coastalroses

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internet queer “discourse” makes me want to die lmao

#cass rambles #this shit does NOT MATTER IRL💀💀💀💀💀 #genuinely i remember being a fetus gay and seeing this shit online and it made me SICKKK #and it still does but like it actually hurt at that point it’s so stupid and dividing and pointless #people are just so. stupid. on here

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i sometimes forget that this is everyone’s first time on earth too. like. this is my first time seeing a butterfly this color. but its that little girl’s first time seeing any butterfly, ever. and i accidentally left a bag of groceries at the store after paying and now i’m cursing under my breath and it’s like. there a thousand other people out there who did that today too. and a thousand more from yesterday. and. like. we’re not actually alone. and we’re not actually failing. at least not in a way that a few billion people haven’t before you

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im going to (remembers i cant kill myself) fix my heart and build an altar where it swells

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#sobbing my eyes out

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babygirl more authority figures have told me i look sick and tired when i’m in my normal state than you could even imagine

#cass rambles #this is my fav meme format ever it’s my supernatural ily scene #today my professor went ‘i hope you don’t take this the wrong way but i can see the exhaustion in your face’ #thank you bestie yes😭😭😭

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something by me because it's april 24th and maybe i can set it down, for some of the time

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someone said we had more fun in childhood because we didnt have any past memories to linger on and it has stuck with me ever since

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i cant think of the fact that humans send messages saying ’where are you? who are you?’ from earth to the giant and empty space all around us for too long because it makes me cry so hard and feel so human and lonely

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2007

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🦔

This is Charles. He wants to go on a journey around tumblr. could you show him around?

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do it scared do it stupid do it badly whatever it is that's worth doing, that's worth anything at all, we do it. be it scared be it stupid be it badly. the sincerity remains the same.

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“that’s ok i understand!!!!” but it actually made me sick to my stomach

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hey man I found a piece of your soul stuck in the text messages of old friends you don’t speak to anymore. do you want it back

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Shaded stream, August.

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if you're a human adult you physically need to eat actual vegetables, read real books, work, exercise, be outdoors, have sex, and have other real adult humans to talk to all on at LEAST a weekly basis or else you go will literally go completely insane and the problem is too many people choose to skip all those basic needs on purpose

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persimmons on the dining table.

neocolor pastels on bristol paper.

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songs are best when the singer sounds like they’re fucking the sound waves

#cass rambles #gotta moan a little bit if you want it to sound good #-an asexual