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I just miss my best friend, man. Haven’t spoken to him in almost 2 years and the ache to talk to the one person who truly knew me is so strong. I wish things were different.

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u ever in such a bad mood u feel urself turning evil?

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Some people are just really burnt out and can’t take another loss. And I hope they win. I really do.

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do u ever just purposefully not look @ ur bank account because u know u fucked up

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Everything is working out for me, not against me.

Everything works in my favor — always.

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My face recently

#me #selfie

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sometimes the moral of the story really is just "you cannot go back and what happened to you is going to be with you for the rest of your life. but it's still going to be okay" huh

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“The other day, lying in bed, I felt my heart beating for the first time in a long while. I realized how little I live in my body, how much in my mind”

-Rodger kamenetz, from Terra infirma

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having to come to terms with the fact that love is not an everlasting performance in which you attempt to retain the attention of your significant other but rather a release of control and putting faith into them and trusting them to choose to stay with you no matter what you have to offer

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Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals

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I never sleep.

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