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When with a friend to the INMOTION game design event in Breda in November, and on our way back I saw a conductor do this little move:
Blowing his whistle, but seeing someone running for the train and shooing them inside. I thought that was a very Emmet move so i made a lil give out of it
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I woke up at 9:30, but fell back asleep. Disappointed in myself
Its raining, which killed my motivation to go out and buy the piercings. Not a good start
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Hello
This is my vent account.
I have autism, clinical depression, maybe other stuff. 18+ non sexual age regressor. Hehim
Im usually picky with grammar, wording, and making sure that all my words are coherent and not repetitive. Here im not. Its only for myself, so i dont care. Just getting it all out
I dont want likes. Follows. Or comments. Just let me rot
Thank you
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Day 1:
Good day today. Woke up at 9:30am (proud) incase work called me in
Started off bad; suicidal and considered going back on my meds . I really wanna raw dog life, because surely taking antidepressants is just covering up the root problem— I've never been to therapy? [-2]
My lightbulb has been broken for a week, so Mum gave me hers. Never been so grateful to be able to see in my own room [+1]
Went on the sunbed, blasted BRATS songs whilst I was on it. Had a little party in my head, listening to cute girls scream about wanting to disappear was a good outlet. Havent listzned to them in a few months
I was opposed to the idea of the sunbed— uv lights directly on my skin for 10 minutes daily seems like im asking for cancer, but it really helps satisfy my lizard urge to sit on a warm rock. Short term solution til summer rolls around. [+1]
Came home, thought "well rocking out to music helped! Lets watch a concert" and did exactly that.
I bought blurays of my favorite seiyuus in concert last april, but havent had the motivation to actually open any of them until now— i was considering selling them the day before so im glad i didnt lol. Cracked open /Lynx Eyes LIVE TOUR Higher and Higher Day Performance/ and stimmed for an hour whilst watching beautiful ladies sing. [+2] i have 6 others left.⤵️
I hate new things. Its the autism, i know. Ive had games unopened for years before i play them, even if its my favorite series (pokemon, final fantasy, phoenix wright).i know ill like them. But theres a mental block on actually starting the task (i love them when i actually play them)
These seiyuu GENUINELY have been the light of my life in my darkest moments. I love them and the life they bring to their characters. I am forever grateful for every musical artist and the talents they possess.
Watched tv for... wait for it.. 6 fucking hours
I never watch tv (i spent my worst depressed years in the living room, so i try to avoid there unless im eating) but i sat down and watched some with mum. One series about the murders of gay men, another about child sex trafficking. Both true stories, i feel satisfied with the conclusion of them both, really enjoyed it in an educational way. Police fucked up in both series though, because of course they did, thats all they ever do [+1]
Tomorrow:
I will wake up at 9:30 again. Work wont call me, but its nice being up at normal human time. I will sleep by 2
Go to [redacted] before bingo to buy a new septum piercing. Ball fell off so i cant wear it down rn, plus i want a change
Go to bingo with grandma. I love her. Im gonna win one of these days
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