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FIRST FUCKING THINH I SEE?

#I swear to god

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if i wasn’t such a pussy I’d do it.

#tw sh related #tw sui implied

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uhm tw for the next few words im about to say

im so fucking close to doing what i want to do the urge to get something sharp and fuck anything on my body up at this point I must fucking deserve it since everyone just doesn’t know how to deal with me

#please don’t read if you struggle with sh

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Nvm I feel like I’m about to fucking puke

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When you feel like your being replaced by somebody WHO THEY ONLY KNOW FOR A DAY OR SO.

Like i know they can have other friends but THERE THE ONLY PERSON WHOS NICE TO ME AND THEY LET ME GET ATTACHED. “I love it when your like this” please for the love of god show that you care and love me just give me something and proof that you love me like you use to. Please make stuff for me please talk to me THATS NOT FOR 2 MINUTES PLEASE.

I wouldn’t be so mad if they didn’t treated me differently before they always showed me love and appreciation but now I feel ignored “HEY YOU WANNA DO THIS?” “I made you this!!” “LOOK I MARE YOU THIS” they don’t even call me there nickname for me anymore and it fucking hurts

to make everything worse .

They don’t even call me there best friend anymore

#yk what… #erm #atp I hope they see this and know it’s them #im so fucking tired #i thought i was getting better

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On the night of the concert I put on my black lace-up boots with high heels. Underneath them were ripped red fishnets. Then I put on a black leather minidress with all this corset stuff on the back and front. I put on matching fishnet on my arms. I straightened my hair and made it look all spiky. I felt a little depressed then, so I slit one of my wrists. I read a depressing book while I waited for it to stop bleeding and I listened to some GC. I painted my nails black and put on TONS of black eyeliner. Then I put on some black lipstick. I didn’t put on foundation because I was pale anyway. I drank some human blood so I was ready to go to the concert.

I went outside. Draco was waiting there in front of his flying car. He was wearing a Simple Plan t-shirt (they would play at the show too), baggy black skater pants, black nail polish and a little eyeliner (AN: A lot fo kewl boiz wer it ok!).

“Hi Draco!” I said in a depressed voice.

“Hi Ebony.” he said back. We walked into his flying black Mercedes-Benz (the license plate said 666) and flew to the place with the concert. On the way we listened excitedly to Good Charlotte and Marilyn Manson. We both smoked cigarettes and drugs. When we got there, we both hopped out of the car. We went to the mosh pit at the front of the stage and jumped up and down as we listened to Good Charlotte.

'“You come in cold, you're covered in blood They're all so happy you've arrived The doctor cuts your cord, hands you to your mom She sets you free into this life.” sang Joel '(I don’t own da lyrics 2 dat song).

“Joel is so fucking hot.” I said to Draco, pointing to him as he sung, filling the club with his amazing voice.

Suddenly Draco looked sad.

“What’s wrong?” I asked as we moshed to the music. Then I caught on.

“Hey, it’s ok I don’t like him better than YOU!” I said.

“Really?” asked Draco sensitively and he put his arm around me all protective.

“Really.” I said. “Besides I don’t even know Joel and he’s going out with Hilary fucking Duff. I fucking hate that little bitch.” I said disgustedly, thinking of her ugly blonde face.

The night went on really well, and I had a great time. So did Draco. After the concert, we drank some beer and asked Benji and Joel for their autographs and photos with them. We got GC concert tees. Draco and I crawled back into the Mercedes-Benz, but Draco didn’t go back into Hogwarts, instead he drove the car into……………………… the Forbidden Forest!

0.0 the foreshadowing…..top class :3 keep calm and remember lots fo kewl boiz wer eyeliner ok!!!

This made me wanna put on my eyeliner

#my immortal

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The next day I woke up in my bedroom. It was snowing and raining again. I opened the door of my coffin and drank some blood from a bottle I had. My coffin was black ebony and inside it was hot pinkvelvet with black lace on the ends. I got out of my coffin and took of my giant MCR t-shirt which I used for pajamas. Instead, I put on a black leather dress, a pentagram necklace, combat boots and black fishnets on. I put on four pairs of earrings in my pierced ears, and put my hair in a kind of messy bun.

My friend, Willow (AN: Raven dis is u!) woke up then and grinned at me. She flipped her long waist-length raven black hair with pink streaks and opened her forest-green eyes. She put on her Marilyn Manson t-shirt with a black mini, fishnets and pointy high-heeled boots. We put on our makeup(black lipstick white foundation and black eyeliner.)

“OMFG, I saw you talking to Draco Malfoy yesterday!” she said excitedly.

“Yeah? So?” I said, blushing.

“Do you like Draco?” she asked as we went out of the Slytherin common room and into the Great Hall.

“No I so fucking don’t!” I shouted.

“Yeah right!” she exclaimed. Just then, Draco walked up to me.

“Hi.” he said.

“Hi.” I replied flirtily.

“Guess what.” he said.

“What?” I asked.

“Well, Good Charlotte are having a concert in Hogsmeade.” he told me.

“Oh. My. Fucking. God!” I screamed. I love GC. They are my favorite band, besides MCR. 

“Well…. do you want to go with me?” he asked.

I gasped. 

Remember how i said i would update? :3

Also, i saw your iron deficiency/dehydration post….i hope you’re doing better <3 stay safe and healthy!!

LMFOA

also thank you 💖

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The babyboy :) my silly baby :)))

AWWW

#final destination #THE BABY #ian mckinley

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I love this stupid emo /pos

#final destination #ian mckinley

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THEY DONT EVEN SEEM LIKE THEY MISS ME WHAT THE FUCK😭😭😭😭?????

#I mean sure they tell me there worried but I need more. #What’s worse worrying about a boy or a friend…erm #WHAT THE FLIP #NOT EVEN A VENT BITCH THIS IS PURE RAGE #GUESS WHO NEEDS CONSTANT REASSURANCE ME BITCH #I SWEAR TO GOD #IM ABOUT TO FUCKING CRY #TEXT ME BACK #RIGHT FUCKING NOW I SWEAR #PLEASE YALL PLEASE #STOP TEXTING SO DRY PLEASE #IM JUST A GIRL #DONT TEXT DRY AROUND ME PLEASE IM MENTALLY ILL #GIVE ME MY MEDS ILL TAKE THE WHOLE THING #PLEASEEEEE #WHAT THE HELL😭😭😭😭

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so about this uhm!…

Trying to not give a fuck..

I’ll update y’all to see what happens in like an hour..remind me

#I need help #in some ways this blog is a cry for help

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Have you ever had a dream- that You- that- that You- you could- You- you would-

This one time i had dream where I fell off a bridge or something and i woke up literally on top and hugging my body pillow that was next to me (no not the body pillow your thinking of you fucking disgusting monster.)

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Fun fact about me

Every time i stand up i get lightheaded and very close to passing out

#dehydration #low iron

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nem here aka xxang3l-trapxx

haiiii

HAIIIIII 🌸🌸

#HAI HAI HAIIIIJ

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Hi my name is Ebony Dark’ness Dementia Raven Way and I have long ebony black hair (that’s how I got my name) with purple streaks and red tips that reaches my mid-back and icy blue eyes like limpid tears and a lot of people tell me I look like Amy Lee (AN: if u don’t know who she is get da hell out of here!). I’m not related to Gerard Way but I wish I was because he’s a major fucking hottie. I’m a vampire but my teeth are straight and white. I have pale white skin. I’m also a witch, and I go to a magic school called Hogwarts in England where I’m in the seventh year (I’m seventeen). I’m a goth (in case you couldn’t tell) and I wear mostly black. I love Hot Topic and I buy all my clothes from there. For example today I was wearing a black corset with matching lace around it and a black leather miniskirt, pink fishnets and black combat boots. I was wearing black lipstick, white foundation, black eyeliner and red eye shadow. I was walking outside Hogwarts. It was snowing and raining so there was no sun, which I was very happy about. A lot of preps stared at me. I put up my middle finger at them.

This is an extract from the worst fanfiction in existence, which I’m currently reading; as well as gibberish-anon-from-hell’s description. I will update :3c

WHEN I HAD MY HP PHASE I KNEW EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS FUCKASS FANFIC

#my immortal #harry potter #IM GOING INSANE

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sad, rip 😔

:P

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NO STARBUCKS 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱

NOPE!!