If you ever wonder if it鈥檚 worth it, or what will happen if you let go a little- there鈥檚 not a day that goes by where I don鈥檛 smile at myself in the mirror. The fat feels INCREDIBLE, you start to feel like you鈥檙e in the body you鈥檝e always been meant for, and you get to eat whatever and whenever you want. Getting fatter and fatter has been such a rewarding and arousing experience. 馃グ馃惙