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finding comfort in heartbreak and solitude

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signs that mock me as i go

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A Short Film About Love (1988) dir. Krzysztof Kieslowski

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i know we’re strangers now,

but i still fold my t-shirts the same way you taught me

and i still order our favorite meal from that one restaurant

i can still hear your voice telling me that a person doesn’t really die until they’re thought about for the last time.

i still feel bad for making you upset when i couldn’t figure out the directions so far away from home

i still worry about your brother

i still wish you would slow down when you drive, maybe you do now

i know we’re strangers now but if you die before i do, i’ll keep you alive

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fuck you in the worst way ❗️❗️❗️

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but it's over now… so thank you for the experience i hope you see me and i hope you hate me

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the thought of u changing in ways i wouldn’t be able to relate to,

the change i will not get to witness everyday

change that i wouldn’t be a part of

feels empty here but it’s too late to say don’t go

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alone again, naturally

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lucky in luv 🍀

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do i hold a candle to the last one over your moon?

baby, of course I do

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did it so well they didn’t even knowwww. should’ve taught you how

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the thought of u changing in ways i wouldn’t be able to relate to,

the change i will not get to witness everyday

change that i wouldn’t be a part of

feels empty here but it’s too late to say don’t go

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time in relation to my bruising knees

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bury me in margiela.

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forcing your presence onto others out of fear of losing them because a lot of people left you during childhood? do you have an anxious attachment style due to your fear of abandonment?

yes !