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Why does the universe send me these messages like they are yours to me why do they break me down so hard why can't I have you it's not because of my mental illness this is not illness this is a curse this is torture this is heartbreak like iv never felt or could have even imagined. I think this will be my last post and I think this will be my final words I can't take it anymore life is meaningless now there is no light no silver lining no hope I love you Megan Ashley Collier. To the moon and never back I hope that whatever comes after forever is where we finally get to be happy together whole once again. My perfect imperfection. My missing puzzle piece.

#suicide awareness #please don’t take my sunshine away

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👆🏻👆🏻👆🏻

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“The worst distance between two people is misunderstanding.”

— Law of Attraction

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Yet another reminder that faking is a conscious choice that you make.

It is not something you can do accidentally, regards of what you're talking about.

You can't accidentally fake depression, or anxiety, or bipolar disorder, or schizophrenia, or any other mental illness.

You can't accidentally fake Borderline Personality Disorder, Histrionic Personality Disorder, personality disorders.

You can't accidentally fake ADHD, autism, Tourette's Syndrome, auditory processing disorder, aphasia or any other neurodivergence

You can't accidentally fake being trans or ace-spec or aro-spec or any other LGBTQIA+ identity.

You can't accidentally fake chronic illnesses like CFS, fibromyalgia or any chronic illness.

You also can't accidentally fake being good/intelligent at something. You didn't fool your peers into reaching your position.

You can't accidentally fake trauma, PTSD/cPTSD, DID/OSDD/DDNOS or any other trauma-based disorder.

Tldr:

Faking is a conscious choice.

You cannot do it by accident.

If you are worried that you are faking, that in itself is proof that you are not.

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Johnny Mnemonic

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Farewell | The Amity Affliction

(my edit)

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The Amity Affliction - “Never Alone”

This is important.

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Why is the universe doing this to me

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dont forget to tell someone you love that you love them, thank people who deserve to be thanked, be more patient on people having a hard time, be more considerate, understanding, and be kinder, always.

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you are not the same person i used to know, but in my heart you'll always be my favorite

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you should be lucky to have someone like me in your life