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I am so sorry everyone! we are back 🤧

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I am so upset 1 of my favorite blogs is being shut down and idk how to handle it xD

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Where do fruits go on vacation? Pear-is!

🤣 lol hello anonymous

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You don't have to check Spotify you're the most played this year

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does anyone play roblox adopt me?

#did system #traumagenic system #dissociative identity disorder #system positivity #did alter #did osdd #friends #agere community #anti endo #adopt me #adopt me roblox

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@duckduckgoose-exe @filmcastsystem

1. Do this uquiz

2. Do this picrew.

3. Tag people.

@mxlilly @circus-of-horror @yourleastfavoriteguyinthechair @microsoupmouse @the-firefly-jar-system @cdcouncil @punkrockinchair (NO PRESSURE!!!/GEN)

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Who wants to draw pictures and play pretend with me tomorrow

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This is going to trigger a lot of people, but it needs to be said:

Regarding “endogenics”:

First off: let’s be clear, that science shows us that in order to have alters or a system, you MUST have severe dissociation- which is caused by trauma. This is non-negotiable, no matter how many “research studies” pro-endos share. All of these pro-Endogenic “resources” are either written BY people claiming to be Endogenic, or the article does not have a clear conclusion, or any solid evidence supporting endogenic to be possible.

Systemhood CAN NOT form after young childhood.

There is also no reason or need for the human brain to just randomly start having alters. Science proves this time and time again.

Lots of people say “well I’m multi-origin because some of my alter are Endogenic”. Just because an alter isn’t a trauma holder, does not make them Endogenic, it makes them an ANP (apparently normal part).

We need to stop letting people just get away with spreading misinformation about a very real and complex trauma disorder (DID/OSDD). We need to debunk the misinformation when we see it.

Regarding “Tulpas”:

You’re not gonna wanna hear this, but tulpamacy is NOT alters or headmates. In fact, if you’re claiming to be a “Tulpa” system, you’re appropriating an ancient spiritual practice created by Tibetan Buddhists and the way it’s being used and portrayed on the internet today is not only extremely inappropriate, but offensive.

Stop believing the first thing that pops up on google when you research into this stuff. Make sure your sources are credible and non-bias.

I also find it a little ridiculous that anyone who disagrees with endogenics even slightly, get put on a mass block list 😂😂 like, tell me you can’t handle the truth without telling me.

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For the thingy :3

CINNAMON = You’re a really cool person and admire you from afar.

BLUSH = Seeing you on my dash makes my day a little better.

RAZZMATAZZ = I would share my favorite food with you

BURGUNDY = I get excited when I see posts from you blog.

awww thank you so much! this made my day and I'm thankful to wake up to this amazing message! we should defiantly talk more with each other !!! 😊🫠

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if this is in response to our reblog "see what your followers think of you" you should totally text us if you're comfortable !!

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[Text: This user's system has been hurt a lot by endos.]

Like/Reblog if you save or use!

Note: Please do not start an argument about syscourse on this post. We do not allow syscourse on our blog. Thank you.

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See what your followers think of you.

BLACK = I would date you. GREEN = I think you’re cute. BLUE = You are my tumblr crush. GREY = I wish you would notice me. PURPLE = I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog. TEAL = We have a lot in common. YELLOW = I don’t know you at all. ORANGE = I don’t like your blog. BROWN = I don’t like you. PINK = I think you are unattractive. RED = I hate you with a burning passion. WHITE = You scare me. RAINBOW = BED PLZ. SCARLET = You have influenced my decision/thoughts on something. MAROON = You taught me something new. CINNAMON = You’re a really cool person and admire you from afar. PERIWINKLE = You make me laugh MAUVE = You are really talented BLUSH = Seeing you on my dash makes my day a little better. CYAN = We have very little in common THISTLE = I only just started following you INDIGO = I’ve been following you for a long time FUCHSIA = Your blog content is gold COPPER = Your blog content is trash (and I love it) VERMILION = You make me feel passionate HONEYDEW = I want to call you by a nickname LAVENDER = You inspire me CORAL = You’re a meme UMBER = I want to know more about you FORGET-ME-NOT = You remind me of somebody RAZZMATAZZ = I would share my favorite food with you ARSENIC = I don’t know how to describe the way I feel about you WINE = You make me feel kinda funny, like when we used to climb the rope in gym class SAFFRON = I love your ideas TIMBERWOLF = I trust you FALLOW = I want to run through the Northern wilderness barefoot with you PLUM = I’d like to chat with you TANGERINE = I love your aesthetic SAGE = You make me cry CRIMSON = We should collaborate on something! VIRIDIAN = I wanna hang out on your blog CHARTREUSE = You’re my homie BURGUNDY = I get excited when I see posts from you

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endos thinking their whole community is valid for faking a severe trauma disorder is so funny when you consider the creator of the term endogenic is actually a traumagenic system in denial and fucking admits it but follows that up with “yeah but one of my alters said we’re endogenic so erm actually”

god i can’t wait for all the endos to wake up and realise either 1. they’ve been faking a serious disorder or 2. they actually have the disorder and were groomed into believing they don’t (like i was)

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You can still have a good day and be around family and still mourn for the lives that were lost. dedicate the meal and the things you have towards those who lost their lives to making this day. be grateful of family and remember to support and always remind people of why this day became. do things in your power to bring light to the indigenous tribes and never silence their voices again.

Happy Thanksgiving to

Absolutely no one.

Fuck you for celebrating the genocide of any people.

Especially of those who's home was so ruthlessly stripped from them time and time again even AFTER being promised rights to it.

Fuck you for thinking you have a right to have a good day and a nice little feast while you know what was done to countless innocent people.

Every little child and every native woman that went missing on this day had more of a right to their life than you do if you dare to sit by and think of today as any less than a tragedy.

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@spookiebugs

Name ideas for stuffies:

(you can put ‘Lady’, ‘Sir’, ‘Mr.’ or ‘Mrs.’ in front of every name! some names may double because they fit for more than one color.) ❥ for white colored friends: ☁️ angel ☁️ ghosty ☁️ coconut (coco) ☁️ blizzard ☁️ cotton ☁️ daisy ☁️ dove ☁️ marble ☁️ marshmellow (mellow) ☁️ snowdrop (snow, snowy) ☁️ pearl (pearly) ☁️ tofu ☁️ sugar ☁️ nova ☁️ marzipan ☁️ ivory ☁️ dazzle ❥ for pink colored friends: 🎀 blush 🎀 rose (rosy) 🎀 peony 🎀 (cotton) candy 🎀 bubble gum 🎀 lotus 🎀 tulip 🎀 dahlia 🎀 princess / prince / princette (goes for every color of course!) 🎀 ruby 🎀 roseberry 🎀 peach (peaches) 🎀 rosebud 🎀 begonia 🎀 cherry blossom 🎀 orchid 🎀 petunia ❥ for red colored friends: 🍓 strawberry (or strawbeary for a bear! thank you to anon for that funny idea!) 🍓 rose 🍓 marigold 🍓 tulip 🍓 cherry 🍓 maroon 🍓 crimson 🍓 flame(s) 🍓 zinnia 🍓 poppy 🍓 camellia 🍓 cranberry (berry) 🍓 autumn 🍓 chili 🍓 radish 🍓 maple 🍓 ladybug 🍓 holly ❥ for orange colored friends: 🍊 fox (foxy, foxxo) 🍊 topaz 🍊 tulip 🍊 canna 🍊 sunny 🍊 carnation 🍊 carrot 🍊 pumpkin 🍊 cosmos (no, it’s a plant!) 🍊 garfield 🍊 daylily 🍊 soleil (means sun in french. it’s the name of my cat! pronounce: [sɔlɛj]) 🍊 lantana 🍊 iris 🍊 honey (dew, drop) 🍊 sunset ❥ for yellow colored friends: 💛 sunny 💛 tulip 💛 buttercup 💛 lemon(ade) 💛 pansy 💛 goldie 💛 daffodil 💛 canary 💛 sunflower 💛 dandelion 💛 macaroni 💛 bumblebee (bee) 💛 citron 💛 amber 💛 honey (dew, drop) 💛 waffles 💛 duck (duckie, duckling) 💛 simpson 💛 fanta 💛 caramel ❥ for brown colored friends: 🐻 teddy 🐻 cocoa 🐻 chocolate 🐻 cookie 🐻 cinnamon 🐻 muffin 🐻 clove 🐻 nutmeg 🐻 hazel 🐻 brownie 🐻 bailey 🐻 pecan 🐻 woody 🐻 walnut 🐻 mocha 🐻 snickers 🐻 bean 🐻 moose 🐻 bambi 🐻 fawn 🐻 caramel ❥ for purple colored friends: 💜 violet 💜 clematis 💜 arabella 💜 aubergine 💜 lavender 💜 tulip 💜 pansy 💜 catmint 💜 orchid 💜 cosmos 💜 sweet pea 💜 galaxy 💜 amethyst 💜 plum 💜 lupin 💜 petunia 💜 glory (from morning glory) 💜 delphin (from delphinium) 💜 sapphire (can be purple, too!) 💜 wisteria ❥ for blue colored friends: 💎 diamond 💎 sapphire 💎 sky 💎 topaz 💎 pacific (pacifica) 💎 ocean 💎 blueberry 💎 periwinkle 💎 dandelion 💎 lily (from blue calla lily) 💎 blu 💎 rain (rainy) 💎 dew (dewdrop) 💎 ice 💎 frozen 💎 freeze 💎 drop 💎 cobalt 💎 azure 💎 indigo ❥ for green colored friends: 🍀 clover 🍀 lucky 🍀 meadow 🍀 emerald 🍀 olive 🍀 leaf 🍀 pea 🍀 frog (froggy) 🍀 avocado (or avacado for girls!) 🍀 kiwi 🍀 honeydew 🍀 melon 🍀 pixy 🍀 jalapeno 🍀 mint (minty) 🍀 rosemary 🍀 grape 🍀 shrek 🍀 dragon 🍀 lizzard 🍀 grinch 🍀 apple 🍀 yoda 🍀 pickle(s) (thank you to littleteddy for that great idea!) 🍀 yoshi 🍀 elliot ❥ for black colored friends: 🖤 night 🖤 blacky 🖤 shadow 🖤 void 🖤 onyx 🖤 ink 🖤 pepper 🖤 pepsi 🖤 oreo 🖤 ebony 🖤 ore 🖤 coal 🖤 smudge 🖤 mud (muddy) 🖤 raven 🖤 panda 🖤 panther 🖤 domino 🖤 dice 🖤 shady 🖤 midnight 🖤 voodoo ❥ for grey colored friends: 🐘 dust (dusty) 🐘 ash (ashes) 🐘 comet 🐘 delphine (dolphin) 🐘 mouse 🐘 floyd (meaning “gray” in Welsh) 🐘 pebbles 🐘 pigeon 🐘 silver 🐘 smokey 🐘 misty 🐘 wolf (wolfie) 🐘 luna (means moon) 🐘 moon 🐘 moonlight 🐘 whippet 🐘 marble ❥ for cream colored friends: 🍦 creamy 🍦 cream puff 🍦 truffles 🍦 nugget 🍦 biscuit 🍦 popcorn 🍦 waffles 🍦 muffin 🍦 cookie 🍦 butterball 🍦 pudding 🍦 cheesecake 🍦 peanut butter 🍦 cashew 🍦 cupcake 🍦 saffron ❥ for turquoise colored friends: ♡ puya (it’s a flower) ♡ aqua ♡ mineral (turquoise also is a gem stone!) ♡ gem ♡ ferozah (the persian name for the turquoise gem stone, it means victorious!) ♡ lagoon/lagoona ♡ coral ♡ ocean ♡ pansy (a flower) ♡ bay ♡ takoizu (turquoise in japanese) ♡ midori (green in japanese) ♡ midumi (japanese words for ‘green sea’ mixed together) ❥ for rainbow colored friends: 🌈 sprinkles 🌈 rainbow 🌈 parrot 🌈 paint 🌈 cake 🌈 spring (because of all the colorful flowers!) 🌈 lolli or lollipop (thank you to anon for that beautiful idea!) send in some more ideas

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hey! thanks for sending the ask

💋 - Which headmate has the most red flags? what are they?

I'd have to say either Toby or Maze- Toby mostly because of the things he's into and the way he acts and Maze because of her advances towards people lol compliments and all

🔪 - who in your system would get you on r/system cringe , r/fakedisordercringe or r/cringetopia ?

literally any of our fictives/factives - at this point, even a regular brainmade alter could

🦇 - Which headmate has the problematic taste in music / content creators?

defiantly Beatrix and karmin SMH

#did system #traumagenic system #dissociative identity disorder #system positivity #did alter #did osdd #friends #agere community #anti endo #eclectic witch