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cariadlovescodwomen · 6 months

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um, hello

damn this blog was short-lived, lmao

in the past few hours my world has been thrown off a building, and viciously stomped on

thank you for the support on those three shitty fics, you lifted my normally very shitty mood <3 i’m not sure i’ll ever return to this blog, so, uh, have a good life?? idk, i hope you don’t have to go through what i am, or at least, have to go through it again. keeping it vague ‘cause idk

but, anyway, thank you, for the past few days, it was nice for a bit?? goodbye 🫶

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cariadlovescodwomen · 6 months

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tiny something for laswell, ‘cause i love her

kate laswell x fem!reader (romantic)

warning(s): none that i’m aware of

i sincerely apologise for any grammatical or linguistic errors <3. i feel like shit right now, so it’s really not that good 😭

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most days are tiring for kate, but nothing helps her more than getting to spend time with her beloved wife, you.

you always listened as she ranted about what she legally could. you were there every time days got rough. you were there when days were great. you were there.

you were always there for her, and she wanted nothing more than to always be there for you. kate was a selfless lover, always more focused on your happiness than hers.

as the night grew cold, she held you in her arms, a soft smile playing at her lips as you pulled yourself closer into her embrace as you slept. kate loved nights where she could just hold you close, easing any negative feelings in the atmosphere. she kissed the top of your head, before closing her eyes, and going to sleep herself.

and in the morning, you’d wake up to the surprise of your wife still being home, and the scent of breakfast ready.

you loved mornings like that. and she did, too. the sense of peace and relief it brought was a rare but never unwelcome feeling.

as you walk up behind your wife, and wrap your arms around her, you get to hear the same laugh you fell in love with. she said something you didn’t quite catch, too caught up in the overwhelming feeling of love and acceptance that always lingered when you were with kate.

god, you loved that woman.

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the end was terrible, i apologise, endings and dialogue are my weakest points, lol 😭 still trying to get used to this, aha

#kate laswell #kate laswell x reader #call of duty #call of duty x reader #call of duty x you #mwii x reader #mw2 x reader

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cariadlovescodwomen · 6 months

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still embarrassed, and still not good at this 😭

doing farah’s hair (gn!reader) (romantic)

warning(s): none that i’m aware of

i sincerely apologise for any grammatical or linguistic errors! short because my writing’s not good enough for a full fic yet (or ever, lol) <3

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you gently took strands of her hair, collecting them to make the plait she’s been seen with many times before. she’s quiet, she usually is. you’ve come to learn that actions speak louder than words with farah.

you hummed softly, you couldn’t help but let the stupid smile on your face grow. if she could see it, she’d surely tease you. but, while the quiet is nice, you wanted to hear her voice, so, you attempted to start a conversation.

“hey, farah?” you called her name. “yes?” her voice was always hypnotic to you. “why’d you let me do your hair? i’m not complaining, but you usually do it yourself, don’t you?” she hummed for a moment, before speaking, “i’ve seen you staring. i thought it would be nice to let you do it for me.” is that so?

“well, if i get to be near you, i don’t mind what we’re doing.” you responded, your tone slightly teasing. a short laugh escaped her. “you can be so sappy at times.” the smile on your face brightened. “so can you, don’t act like your above me!” her laugh was melodious.

“that’s not how i meant it at all, you know that.” you could hear the smile in her voice. “hm, whatever you say.” you replied. farah leaned into your touch, but still leaving enough space for you to continue your work.

being with you took some of the stress off of her shoulders. and after everything farah’s been through, she deserved more than just some time away from the chaos of her work. you’d always admired farah. the way she led her people, the way she fought for what was right. there was not a dash of selfishness in her being.

farah knew you held her very high, and she hoped you knew how much she admires you in return. she hoped you truly understood the extent of her love and loyalty to you.

as you were getting lost in thought, she seemed to notice. “are you okay?” her voice came out in a somewhat-whisper. you blinked hard, returning your focus to her hair. “ah, yeah, yeah, sorry ‘bout that.” you replied, looking down at her hair, you were almost done. “i hope you weren’t zoned out for long, i want my hair to at least look decent.” she teased, humour in her voice.

you laughed in response, finishing up her hair, and going to get a mirror. “it looks great! don’t you trust my hairstyling?” she watched you fetch a mirror, love and affection in her stare. “i’m only teasing you.”

as you sat back down and showed her your job well-done, she smiled and took one of your hands in her own. “thank you for doing this.” she spoke, her voice soft. you smiled back, but didn’t verbally respond.

farah was a very busy woman, so getting time like this was rare. you and farah both cherished the alone time you had together deeply. no amount of words or actions could ever cover the love you and farah shared.

as hours in her company went by, you were cuddled into each other as some film played that neither of you were really paying attention to. as you started slipping into the dream world, you heard her whisper, “good night, my love.” as she looked over at you, the soft smile on your face implied you heard her words before falling asleep.

this line of work is a dangerous one, and farah would be damned if she didn’t spend every minute she had with you wisely. she knows your life, or hers, could be taken in minutes, but she would do anything she could to keep you safe, and to keep herself fighting.

she turned the television and the lights off, before returning to bed. she pulled herself under the covers, wrapping her arms around your body, feeling content as she then fell asleep herself.

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(note - how on earth do you guys do this? and so well?? i’m so insanely envious of people who can write 😭. i love farah so much, she deserves so much more from this stupid fandomm)

#farah karim #farah karim x reader #call of duty #call of duty x reader #call of duty x you #mw2 x reader #mwii x reader #cariad tries to write

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cariadlovescodwomen · 6 months

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cariad’s obsession with the female call of duty characters is starting to get unhealthy (it has been for quite a while)

valeria, kate, farah 💞

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valeria garza might have committed many heinous crimes, but who hasn’t? :). don’t act like you’re innocent. let’s be partners in crime, val, forget about everyone else. (i’m losing it)

(i would do anything for that woman, oh my GOD. i’d let her shoot me)

i just wanna be kate’s wife. that’s all i want out of this life. maybe i have a thing for older women, maybe i have a thing for american women.

(that sounds odd, lmfao, idk what it is. y’know when a character has a non-american accent, and in every fanfic it’s always pointed out? “their deep british accent rung through your ears”? i’m like that with american accents, for some reason?? american accents are deemed the norm, so no one pays attention when a character has a standard northern american accent, but i love them 😭 and southern american accents)

i want farah to teach me how to ride a motorcycle. please, ma’am. i just wanna spend any amount of time with farah, tbh. she’s so beautiful, and smart, and strong, atkajsksksk.

(side note - i feel so weird calling a woman “ma’am” because i call my actual mother “mam” and the pronunciation (the pronunciation i use for “ma’am” anyway) is literally the same)

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operators you probably don’t care about 💞 (calisto, stiletto, roze, kleo, nova, luna)

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fuck the royals 🤬, fuck the royals 😏. look, she seems pretentious af, but i love her for it. what was that one voice line? “can i play with you? mhm.” what does that mean, calisto???

(my hearing is shit so if that’s not what she said, don’t tell me :). i’d rather pretend, LOL)

most of the content i see for stiletto is shipping her with könig. she is literally dating me, how dare you disrespect our relationship like that. i could treat a woman better than him, anyway 🙄.

(sorry, könig, you’ve become my punching bag, i promise i don’t actually hate you. i’m just jealous of your fans, that’s all)

rozlin goddamn helms. she was once a shadow, right? no wonder she left that company. i could treat my employees better than graves could. back to actually talking about roze herself, mw19 roze had a chokehold on me, man. she’s so AH. (you figure out what that means)

(fuck you, graves, i may have stated that i liked southern american accents, but this excludes you (and most men, southern accents on women, i should’ve clarified))

kleopatros gavras. that woman. now, where the hell is the hype for her? i feel she’s very smart, and obviously very strong. i love smart women. i love strong women. i love women. doesn’t seem very friendly, but i can work with that. (that sounds weird)

(when it comes to characters that don’t have official heights, i like to headcanon them some, for nearly all of the female operators, they’re tall because i said so, i love tall women)

i think nova’s actress is very pretty. i, too, love flying. it was meant to be, no? please, nova, i’m on my knees. i literally have no words to describe the way i feel about this woman 😶.

(a lot of people don’t like her voice, but i don’t have anything negative to say, really. maybe i’m too blinded by love 🤷‍♀️) (that was embarrassing to say)

luna just seems like a really friendly person. she makes me feel safe?? even though she isn’t real?? the voice line, “alright then, i see you!” did it for me. she’s a soldier, she’s tough, but she’s also so amicable it kills me. idk i just love her, man.

(another smart woman, i fucking love smart women. i just wanna be her friend, lmao)

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all in all, i’m a raging lesbian, and the women in this game make me feel things :). also, apologising if there are any grammatical or linguistic errors. <3

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cariadlovescodwomen · 6 months

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i’m so embarrassed to attempt this, please don’t bully me, LOL

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spending the night w/ valeria (fem!reader)

warning(s): slight suggestiveness, none that i’m aware of

i sincerely apologise for any grammatical or linguistic errors! this is short because i am not at all confident in my ability to write

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“i know i’ve been gone a while, but, my, you’re needy, cariña.” she teased, a smirk resting on her face. you mumbled into her chest as you wrapped your arms around her torso. she played with your hair, a rare genuine smile as she watched you move around.

you picked yourself up from her chest, and stared into her eyes, admiring her beauty. your eyes drifted down to her toned arms, running your hand over her tattoos. she laid against the bed frame, letting you continue. you pulled your hand away and pulled yourself into her lap.

you wrapped your arms around her neck, hers snaking around your waist. you rested your forehead against hers, sighing as you relished in her touch. you pulled back, but she pulled you in for a kiss. it started off sweet and soft, but it quickly escalated, as most things with valeria did. but before things could go any further, you pulled back again.

“hm, you can be such a tease.” she chuckled. “well, light teasing won’t hurt you. i think of it as my… revenge, for the loneliness i felt when you were gone.” you laughed softly. “yeah, well, i wouldn’t push it too far, querida. that never goes well for you…” she teased back.

the sight of your smile always made valeria feel things she hadn’t felt before. the negative feelings pushed away as she held you in her arms.

she moved the two of you to be laying down, her strong arms still wrapped around you. the stress of running a cartel is crushing, and you could only imagine what it’s like, but you eased her emotions more than you could know.

valeria’s “el sin nombre” facade was left at the door whenever she came home. intimidating, scary, cruel, callous, all words to describe valeria, but when she’s with you, that couldn’t be further from the truth. while she’s not soft or gentle, she’s not cold or abrasive.

“i love you, val.” you muttered into her chest. she paused. she should be used to this by now, but, gosh, there was something about you, and the way your words made her feel. “…i love you, too, amor.”

as you started drifting to sleep, she watched over you. her mind went to having to leave again soon. she shook her head slightly and closed her eyes. yes, she’d have to leave again, but for now, she’d rather focus on the days she has with you.

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(note - i’m not proud of this in the slightest, but i think it’s good enough to post :), once again, i apologise for any grammatical or linguistic errors 😭)

#valeria garza #valeria garza x reader #call of duty #call of duty x reader #call of duty x you #mwii x reader #cariad tries to write

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cariadlovescodwomen · 6 months

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listen, i get it, i really do, i get that there is a lot more male characters in the game to obsess over, buy could ya please acknowledge the women? pretty please?

i’m scared of annoying people with repeating myself so much, but this is my blog??? 😭 i’ll post about this as much as i want, lmfao

i love them so much that it’s killing me, or the lack of content for them is

re-reading the same four headcanons, two fanfics, non-stop checking one blog over and over again

i’m happy for ghost/soap/price/könig stans… i am not at all envious… not at all… (but why do some of you guys exclude gaz from 141 stuff??)

i’m fed when it comes to valeria, thankfully, but that’s about it (any cod writers that write for valeria, kate, and farah, i love you so much, but i’m way too scared to ever make an ask, even anonymously)

(does anyone else’s social anxiety extend to the internet?? i find posting these things incredibly nerve-racking, i could never ask a STRANGER ON THE INTERNET to maybe write something for me)

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cariadlovescodwomen · 6 months

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lesbian talks about female call of duty characters, hyperfixation still in full swing💞

farah caught my eye, and then i fell into a rabbit hole

you should’ve seen the way i reacted when i heard laswell saying, “i do, my WIFE hates it” 💀 whoever kate’s wife is, i’m taking your place

and of course, valeria 🫣 idgaf about graves, idgaf about alejandro, but miss garza… 😶

and then came the bombardment of könig hype, i looked into the operators in kortac and specgru, and wow

i literally have no words, my english vocabulary clearly isn’t that big, LMAO

i have the biggest crush on calisto, it is unreal

and stiletto (and roze) (and nova) (and luna)

KLEOPATROS GAVRAS, oh my GOSH, someone confirm they’re also in love with the cod ladies so i feel less alone, thanks <3

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cariadlovescodwomen · 6 months

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while everyone obsesses over ghost, price, soap, könig, and graves (give more love to gaz, ale, and rudy, though)

i am pathetically enamoured with the cod ladies

these four in particular, lmao

just look at kleo, holy fuck

i’d let roze shoot me

calisto would probably hate me, but, oh well 😍

and stiletto just does things to me, man

#call of duty #kleopatros kleo gavras #kleo cod #rozlin roze helms #roze cod #calisto allard #calisto cod #salvatrice stiletto muselli #stiletto cod #call of duty x reader #call of duty x you #mw2 x reader #mwii x reader #cariad won’t stop talking

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cariadlovescodwomen · 6 months

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i’ve sucked it up for so long, but it’s actually killing me now 😭

we (i) need more cod women content on this app!! platonic or romantic; valeria, kate, farah

i don’t care for könig, horangi, gromsko, etc

i want roze, calisto, stiletto, luna, kleo, nova!!! i love them so much it hurts

headcanons, fics, whatever

i doubt anyone’s gonna see this, but oh, well 🤷‍♀️

i am *not* trying to make anyone write for characters they don’t want to/don’t know very well!

anyway, thanks for listening, lol 😭

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