calopsic

[calopsic]

ANNOUNCEMENT

after some thorough thinking I have decided to archive this blog. i know there was little activity on this blog to begin with, but i don't feel like being here anymore for personal reasons.

i will need some time for myself and have a better headspace, which i cannot curate here.

i will remake either later, tomorrow or the weekend. if people would want the new url, then like this post or message me, and i will hand you the new url.

i am sorry for taking this decision, but i personally think it's much better.

thank you 💜

#reblogging again #i'll be working ln the blog later #also hand the url to those who don't have it

[calopsic]

ANNOUNCEMENT

after some thorough thinking I have decided to archive this blog. i know there was little activity on this blog to begin with, but i don't feel like being here anymore for personal reasons.

i will need some time for myself and have a better headspace, which i cannot curate here.

i will remake either later, tomorrow or the weekend. if people would want the new url, then like this post or message me, and i will hand you the new url.

i am sorry for taking this decision, but i personally think it's much better.

thank you 💜

#tbt. #this has been on my mind for a few days now. #also i could just go and give some of you the url but #i want to make sure it's people that are genuinely interested in me and writing with me #cause nowadays my headspace is giving me the assumption that i am kind of like #forcing ppl to write with me #and i atp i want to make it a mutual understanding #im rambling in the tags dhshjs sowy

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i wanna write, but i might by the end of this week.

#tbt. #i need a moment or even too #been stressed again

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henlo, this week is a little busy so i won't get into too much stuff. if you wanna talk and plot, go ahead and add me on discord ( feyradio ), please let me know that you added me as well. tumblr dms are always a little wonky on my side hence i prefer discord.

#tbt. #there's mfrp stuff and other factors #and discord is where i'm available the most.

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also hsr lavi is lavi being as masked fool

#（ 𝗢𝗨𝗧𝗢𝗙𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔. ⋮ 𝘧𝘦𝘺'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦. ） #kicks his shin #look i know he isnt spreading elation but #i think it would be funny

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bookman clan members being prohibited to make friends and lavi literally not giving a fuck and making friends anyway is so funny to me

#tbt. #he's so silly #he's also orange cat coded lmao

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hello ! in case you have forgotten about me, i am back ! though i'm back full-time nor dedicate myself to tumblr on my free time due to other hobbies and commitments that either have too much priority or to not burn myself out from being on this website too long.

my current main task is to get some drafts rolling, do some replies that have been overdue for literal MONTHS, so i hope that some of you have not dropped our thread at some point !

ANYWAYS. that be said, i will get some plots rolling, 'specially those with people i have talked to in the past about plotting; new plots are always appreciated, just DM me or add me on my discord ( feyradio ) for easier communication.

again, i want to apologize for the decline of my activity since the start of 2024. my internship took a huge toll on me, alongside other irl stress factors, like returning to my current workplace and other things i prefer to not mention here.

thank you for being so patient with me; i know some people could've wished for further interactions, and i may come to you very soon and eventually like starter calls or bug you in DMs !

#（ 𝗢𝗨𝗧𝗢𝗙𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔. ⋮ 𝘧𝘦𝘺'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦. ） #strim starts in an hour #do u think i can change my blog aesthetic and make a new promo until then? #we will see hehe

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the scribe clicked his tongue, feeling a pang of frustration as he shut his eyes tight, attempting to process the snappy retort that had just come from his roommate.

just this once, he had endeavored to be kind, to offer a genuine compliment to the architect for something he genuinely admired. yet, predictably, it seemed his intentions were misconstrued.

opening his eyes once more, his gaze locked onto the blonde, mirroring his roommate's posture.

"i wasn't aiming to mock you, kaveh," haitham responded, his tone earnest. "i simply wished to acknowledge your good judgment." as the words left his lips, there was a strange sensation, as if his mouth had spoken of its own accord, independent of his will.

what the hell .

𝐔𝐍𝐀𝐕𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄. @calopsic

‘ it fits well, ’ the scribe says. it fits well? kaveh's eyebrows knit together, his mind letting those words settle in the back of his mind like sand taking up space in an hourglass. wine - red eyes widen, the initial feeling he experiences being that of shock. after all, since when did alhaitham ever compliment him on anything, let alone homemaking? of course, kaveh looks at the plant in question, arms crossing over his chest defensively, the intrusive thoughts already taking root.

“ why? so you can mock me for spending mora i don't have? ” the architect replies, tapping his foot anxiously, like a wild rabbit weary of hidden danger.

#（ 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔. ⋮ 𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘵. ） #（ 𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚. ⋮ 𝘢𝘭𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘮. ） #basbousah #replies to this after 84 years #im so sorry my dearest wife

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i will add lavi bookman jr. to the roster and work on genshin and honkai verses too.

#tbt. #my scrunkle... #i love himb.

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IT TOOK ME SO LONG

#（ 𝗢𝗨𝗧���𝗙𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔. ⋮ 𝘧𝘦𝘺'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦. ） #HE'S FINALLY HOME #I LOST 50/50 TO JEAN #BUT SO WORTH

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a good morning unfurls with the gentle cadence of routine: waking up to the first whispers of dawn, indulging in the warmth of the covers for another precious half-hour, reluctantly parting from the embrace of sleep, savoring breakfast's simple pleasures, and finally, steeling oneself for the challenges of yet another - hopefully - productive workday. for heizou, adherence to this ritual is more than mere habit; it's a lifeline. disruption, however slight, has the power to cast a shadow over his day, a truth he's encountered on more than one occasion.

yet today, the delicate balance remains undisturbed. he emerges from the cocoon of his home, buoyed by contentment and the lingering taste of morning's repast, poised to confront the mysteries awaiting his keen gaze. a soft melody flutters from his lips, a testament to his inner harmony, until a familiar figure materializes along the narukami shores.

recognition sparks a smile across his features as he draws nearer.

"what a delightful surprise… kazuha ( @apocryphis ), you grace these shores?" he greets, extending a hand to affectionately tousle the other's hair. "i can't help but wonder…" he punctuates his words with a playful wink, "are you here on a mission of heart or happenstance?"

#（ 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔. ⋮ 𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘵. ） #（ 𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚. ⋮ 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘬𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘻𝘰𝘶. ） #apocryphis #man i wish i could touch kazuha's hair #it looks so fluffy and messy

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i need a fresh start, so here is a new starter call! please specify muses!, or it is likely i won't write with you.

#（ 𝗢𝗨𝗧𝗢𝗙𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔. ⋮ 𝘧𝘦𝘺'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦. ） #i will finally get to it tomorrow!! #also to the replies im still owing #i dont stream tomorrow anyway

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this week got me a little bad, i've been sleep deprived and exhausted.

#（ 𝗢𝗨𝗧𝗢𝗙𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔. ⋮ 𝘧𝘦𝘺'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦. ） #i meant to write this week but #my body and mind are rebelling

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i need a fresh start, so here is a new starter call! please specify muses!, or it is likely i won't write with you.

#（ 𝗢𝗨𝗧𝗢𝗙𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔. ⋮ 𝘧𝘦𝘺'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦. ） #bump!

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i need a fresh start, so here is a new starter call! please specify muses!, or it is likely i won't write with you.

#（ 𝗢𝗨𝗧𝗢𝗙𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔. ⋮ 𝘧𝘦𝘺'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦. ） #its about time #i need to get new stuff going #while i look at my drafts

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“do you make this questions up?” (Kaveh to Alhaitham)

"pardon?" the scribe, haitham, looked over at his roommate kaveh, his brow quirked at the sudden question. sometimes, kaveh's cryptic manner of speaking left haitham feeling as though he were deciphering ancient scrolls. it was an irritation that seemed to linger like a stubborn ink stain.

he sighed before answering, the weight of kaveh's enigmatic words settling like dust on old parchment. haitham took a sip of his tea, only to find it had turned cold and bitter from neglect. with a grimace, he glanced back at kaveh, frustration evident in the furrow of his brow.

"asking you what to have for dinner is hardly a fabrication of my imagination," haitham retorted. "are you truly unnerved by such a simple question? if so, then perhaps you should decide tonight's meal."

#（ 𝗢𝗨𝗧𝗕𝗢𝗫. ⋮ 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘨𝘦. ） #basbousah #（ 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔. ⋮ 𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘵. ） #（ 𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚. ⋮ 𝘢𝘭𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘮. ） #im rustyyyyy #so sorry if this is silly ily

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her ears flicked involuntarily at the crescendo of panic rippling through the passengers aboard the flagship, a disconcerting reminder of a past she preferred to keep buried in the depths of memory. it was a bitter recollection, one she wished to revisit only in the solitude of her darkest moments.

as she stood amidst the turmoil, questioning her purpose once more, she couldn't help but wonder why she had agreed to this mission in the first place. doubt gnawed at her resolve, suggesting that perhaps she should have hesitated before committing herself. yet, here she was, tethered to the whims of the constellation, relegated to the role of their obedient lapdog to avoid the threat of exile into the unforgiving abyss of space.

despite her outward compliance, there lingered a defiance within her, a smoldering ember of rebellion ready to ignite given the right provocation. she contemplated the precarious balance of power, knowing that while she could survive the rigors of the cosmos, her captors held the strings that tethered her to this existence.

the arrival of a cryptic message stirred a familiar response within her, a silent acknowledgment tinged with resignation. she refrained from replying, knowing all too well that her compliance was expected, akin to a trained animal responding to its master's call. it was a realization that left a bitter taste in her mouth, a reminder of her perceived insignificance in the grand scheme of things.

with heightened senses attuned to the slightest disturbance, she scanned her surroundings, a silent sentinel guarding against unseen threats. every sound, every movement was scrutinized with a practiced precision born of necessity. and when an unfamiliar presence disrupted the relative calm, she reacted instinctively, drawing her weapon with a mixture of apprehension and determination.

a primal growl escaped her lips, a warning to whoever lurked in the shadows, testing the limits of her patience. the weight of the firearm in her grasp served as a reminder of the consequences of disobedience, a stark reminder of the precariousness of her existence.

"fuckin' coward… show yourself!" she bellowed into the void, her voice tinged with a hint of desperation. "maybe i'd be nice and keep you alive… depends on what the fuck you want!"

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐆𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐄𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐞... @calopsic

A shockwave rumbled the Constellation vessel Odyssey. The ship had been exploring space areas outside of the Settled System's territory. What could only be described as disturbances on the edge of civilized space had prompted them to investigate, especially when colonized worlds that'd detected them directly asked for The Constellation's assistance. The flagship Odyssey had ventured out beyond what was charted space, as the disturbances had become the most prominent in uncharted space. What happened next was a struggle to remember... 

All 907 members of the crew of the Odyssey knew next that the ship was in red alert and The Captain had ordered them to return to civilized space within the Settled Systems. Despite the standing investigation orders, the Odyssey was firstly and foremost an exploration flagship— meaning that there were families aboard, and with such a large population— an order to return to the sol system with the utmost haste had sent everyone into a frenzied panic. There was chaos aboard the ship, and nobody even really knew why. The ship rocked, and rumbled, and sparks popped from the ceiling and walls of the ship. At the very least— the emergency was real​​​​​.

The Acting captain of the Odyssey was staring over the shoulder of the Helmsman, attempting to chart the quickest route back to the Sol System with the fastest speed that engineering could give them. Eventually, Captain Daniels moved over to his science officer, leaning over and trying to make sense of the readings.

"What the hell is attacking us, Carsons?" "It's hard to say, sir... the ship's sensors are labeling these as shockwaves, not hostile weaponry." "Shockwaves? Like the boom after an explosion?" "Yes, sir, Captain."

The Science officer chewed on their lip as they examined the readings, "These readings are strange regardless, Captain— the computer's trying to tell me that these shockwaves are from an explosion that hasn't even been recorded, yet." She explained, but before The Captain could even inquire about shockwaves from the future— the helmsdeck signaled his attention.

"Sir! Another shockwave!!" The helmsman cried, and The Captain shouted for all hands to brace for impact. The shockwave came, causing sparks and explosions to crackle across the bridge. Some members in the hallways and engineers fell over the railings and crashed onto the ground. After an assessment of the damage caused to the ship, The Captain moved over to the helmsman. "Where the hell are these shockwaves coming from?" He asked, waiting for the helmsman to calculate the distance. The paling of their face caused The Captain to sweat.

"Sir... these shockwaves are coming from the next solar system over."

There was a brief silence maintained despite the red alert. Suddenly, the silence was pierced by security. The Captain turned sharply when a beeping resonated from the control console.

"Captain! Something just punched through our shields!" "The shockwaves?" "No, captain—" A pause, confusion. "Unidentified object! Materialized in the cargo hold!"

The Captain recoiled, exhaling sharply before moving over to his chair. "Who can we send down to investigate?" The Captain turned toward security, who unfortunately shook his head. "All available personnel are aiding in the maintaining of the ship— though we do have contracted crew members available." The officer informed The Captain, who huffed in annoyance, "Bounty Hunters. Of course." He exhaled, swallowing his pride and signaling one of the contracted constellation hunters.

"La Pucelle— this is Captain Daniels. We've got an intruder down in the cargo hold below engineering. I need you to check it out," The Captain signaled. "If it's Hostile, find out what these shockwaves are but focus on containment— if it's a non-combatant bring it up to the bridge. Daniels out." The Captain ordered, before looking back towards the helmsman.

"More speed, Helm!"

#（ 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔. ⋮ 𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘵. ） #（ 𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚. ⋮ 𝘮𝘢𝘶𝘥𝘦. ） #unboundtravels #unboundtravels (01.) #I'M FINALLY GETTING TO THIS AAA #i hope this is good! lmk if u want some revisions!