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broken
it's not so much I can't live without you, it's the the hole in my heart and pit in my stomach you left.
I'm terrified to think how crushed I could have been if you had played me along for years. the pain I feel now is in no comparison to how past loves have hurt. This is sooo much worse. This is like a knife right in my gut, there is this constant knot in my throat and stomach. my heart feels like it is sleeping and my head is not clear.
It's not so much a dramatic sob anymore, more like this nagging feeling of your hands on me and your eyes looking at me. This intolerable nagging sound repeatedly reminding me that you exist and it's not in my arms.
I will not stalk or harass you, I will silently suffer on the inside as I take on the next phase of my life and continue to better my children and I. Although our flame burnt out to early and we never really got a chance, it's like my soul/spirit whatever you call it , consistently cries out to me to return it's mate, to bring back the pure happiness I/ it was finding with you.
I'm crushed, I'm broken, im devestated inside. I feel lost, abandoned, betrayed, but I still smile , laugh, date, work and sleep. I'm still human, even though you took my soul, AREN'T I?
Why do I feel so broken, so worthless, so sad... HOW CAN I STILL SMILE? when I know I'm completely shutting down inside?
WHY WHY WHY ??? Really it doesn't matter anymore, your gone , I'm gone... it's over we are gone.
Even BROKEN toys still perform a function and so will I.
I JUST WISH SOMEONE COULD EXPLAIN THAT TO MY SLEEPING HEART AND MISSING SOUL.
UNCONDITIONALLY BROKEN
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I remember these days ohhh you were just using
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God you have hurt me so bad
there are two types of pain, one that hurts you, and the other that changes you.
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“He was everything to me and I was nothing to him.”
— R.R.
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I want your first second or third choice
“Promise me not to hide yourself when you’re in pain, it’s unfair that we laughed together but you cried alone”
— Unknown
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THERE WAS A TIME WHEN YOUR SILENCE WOULD HAVE DESTROYED ME…
now
NOW IT JUST CONFIRMS THAT I MEAN NOTHING TO YOU AND I’M MOVING ON.
#Realitysetsin#lostlovelostsoul#betrayed#heartbreak#youarekillingmeboo#pleaseletsnotfight#soulmatesdontleave#lies
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something I noticed this time is the sound of my cry has drastically changed. I am so devastatingly hurt and lost. That the literal sound of my cries sounds like it’s my soul screaming out for its mate! It is yearning for its other half and literally dying from broken-ness . It is wailing from the deepest depths of my body in the form of tears. While my heart begs and prays to erase you and all of those years .
Diaries of a lost boobers
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I knew I never mattered ! I’m so destroyed I will never allow you to hurt me again, you lied about loving me.
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