bedroom.
you hummed into mattâs neck as he laid you gently on your fluffy pink bed.
â âm sorry i was pouty today matty,â you sulked, rubbing your nose against his cheek.
âitâs okay baby, youâre my pouty princess.â he hummed, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead.
itâs ya girl back at it again with the call out posts
cw: mentions of mental health issues, sexual trauma, and EDs
nick: if youâre a nick girl/boy/person, i get the feeling youâre the oldest. you sometimes tend to feel sorry for yourself and then you feel bad about feeling sorry for yourself and it becomes a vicious cycle. you probably have either dealt with body image issues or an eating disorder (idk every nick person iâve met has dealt with that). youâre probably pretty insecure and you constantly compare yourself to all your friends and itâs tearing you apart. you have a hard time accepting compliments because you simply donât believe them. i think thereâs a lot you donât talk about but then you blame others for your secrecy and feel bad for yourself, as if they just donât understand. maybe try letting people in and let them have a shot at trying to understand you. youâre not an enigma.
songs you remind me of:
prom queen by beach bunny
not strong enough by boygenius
idontwannabeyouanymore by billie eilish
sippy cup by melanie martinez
orange juice by melanie martinez
tv by billie eilish
matt: if youâre a matt girl/boy/person, youâre probably the quietest one of the group. you possibly grew up without many friends and you often feel left out or unseen. you were the quiet kid and never really talked. youâre very nurturing and you try to take care of all your friends because you want them to know you see them. youâve most likely dealt with mental health issues (specifically anxiety and/or depression). you tend to overthink a lot and you probably have a lot more to say than you actually say. you were probably the one who walked on the grass, the one who was the photographer but never in the photo, and the one who sat alone at lunch. as a kid, you went unnoticed but now youâre not. as a result, you end up purposely excluding yourself from your current friend group(s) because itâs what youâre used to and then you end up isolating yourself but you donât realize that youâre doing it to yourself. i hope youâll see that people do notice you and they do care about you. youâre not invisible.
songs that remind me of you:
the archer by taylor swift
chosen last by sara keys
letter to my 13 year old self by laufey
nobody by mitski
afraid by the neighbourhood
everything i wanted by billie eilish
chris: if youâre a chris girl/boy/person, i think you grew up too quickly. you probably had to start looking out for yourself at way too young of an age and now you have a hard time accepting nurturing and loving treatment. i get the feeling that you were sexualized from a young age too and you probably have some sexual trauma. as a result, you act hypersexual because itâs what youâve been made to believe youâre supposed to be. people donât take you seriously, probably because you are the funny one or the pretty one but youâre actually very observant and analytical. you notice things most people donât. youâve often been the butt of the joke in the friend group so now you make fun of everyone else before they can make fun of you. you might come off as mean but i think youâre just scared of being vulnerable. you definitely have commitment issues which probably stems from your childhood trauma (including but not limited to family issues). you end up getting yourself into dangerous or unhealthy or self destructive situations because itâs what youâre used to and you think itâs what people expect from you. you donât have to follow your self fulfilled prophecy. you donât have to be what others tell you that you are.
songs that remind me of you:
goddess by laufey
labyrinth by taylor swift
safeword by tv girl
donât miss me by claire rosinkranz
brand new city by mitski
first love/late spring by mitski
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