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I envy people that have good relationships with family and friends. Always a constant reminder of what I don’t have.

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I don't think people understand what it means to be lonely and misunderstood for an entire life.

When I was a lonely child I was always thinking to myself "It will be okay, I will have friends when I'm a teenager."

When I was a lonely teenager I always thought to myself "its okay, I will have friends and a relationship when I'm an adult."

But now that I'm an adult I realize, its much more likely that it will stay that way forever. I will never belong anywhere.

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Would u like to do an exchange

YESS TEXT ME

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Is anyone down for an exchange? I really need a tarot reading rn pls pls pls pls

#exchange reading #pac reading #tarot

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when literally all your mind can think about is the fact that you will in all likelihood never be kissed, snuggled, or held hands with for the rest of your life

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“The tombstones of Jean-Paul Sartre and Simone de Beauvoir—despite their bohemian airs—occupy elegant, expensive lots in Paris’s Montparnasse Cemetery. Both writers’ monuments are marked and easy to find, contrasting sharply with the final resting place of their chief rival, Albert Camus, whose bare stone slab in Provence is set upon a tangle of desert plants sprouting from the limestone gravel.

It had long been a goal of mine to see Camus’ grave in person. My wife and I and some friends, in the south of France for a late-summer wedding, woke up early Sunday morning and made the pilgrimage to the small cemetery just outside the postcard village of Lourmarin. We passed the site several times before we even noticed it. The size of a chessboard, it is almost inarticulate, announcing nothing but the great man’s name and the dates of his birth and death, 1913–1960, an impossibly brief period that at this point in my life provokes serious contemplation. The tombstone is crumbling, its inscription so eroded it resembles a child’s uneven scrawl. There lay the author of—by age 30—both The Myth of Sisyphus and The Stranger, a destitute scholarship boy from French Algeria who’d come to the capital and made good a million times over. The second youngest recipient of the Nobel, Camus had bought a home in Lourmarin with his prize money. Whereas he had described gloomy Paris in his notebooks as a “stage set,” he could never cease to feel the tug of the simple pleasures of his youth: the sea, rock, sun, salt, and sand along the Mediterranean shores of Africa. Provence was an excellent compromise.

I have never seen a grave (not even Napoleon’s submerged coffin, which forces an observer to bow in deference when looking upon it) more befitting of the person it contains: one final, unanswerable rebuke to the arrogance of man, that absurd creature, whose only meaning can ever be to thrill to life in spite of inescapable death.”

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Hello everyone. I would like to have your attention here. I have some news to share with you guys. Today I received my admission letter from the university I have been trying so hard. Yeah!!!!! But the thing is my family isn't supporting me since according to them psychiatry isn't something you should be studying especially my father. But still I sent the University my documents and they accepted me after 3 months. I will have to submit the fees and other expenses soon if i want to join them. It is a huge amount but i will try my best. So if you are reading this, I would like to request your help. It doesn't have to be big amount, you can request any reading and donate however you can . I promise I will work hard twice and will try not to disappoint you from my side.

You guys always have been there for me. You are like my family that's why I am telling you guys. Donations are not expected always but much appreciated. I am saving every single penny I can. I am and forever will be grateful to everyone here.

Thank you

Love, Infinity 💌

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Isolation is a tool of capitalism. Modern people are more isolated than any humans in history. Isolated people are susceptible to idealism, narcissism, and manufactured narratives. Extreme wealth isolates. Extreme power isolates. Avoid isolation!

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Quotes from The Revolution Cannot Triumph Without the Emancipation of Women (1)

"It was the transition from one form of society to another that served to institutionalize women’s inequality. This inequality was produced by our own minds and intelligence in order to develop a concrete form of domination and exploitation."

"Humankind first knew slavery with the advent of private property. Man, master of his slaves and of the land, became in addition the woman’s master. This was the historic defeat of the female sex. It came about with the upheaval in the division of labor and as a result of new modes of production and a revolution in the means of production. In this way, paternal right replaced maternal right. Property was now handed down from father to son, rather than as before from the woman to her clan ... Women became his booty, his conquest in trade. He profited from their labor power and took his fill from the myriad of pleasures they afforded him."

"The status of women will improve only with the elimination of the system that exploits them. In fact, throughout the ages and wherever the patriarchy has triumphed, there has been a close parallel between class exploitation and women's inferior status. Of course, there were brighter periods where women, priestesses or female warriors, broke out of their oppressive chains. But the essential features of her subjugation have survived and been consolidated, both in everyday activity and in intellectual and moral repression."

"Her status overturned by private property, banished from her very self, relegated to the role of child raiser and servant, written out of history by philosophy (Aristotle, Pythagoras, and others) and the most entrenched religions, stripped of all worth by mythology, woman shared the lot of a slave, who in slave society was nothing more than a beast of burden with a human face."

"So it is not surprising therefore that in its phase of conquest the capitalist system, for which human beings are just so many numbers, should be the economic system that has exploited women the most brazenly and with the most sophistication. So, we are told, manufacturers in those days employed only women on their mechanized looms. They gave preference to women who were married and, among them, to those with a family at home to support. These women paid greater attention to their work than single women and were more docile, having no choice but to work to the point of exhaustion to earn the barest subsistence for their families. So we can see how women's particular attributes are turned against her, and all the most moral and delicate qualities of her nature become the means by which she is subjugated. Her tenderness, her love for her family, the meticulous care she takes with her work--all this is used against her."

"It is true that both she and the male worker are condemned to silence by their exploitation. But under the current economic system, the worker's wife is also condemned to silence by her worker husband. In other words, in addition to the class exploitation common to both of them, women must confront a particular set of relations that exist between them and men, relations of conflict and violence that use as their pretext physical differences."

- Thomas Sankara, Marxist president of Burkina Faso who implemented sweeping initiatives for the rights of women, including banning forced marriages and FGM and promoting female literacy and representation in government, until his murder in a French-backed coup in October 1987 that led to an utter reversal of his policies

Quotes from his March 8, 1987 Women's Day speech 7 months before he was killed (highly recommend reading the full version)

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i'm 18 today !

#turning 18

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The STRUGGLE, dude. The struggle.

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BPD is like:

"OH MY GOD I HAVE SUCH INTENSE FEELINGS I HAVE NEVER FELT SO MANY THINGS IN MY LIFE WOWOWOW!!"

*one day/inconvenience later*

"Nvm I had a lapse in judgment. I have actually never felt anything in my life and I may never feel at all."

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